i logged in to my tumblr again. and bombarded with a lot of edits from our carrots. I meant carats. oh yash this is the entertainment i need.

im so tired rn i can't even think anymore. a little escape won't hurt yes?

jicheol jicheol jiheol meanie jicheol meanie meanie vernon vernon seventeen comeback

that's what i saw

LOL i saw a gifset from 'my little television' broadcast. jihoon hyung pushed cheol hyung so hard he stumbled forward!

LOL why didn't i notice this yesterday??

jihoon hyung is slowly revealing his true nature.

wait. let me reblog everything.

ah mingyu hyung came in with laptop in his hand and a phone in the other hand. seems like he was talking to someone in the phone.

ow yash it's wonwoo hyung. jackpot.

"hyung i haven't received it"

i couldn't hear what wonwoo hyung was saying.

ohmygod i feel like a creep right now. wtf vernon just focus on what you're doing! mind your own business! but...

"hyung please send it again. i swear i haven't received it"

oo ohhh

"you lost the file?what? you already turned your laptop off? turn it on again then"

uhhhh

"OH HAHAHAHA HYUNG IT'S IN MY JUNK FILE FOLDER HAHAHAH"

mingyu hyung forever the clumsy

"hyung? hello? hyung? wonwoo hyung?"

lol he hang up on him

"what's wrong bro?" I asked casually. mingyu hyung typed something in his phone.

"it's the draft and the lyrics for the demo song #5, he sent it to me via email but i didn't see it in my inbox, turned out to be inside the junk files. damnit now he's upset" he said, still typing, eyes not looking away. i feel like i know who he's texting to.

"what are you doing? typing apologies?"

"of course! what kind of a guy do you think i am?"

"whoa ok chill"

i almost laughed out loud. seriously kim mingyu, the real combination of dork+stubbornness.  but imagining the image of an upset wonu hyung...... it's honestly not fine at all

(lol. 'imagining the image'. seriously vernon)

you know

his soulless face

oops

*

hey this gonna be short af

i just want to write this

i got a new haircut and it doesn't look that great if i put my hair down and leave it unstyled

MANNNN WHAT WERE THEY THINKING

i look like an egg

holy

*

I've done packing my things. you know..... we're going to...... /drum rolls/ NEW YORK CITYYYYYYY IM COMING BACK HOME

nah korea is my home actually but you know

we're all so excited except wonu hyung ofc. he's currently at his parents' home. and btw he was in the groupchat just now

"yah you guys better bring me some good good stuff or im not participating in group activities this year"

which made the groupchat blowing up. his joke is so unfunny seriously.

btw i packed too much flashy and colorful clothes and accessories now that i remember. so what. it's summer. it's the right time to wear them. but fans will judge me again LMAO nah it's okay what's new

kinda worried about my red sunglasses though

ANYWAYYYYYYY

i was in jihoon-cheol-jeonghan-mingyu hyung's room just now, using mingyu hyung's laptop to edit smth. jeonghan hyung and mingyu hyung were busy picking which clothes they have to bring. and jihoon hyung....

ohmygod jihoon hyung

i couldn't help but find this hyung super cute idk

so he was about to grab his luggage which is (ironically) placed on top of the cupboard. he had to climb the top bunk to get it. but Seungcheol hyung...... being the 'caring' leader that he is....

"yah I'll get it for you"

"i can get it by myself just fine!" he was already on the top bunk tho. but cheol hyung got the luggage faster.

jihoon hyung just sat there throwing death glares at him

i couldn't hide my laughter anymore so i just laughed at them. mostly at jihoon hyung. seungcheol hyung just stared at him dumbfounded

"here here come down. here is your luggage. dont look at me like that"

"ah seriously hyung what's the use of me climbing the bunk then"

"you should've asked me to take it for you in the first place"

"you were busy"

"i was just folding my clothes"

idk anymore

so i left the room as i already finished editing

and write a diary

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wonwoo hyung always says something about traveling the US. as i dragged my luggage i couldn't help but feel a little bad for him. it's our first time performing there, too. of all times it just had to be this day.

wonwoo hyung videocalled us in the van on the way to airport. and ohmygod he got skinnier than ever. definitely going to take a lot more home-cooked meals for him to get back all the meat he lost in his body.

"take care and have fun, guys. buy me something cool"

his smile though :-(

mingyu hyung said this:

"hyung pls laugh. smile with your teeth. pls don't be too sad. we'll come back very soon and later i'm sure the 13 of us will go there together"

which wonwoo hyung replied with a little chuckle and a short "what the hell are you talking about. i'm not sad! not at all"

very nice. but we know better

"oh hyung! we bring your other one together with us!"

seokmin hyung showed him the fox doll and all he could do is laugh

(mingyu hyung: "but you are definitely cuter than this doll though")

the videocall ended and little chan asked in a curious and innocent tone

"hyung, will there be a lot of girls with huge cameras following us to the US?"

soonyoung hyung replied

"they are called fansite masters, lee chan. and yeah, because it's......their job"

oh well

*

we were at times square and OHMYGODDDDDDD IT WAS SO MUCH FUNNNN I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT BUT IT'S TOTALLY FUN!

REALLY

sightseeing, shopping, just walking around and holy it's tiring but worth it!

and amazing actually a lot of people recognize us! i'm....deeply moved

im so blown away

what

no. but really tho

oh waittttt i gotta go

*

i was waiting for seungkwan. he said he saw starbucks near the hotel we're staying in and wanna grab a drink

i met chan and jun hyung, they were talking about this girl in the lobby who's apparently OUR FAN and was recording them with her phone when they walked out the elevator. oh welllllll prob she just happened to stay in the same hotel as us

then i sat on this couch just in front of the elevator and was playing with my phone when suddenly someone asked me (at first i was confused at whom was that question being asked to)

"yah what are you doing here?"

it's Seungcheol hyung

with jihoon hyung beside him

uhm

"waiting for seungkwan. gonna grab a drink at Starbucks"

"we'll go first then"

"where are you guys going?"

"somewhere. don't forget that we'll go for rehearsal in 15!"

"sure thing!"

they smiled and waved at me. i waved back. confused.

they were heading towards the rooms as i noticed that they just got off the elevator. then I found myself thinking hard. i feel so bad for having so much thoughts about them but I couldn’t help it! I saw them with my own eyes L

and then, like a scene in a drama, when the main lead was left with his own thoughts, someone just came in like a wrecking ball (NOT A MILEY CYRUS REFERENCE!)

yeah, seokmin hyung suddenly showed up, and his eyes widened as he saw me sitting on that random couch

"hansol"

"yea bro?"

"I borrowed your laptop"

"yea I know. what's the matter?"

"you haven't closed this.....certain file...uhm...."

"OHMYGOD HYUNG YOU-"

"IM SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO! I SWEAR-"

"OHMYGODDDD"

"I couldn't understand anything though, so....."

"Oh ya. Hahahhahahahaha oh it's okay hyung. it's okay. no big deal"

"but this thing about our leaders...uhm....I kinda catch what you write about them. Me too, hansol. I know...something about them"

and all hell breaks loose.

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hello guys! I'm back ;_; sorry if this chapter is not that good. btw I will point out some REAL s in this chapter:

1. verkwan @ starbucks

2. the girl in the lobby recording them

3. hansol's new hair. (and he kinda looks like an egg)

4. jihoon pushing cheol

lol

btw guys, thanks for your support for this fanfic. I'm nothing without you