Wonder

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Chaeyeon and Sungmin made a mistake five years ago. Chaeyeon doesn't regret it, but she sometimes wonders if Sungmin does. He's hardly ever there when he should be and when their son needs him, the job that took him away always interferes. She's tired of being lonely, tired of being a single mother, even if she loves her son. Can she ever move past what happened with Sungmin to find the one who'll love her for real this time? 

Foreword

Disclaimer: I don't own Super Junior...at all. Hold me while I cry. ._. Nor do I own Anneke van Giersbergen and Agua de Annique's song Wonder, which I stole the title from.

The adorable poster is by Justineann at her shop -UGLY GRAPHICS- so thank you to her!

Anneke van Giersbergen-Wonder Lyrics

Drove on by your house today,

I know it's hard to stay away.

It's allright, you pick a fight,

But my heart is on the tray.

 

Whatever you may think of me

Your know that there'll never be

Someone who loves you more than I do.

One day you will understand

You had me in the palm of your hand,

And I will be gone, I leave you to wonder.

 

I took a breath, looked at your door,

The times that I've been here before.

Your smiling face, your warm embrace,

Those days are not here anymore.

 

Whatever you may think of me

Your know that there'll never be

Someone who loves you more than I do.

One day you will understand

You had me in the palm of your hand,

And I will be gone, I leave you to wonder.

 

Drove on by, I don't know why

It's so hard to stay away.

I kiss goodbye, a teary eye,

It's another lonely day.

 

So this is a pretty huge departure for me. Not only is it not QMi (the shock), it's centred around Sungmin and an OC (and Siwon, because he gets into everything I write. Do not shoot me.). However, there will also be the rest of Super Junior (and QMi, who do actually have a point!) as well as Jay and Jungmo from TRAX. I may add other Kpop bands if I feel like it. This story is also a hell of a lot lighter than my other ones, and more family centric, which is weird because I don't like kids. I just wanted to write Sungmin as bit more of an than he gets written, the way I see him. Plus, this idea was borne from me wandering around London (on my way to see Anneke van Giersbergen and Within Temptation actually...), so it's odd for me.

The backstory (basically) is that Ming is a little rich boy who rebelled against mommy and daddy as a teenager and got himself into a band, toured around, smoked, did drugs and generally acted like most teenagers. While in the band, he met Chaeyeon, and they dated. Long story cut short, she became pregnant, and they decided to split amicably while Min went back to his parents company as the prodigal son. There's a lot of unsaid things and it's hard for Chaeyeon.

I shall now shut up. Just tell me if anyone wants me to continue this, okay? :)

Thank you for reading!

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siripumpkin
#1
Chapter 8: When was the last time you've updated this? Aishhh ....... Team Siwon here!! :)
purplekpop
#2
updat eplease?
crufjeff
#3
Good to see an update here :)
Know that I'm still reading and loving the Kyuhyun action in this one! It feels like it's been forever since I've read anything of Siwon. But then I noticed it's just the slightly long interval between the previous chapter and this one. Eheh, no worries though. Shall anticipate your next chapter!
golferox
#4
hehe, smart child XD he must be my hubby's kid for sure!
bloodelfprincess #5
not commenting on your story, though it sounds really good and I'll probably read it anyways, the boy is adorable! just like you said. Okay, sorry for spamming *leaves quietly*
WhiteAsian
#6
this is a new genre! a new beginning! a new story! YES!<br />
sungmin here is an and i love it XD although he loves his son, hes too proud to be nice to the mother. and yet he cant quite let go of her. foolish man..<br />
ur OC is great. so strong! but i have to say that her position . the stress.. aish, i dont want to imagine it = =<br />
Qmi appear! lol mimi we kno that kyuhyun will have escaped and will be doing whatever the hell he wants and making mockery of your plans XD because hes just like that ><<br />
I like trax.. they dont get enough recognition = = i feel bad for them that they debuted in such an unpopular genre (even though they sounded great) both the remaining members r really good^^<br />
HAHA park jungsu what the hell? the floor? who were u with ??? O.O crazy...<br />
and finally siwon.. im glad hes here. but it will be really hard if she begins to like him a lot more.. becasue it would be so difficult for Sungjae to adapt... what an unfortunate situation...<br />
and although having a one night stand (that could turn into a one month stand) with him was rather rash, she made the right choice.<br />
please update soon XD
Superdayah #7
oh.. Great chapter.. HAPPY NEW YEAR ..... N most importantly<br />
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNGMIN OPPA.. HEHE >o<<br />
pls update soon ;)<br />
TheNarrator
#8
Yaayy,double update! xD<br />
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Chapter 5: Okay, didn't think she'd actually move that fast but I guess it was pretty reasonable since she'd been playing the role of the good mommy for so long that she's kinda forgetting that she's only 25 after all. And I'm so glad that Siwon was the one who brought that out of her. I almost thought you were gonna make Chae flirted with Jungmo for a second there but phew, glad that you decided to let Chae end up with Siwon. xD<br />
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Chapter 6: Okay, I'm confused. How the heck did Sungmin know that Chae was with Siwon? O_o Or maybe I'm just missing something? >.< Anyways, wow, I love how territorial Sungmin is. Maybe cause she's his kid's mom that he feels like he can be that territorial around her but oh my god, once again I gotta say how much I love Sungmin's character here. So refreshing. :D
crufjeff
#9
Chapter 4,5 & 6:<br />
Loved chapter 4 for the Qmi action, the stoic bartender, Jungmo & ah ah Siwon has made his appearance, woot woot! <br />
I really like how you made Siwon. The whole him obviously wanting Chaeyeon but holds back.. but... seduces her from afar with his eyes and such, ugh. But then he's such a gentleman XD What is this. <br />
Sungmin is a tease I see, tch tch tch. At least he made the effort to come and talk to her. Suppose that's something of a warm side to him as the man of the family. But gosh, I imagined the kitchen scene when Siwon came down to be so awkward. HE WAS IN HIS TOWEL EVEN.<br />
“I didn’t know that good little Christian boys were your type." <-- Ace line right there. <br />
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Lol, your last author note XD My cat sometimes come to me when I write as well. Once she was annoying me when I was writing a chapter and I ended up calling her with my fic character's name. Like whaaaat. But felines are good companions, yes? X] <br />
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All the best for the next chapter! Do feed your cat!
golferox
#10
SUNGMIN IS SUCH AN !!<br />
and I so totally love you for making him one <3