Kyungsoo bows at the staff member, thanking her for giving him his schedule for classes. He opens the door, his eyes in determination.

"Guys, I have our... schedules..."

His eyes widened, wider than it already it is. His brothers were gone. He remembered to tell them clearly not to go without him! Now, he was left alone. No idea where his brothers are.

'Aish! Where are they?!'

Kyungsoo looked around for his brothers, even walkingin circles. But in the corner of his eyes, he sees a tall male hurrying to his side. The unknown male immdeiately closes the gap between their faces as Kyungsoo feels soft plump lips on his, he remains frozen, he felt this weird electricity tingling throughout his body. There was also a girl in front of them, looking so shock on what's she's seeing.

"Hey, babe, miss me?"

He feels an arm draped over his shoulders, the strong masculine scent of the guy lingering to his nose.

'What the actual ?'

No one dares to do that to Kyungsoo, no one.

"OH !"

Kyungsoo mentally shutted down, his large eyes scanning the man who ing kissed him.

That left the man with an aching bird and Kyungsoo with a fuming and red face from anger not from being kissed by a hot guy, nope. 

The soccer field was glorious. He waas roaming around the whole school when he sees the green grass outside. he smiles like a creep, never has he ever seen a field this big! The field was larger than the houses back at their place. He brought his energetic legs to take a run around the field, it was a good thing that there was no students around or else he will be mistaken as a crazy child.

Somewhere, in the corner of his eyes, he saw a brunette leaning at a tree. Somewhat frowning while looking down at his tangled fingers like it was the most interesting thing in the world.

As the good maknae he is, even though the brunette was a stranger he walks forward near the brunette.

"Hi there, is something bothering you? I'm Zitao by the way! But they call me Tao istead!"

It took a while before the guy made a response.

"Z-Zitao...?"

"Yes, uhm.. why are you alone here? Don't you have any friends?"

The brunette shakes his head, "It's my first day today.. I'm new here.."

The brunette thinks of a certain blonde, who left him since nature was calling him. It gave the brunette a chance to escape from the blonde.

"Oh! I'm new too! We should be friends! What's your name?"

"Zhang Luhan," Luhan turns his head up to meet Tao's eyes. His eyes widened just by looking at tao's jet black eyes and those natural eyebags under it. It sent him a weird sensation, why do those eyes looked so familiar? He faintly remembers a baby, having the same eyes with Tao. Also have the same name as his. This must be pure coincidence right? 

"Is something on my face?" the boy asks, placing his hand on his face.

"No.. you just remind me of someone... you remind me of my friend back then."

"He must be important to you," Zitao mutters, taking a seat beside Luhan. He was suprisingly comfortable with a friend he only met today.

"Yeah. He really is, it's hard to forget him anyway, though its been years since I have last saw him."

"I'm sorry to hear that... but if you want, I could be your friend."

Luhan smiles, he barely smiles to anybody but Tao makes it easier for him to smile. Tao was someone special then. 

Tao felt this special feeling, this special feeling he only feels when he was with his brothers' presence. There must be a reason behind this, right? The name 'Luhan' itself was quite familiar.

The school bell could be heard from inside the building. Luhan stands up, lending his small hand to the younger who was deep in his thoughts.

"Class is starting, let's go together."

Tao smiles but his smile immediately dropped when he remembered he was lost and he has no idea where all his brothers were. He sees Luhan's hand and takes a good hold of it. The older gives him a lift as the younger finally stood up.

"You seem bothered Tao, are you okay?"

"My.. My brothers..."

"What?"

"Uhm. I'm kind of lost... I'm sure my brothers are worried about me. I got to find them!"

Luhan pauses, 'He has brothers? Ofcourse Luhan! What's so strange about that? That's normal for everyone!'

"I could help you find them."

"What? Really hyung?"

The way Tao called Luhan "hyung" made the older smile, "Yes! We're friends, after all."

Tao quickly goes inside the building, Luhan following him from behind. He didn't bothered by the idea of getting late on his first day. Something was telling him it's all worth it.

"Kyungsoo hyung, that's Tao over there!" Xiumin points at Tao's figure who was looking flustered, like a kid lost inside a mall.

When Kyungsoo found all of his brotheres, forgetting about that embarrassing incident from earlier, he already took a mental note to scold all of his brothers when they get home later.

"HUANG ZITAO!"

Tao, upon hearing his oldest hyung's voice, he knew he was dead meat. Angry Kyungsoo was a big No-No.

At first he felt joyed since his brothers found him, he even efforts to run to Kyungsoo's way, expecting a warm hug and a "Are you okay?", but since it was the Do Kyungsoo, he received a pinch by his right ear hard.

"Awch hyung! Huhuhuhu! I'm sowwy Kyungsoo hyung please! I beg for you forgiveness!" Tao exclaims.

He sees Suho, Xiumin, and Baekhyun. All with red and abused ears.

'No! My prescious ear!'

"All of you! If you just listened to my words earlier! We won't be late for our first day!"

"K-Kyungsoo?"

Kyungsoo met those brown orbs he had never seen after so many years. deep inside his heart, he missed those eyes. He remembers his hyung's hug. How his hyung was always there  to comfort him. How his hyung loved and smiled at him. How his hyung stayed by his side in all circumtances.

But now, his mind told him he had no hyung. His hyung was long dead by the past years. He had no hyung who suddenly disappeared for no reason. 

He saw how his hyung changed. How good and expensive his shoe brand, his bag that causes a fortune and simply his wholesomeness. And after 13 ing years, despite being worried by Luhan;'s whereabouts and wondering if he died or if he got kidnapped, he sees his brother studying in a prestigious school for rich bastards.

How could Luhan do this? He wanted to ask but he had no strength to. 

"Kyungsoo.. I missed you so much... You've... grown and you look wonderful..."

Luhan stretches his arm to hold Kyungsoo's hand but the younger slapped his hand away.

"Don't touch me." Kyungsoo said, venom lingering in his voice.

Luhan's eyes start to become glassy, "D-Don't you recognize me? I'm Luhan! Your brother..."

"I don't know you." Kyungsoo says back, hard and sternly. Avoiding Luhan's teary eyes.

Luhan understands clearly why Kyungsoo was acting like this. He has no rights to push himself back to Kyungsoo and his brothers after leaving them years ago, but he yearns for Kyungsoo and his brothers. He was willing to be poor again just to be with them again. He remembered on the day of his 10th birthday, he ran away from the big mansion he was living in, even using public transportation to get to the place he grew up, finding his brothers everywhere. He tried, he really did. He even visited their old and small house, only to know that the house was demolished. Like there was no house there from the beginning, like it was just all a dream he had.

"What's happening?" Tao asks. He was confuse. Really confuse.

"Let's go."

Kyungsoo holds Tao's hand, signalling his brothers to leave from this place. Find a new better place without Luhan in it.

"W-Wait!" Luhan was already crying, his small frame shaking from the sudden feeling. Hurt? Rejection? Regret?

"Wait! Hyung! I can't leave Luhan hyung there like that! He's my friend!" Tao says, tring his best to free his hand from Kyungsoo's killer grip.

"He's not a friend. He's a enemy, a traitor."

Luhan felt his heart being stabbed by a million of knives. But he deserves this...

"W-What? Why? Hyung, you made Luhan hyung cry!"

"Zitao."

Zitao looks at Kyungsoo's intense glare, then turned his his gaze to Luhan's red swollen eyes. He looks down, feeling confused and hurt. He let's Kyungsoo drag him away from Luhan.

Luhan watches at his brothers' back view. How they got farther and farther until they vanished from his blurry sight.

Years ago, It was Luhan who left them. Now, They left him.

"Luhan!"

He feels somone pulled him up from his kneeling position, and yes, he was kneeling while crying loudl.

It was Sehun. He looked so damn worried and terrified.

Sehun pulled the crying boy in his arms.

"It's alright. I'm here... Everything's alright."

'I don't deserve someone's love. I don't... And Everything will be never be alright... never...'

So here it is! An update after 10000000000000 years! I'm really sorry for being a lazy , but yeah. I am born one so MIANHAE! TO THOSE WHO IS EVEN READING THIS STORY THANKYOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU! THANKYOU FOR 104 subscribers! I can't believe this! I LOVE YOU ALL SUBSCRIBERS! And to the viewers and upvoters*le cries hard* do i even deserve you guys?! SORRY FOR BEING A LAZY FART*i cant help it, its in my blood* I'LL TRY MY BEST TO CHANGE THAT! SARANGHAE MAH CHINGU'S*le sends flying kisses and throws gummy bears everywhere*

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