Kris's P.OV;

"She left me for real without any track of her.My El is back with me.She understands me that i was forcefully married.She didn't mind at all.She is now living with me & For helping me to forget my last one year she changed my whole house.

.To be honest my house doesn't no longer look like a home,it's more like expensive show room.But i don't mind.As long as she is happy.WE have 4 maids now.But i never find my things organized like before.I don't liike anyone touch my things & El doesn't have time to take care of my things even though maids are trying to do everything right but nothing feel same any longer.Everything reminds me of Ana.No i promised myself i will not gonna compare anything with her,she is nothing for me now.But how can i stop it when she left me like a spoiled kid.

At first i couldn't eat properly.Because there wasn't any Ana'a food.i lost my weight in 15 days & El fired 4 maids.See she cares about me a lot.But i couldn't say to her no maid can fulfill my taste but i didn't want to disappoint her.But when the 5th maid came she cooked almost like Ana.I asked her how did she knew my type of coffe.She told me she found a diary in servent room where all the recipe was written & there is written instruction of everything.Even tho El felt relieved i started to eat but i never said i can eat now only because of Ana's recipe.See even she left me but didn't stop care about me.& left me guiltier even more.Couldn't we stay as a friend?1 year of friendship doesn't it meant anything to her?We could be cool friends.But she left me being alone.No i am not alone El is with me but i don't know i feel certain type of emptyness in my life.Whi