December,2011

Christmas has always been my favorite holidays of all time, and this time I got to spend with my favorite people, Kim Hanbin. If I were to be honest, yes, I like him, since the last six months probably, I can't remember. When we meet in papa YG's office, it wasn't the first time we met. I remember meeting him back in 2009, I was visiting Jiyong oppa because he just released his 'heartbreaker' album. He was still 12 that time I think, but he was Jiyong oppa's favorite, he said Hanbin oppa reminds him of himself back then. So we just know each other through Jiyong oppa.

Thanks to winter that I don't really have to put a lot of thoughts in my outfit since I'll be wearing my coat on top anyways. I ended up wearing my white long-sleeve dress, paired with my black leggings, my red winter coat on top and my knee boots. Thanks to Jiyong oppa that I ended up being fashionable just like him. I wear a bit of makeup, just some eyeliner, mascara and pink lipstick.

"Ahyoung, are you ready?" I heard a knock behind my door.

I took my black handbag with me. "Yes, wait a minute." I opened the door revealing a man, he looks so good.

He took my handbag so fast that I can't even react. "Lets go." he took my empty hand and intertwine it with his hand instead, putting it in his pocket just like always.

'Please stop doing that. It makes me think you also have the same feeling as I do, and I know you don't.'

I just want to go inside the building right the second I went out of our dorm, it was freezingly cold, probably about -7 degree, it was snowing a lot. We went to our favorite restaurant, we just don't eat there often because its pretty expensive a