Love me and the world is mine.
David Reed -

Jessica just finished reading her favourite book, "Can you keep a secret",after a few hours of trying to get her mind of things. It didn’t seem to work though.

After Krystal left to go to her schedule, she received a text message from Tyler that they had to cancel the date, because he has an unexpected important meeting later. Even though Jessica was sad and mad that Tyler constantly cancels of their “together” plans, she knew he was a busy man, so she tried to throw all of the negative thinking of him out of her mind.

After that, she spend the next few hours watching the TV, sleeping, working out (Don’t mistaken her as a lazy girl) and crying her heart out on her living room crouch.

Jessica couldn’t help but feel like they was amiss in the air. Not only did she feel incompetent but her she could feel her body telling her to be on edge today.

“Damn Krystal. You shouldn’t have me up that early this morning, or else I don’t feel like this.” She mumbled.

Ever since she was kicked out of Girls Generation, she wondered if she was starting to become bipolar or have something along those lines. One moment, she was all happy and energetic, the ext, she break down somehow. Whether it was through Crying or something else, she felt as if she might lose herself any moment now.

“Why can’t I just get it together? It’s just like James Oppa said, there is nothing you can do. What’s done is done. Get over it.”

“James......”

After Krystal‘s question during breakfast, Jessica found herself thinking of James time to time. Does she feel anything to him? She doesn’t know.

Yes, she found him super attractive, from his well built body to his god like face, but does he feel the same way? Wait, no, he just sees her as a good friend.........right?

That question has been bothering her ever since.

She still could remember the day they first met.

- -

They met thought Sandara Park Unnie. Dara invited her to one of YG’s family party, and she introduced her to one of their new boy group, Impaction.

The feeling of indifference quickly turned into extreme nervousness. Although it was normal for her to greet her Sunbaes, this was different. Despite the shift, she managed to maintain her famous Ice Princess face. Outside, she kept a cold and calm face, but deep inside, her heart was pounding like crazy, especially due to the presence of six handsome men.

As they introduced them self to each other, she was trying to avoid eye contact with one of the six handsome boys. But it was too late.

Out of six, one of them, a guy with a handsome but a cold looking face, managed to catch his gaze, but Jessica quickly turned her head away. Even after that, she could feel his eyes on her as every second passed until it was time to introduce herself.

Although she first thought he was a cold and rude guy and introducing herself to him will be hard, it actually went okay.

Especially because both of them didn’t know how to greet each other.

“Annyeonghaseyo, I’m Girls Generation of Jessica.”

Everybody in the room widened their eyes and started to laugh after hearing what Jessica said. Even the boy with the cold face chuckled silently at her mistake.

“I-I’m so-sorry.” She stuttered, earning a few giggles from the rest, “I mean, I’m Jessica of Girls Generation. Nice to meet me. What? I mean, nice for me to meet me, meet you? Ughh!!!”

That did it. The cold face guy was laughing his out like they was no tomorrow. Why was she nervous when in fact, the one who should be feeling nervous was her. He managed to compose and introduced himself, “It’s okay Jessica-sshi, I know who you are. I’m Park Dongchul, but please call me James.” He said with a smile.

“You’re so handsome.” She accidently blurted out, making everyone in the room laugh again as she began to blush again.

James gave her a smile, “Thank you. You’re beautiful too.” He said, making Jessica blushed more, until her head was like a talking tomato. James laughed and looked at her. Who knew the famous Ice Princess of Girls Generation would be this cute and funny?

After the party, they exchange phone numbers and started to call and text each other almost every day. A friendship formed and even after Impaction rose to fame in 2012, they still remained good friends. Almost everyone in SM and YG knows about the friendship, and tends to tease them about it.

- -

Jessica slowly opened her eyes. She looked over at her clock which read it was 9 p.m. She growled as she fell back into couch, feeling disappointed with herself.

"I slept for four hours…I got so much crap to take care of in the apartment today. I got no time to be dreaming of the past."

She gazed upon her living room seeing all the piled dishes and the forest of clothes that were scattered throughout the floor. Jessica shook her head.

“Should have asked Krystal to help when I got the change.”

 James's apartment was always well kept and tidy every time she visits him. He went out of his way to make it obstacle free and since then he's made quite a habit out of cleaning.

"Maybe a shower will help me out. I just do all of this tomorrow."

Jessica went into her bathroom, stripped off her clothes and the water. Shortly after she hopped in, taking care that she didn't slip and fall. She breathed in the steam from the warm water that hit her body. She thought to herself that bathing seemed to be the only way to truly let her mind be calm. As she was enjoying her body being refreshed, she couldn't help but hear the door to her apartment open up as the warm water began to drip down her....WAIT WHAT!!!!

‘, , .........’

 Her eyes grew wide as she realized she forgot to lock it. Thinking it might be a thief or an intruder, she tried to find her phone when she remembered that she left it to charge in her bedroom.

‘! This only leaves to one choice then.......But what if he has a weapon? A knife.....or worse a gun?”

After making up her mind, Jessica gently came out of the shower, with the water still on and grabbed a long metal pole that she stored in the toilet. (No comment ^^)

‘I hope I don’t regret this....’

Slowly she began to sneak her way out of the bathroom. Her mind was poised and her body already took a fighting stance, forgetting that she wasn’t wearing anything and was bare . She then went down the hallway and jumped to where she could face the intruder.

She didn’t expect to find James there....... looking down at her bare body.

"Je-Jessica?"

James couldn't help but stare at Jessica and her body. Both of their eyes went wide and Jessica let out her famous high pitched dolphin scream.

"James! What are you doing here!?"

"I though you were on a date, the door was open and I just-"

"Turn around!"

"I'm sorry!"

James swiftly made a beeline for the wall. He felt like his heart was going to fall out of his chest. He was at a loss of words as his face kept on getting redder by the second.

Jessica wanted to hit him upside the head but felt the situation would have been more awkward than it needed to be. She calmly put down the metal pole and shook her head out of disbelief.

"I'm going to finish up my shower. I'll be out soon."

With that she turned and went back to the bathroom, slamming the door behind her. James went over to Jessica's couch and slumped into it. He put his hand over his face and breathed deeply, trying to get rid of Jessica’s body out of her mind.

"Great going Dongchul…really, great going."