Warning: Might contain some violence & suicide content.

Yoongi's POV

I can never lift my head up in school because I have very low self esteem due to my sad life. The students in school even teacher called me a freak. All of them literally treated me as an invisible person so I have no friends in school.

I was never like by my own father since birth. He will always beat me up very badly. My mother would protect me from him but one day, she was beaten to death by him. I hated him to guts because he killed the person who love him the most! But there was nothing I could do as a young boy. After my mother passed away, he became worse. I remembered on a few occasion, he even used cigarette to burn my arms and hit me with baseball bat. When I started growing up, I tried fighting back but its useless because my father is just too strong and he only used more strength to beat me. I count myself lucky to able to survive all those beatings throughout all this year. Sometimes, I felt like I should end my own life instead of suffering in my father's hand. But I only hang on because of my grandfather who dote on me a lot and my bestfriends.

I started seeing hope in my life and truly smiled when my grandfather came to live with me. I told myself that I need to protect my grandfather no matter what because he is my only kin left. I even skipped school so I can stay by his side 24/7.

"Yoongi ah, don't you have to attend school? Why are you staying home every day???" 

"Because I want to accompany harabeoji every day~~ Besides, I'm having vacation now." I lied to grandfather so he won't worried about me.

"I'm so lucky to have such a filial grandson like you~" Grandfather smiled and hug me.

"I'm also very lucky to have harabeoji who dote on me a lot~" I hugged him tightly.

"Yoongi ah, can you help me see whether are there any painkillers in your house? Because I'm having a bad backache recently." 

"Okay, I will check for you now harabeoji." I went to the cabinet where all the medication are being kept but I realised that we ran out of painkiller. 

Should I go out and buy painkillers??? But is it safe to leave harabeoji alone at home.... I think he won't be home so soon, besides the convenient store just require a 10 minute walk. I will just go. 

"Harabeoji, I will buy the painkillers for you now and be back in around 15 minutes. Watch the television if you're bored alright?"  With that, I grabbed some notes from my wallet and went out. But I didn't know I will regret this decision of mine a lot.

I ended up