Aphosiosis

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Aphosiosis, n.

From the Greek word αφοσίωση meaning

1. Adhesion
2. Attachment
3. Loyalty
4. Jongin

 

Luhan tried his best with living his life without any discomfort after an incident that caused a huge trauma on him. All until a young man named Jongin demands a spot in his life.

Foreword

Same brown eyes, same dark hair.

Luhan could already feel his hands tremble.

 

Status: Completed
Date started: 15 August 2015
Date finished: 18 November 2016
Genre(s): Slice of life, Psychological // Phobia&Recovery themed
Warning(s): Mentions of

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As a person who suffered through almost all of Melaxophobia's symptoms, I decided to write a fic about overcoming it. My then boyfriend was not really fond of it and it scarred me. More than half year later, I was back into my own self with the help of my bffs.

Also, this was started before Luhan left and since I am a hardcore Kailu shipper, I don't really mind that this is outdated. In fact, Kailu ideas will not stop coming to me so yolo

Give this story a chance, it'll (hopefully) be worth it in the end.

Critiques about my English grammar, syntax, vocab are always welcomed. Appreciated even. So comment comment comment! ^^

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yurrick #1
Chapter 9: This is an absolutely gorgeous story and one that I'll definitely hold close to my heart. Each character was so wonderfully crafted and developed! I adored every ounce of love Jongin offered to Luhan's aching heart. Not to mention, each wall Luhan shed for Jongin brought genuine tears to my eyes. Both Luhan and Jongin were so strong and touched me so much. Thank you for writing this amazing fanfiction. ♡
Jazzellovelyne #2
Chapter 9: I've to re-read this from the start when I found the update,., and thankz God it was completed now,., with KaiLu happy ending,., I luv this,., sorry I just leave the comment now,., and thankz for this Author-nim,., (^_^)
lockedoutofheaven96 #3
Well, Lukai always gets my attention but it's not the sole reason as to why I love this fic...
The slow development, the traits in Jongin that people lack nowadays, patience and just...I just love this.
There's something about Luhan I feel a connection to. And im sure others feel it aswell, though his reasons behind why he is the way he is, is a much more traumatic and off a different level of pain.
I just love how you didn't rush this, or that Luhan learns how he can't depend on just Jongin but on himself and friends. How Jongin is persistent and stubborn for the right reasons.
It's a beautiful FIC authornim...<3
lilacsky #4
Chapter 8: Well this story takes a pretty while to come in full circle ( be waiting for the epilogue ), i never mind, these two worth the wait :)
Looking forward for more (kailu) fics from you.
vickymatters #5
I feel so sorry for what you had to endure but amazing that you overcame it! Melaxophobia is a burden and it limitates our social interactions and takes away hope for healthy functioning relations. I know this unfortunately from own experience. Really beautifully written ff. I ache for Luhan character, because it's so acurate to my feelings on a daily basis too. His internal struggles and mood swings add depth and realness to his character. Love their relationship how Jongin took it slow and took care of a fragile Lu like that;') Once again- beautiful!
deerparisa #6
Chapter 7: /le gasp /le faint /le in love with this fic
So now that you got a job, it i'll be hardfor you to update again wont it? :-(
Sleepless #7
Chapter 6: OMG WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?!?
deerparisa #8
Chapter 6: *claps and cheers* for two updates in one month. Do you know how happy i get everytime i see the notification of this story being updated? You'd probably underestimate the level of happiness that fills me up. Hiatus or no hiatus, remember that this reader would be forever waiting when you update
darlya #9
Ohmygod YOU UPDATEEEEEE /runs in circle/ it's been so long...I miss this story ;_;
Asdfghjll jongin glad that you didn't leave!! Please love Luhan and make him happy.
"I dont know if I should kill you or love you right now" dammmnnnn let me cry because that words is perfect !!
Please update soon T^T I really love this story.
BTW congratulation for your exam!
bblve07 #10
Chapter 5: i love this story,,, i hope kai help lu move on from the past,, its so sad that luhan suffer for 7 years ,, kris you must pay or ask forgiveness to lu you didnt know what you have done !! i hope you will appear in the future and do it...
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