Chapter 14
I Only Love You .
"WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS BEHAVING LIKE THAT ?! Always flaring up at me ! Why ?! Tired of me ? You seeing some other woman ?! Huh ?! "
"YOU AND YOUR MADNESS ! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS THINK I'M SEEING ANOTHER WOMAN ?! What's your problem ?! "
I woke up to 2 people quarrelling . At 5am , Jesus !
Sigh .
They were always quarrelling ...
-flashback-
My mother , looking very much younger , was swinging me , my dad trying to "seduce" me , to get me over to his side so that he could carry me .
"Kimin ! Come to daddy ! Daddy wants to carry you and swing you around too ! "
I was 6 then . They were so happy and in love . But now I wake up from my sleep to hear them quarrelling .
I don't dare to get in a relationship . What if the happiness doesn't last ? You start quarrelling .
I felt like crying everytime they quarrelled , but now I build a wall around this feeling . I try to numb myself , and find other things to think about .
...
...
Wait , 6 hours ago I was clubbing , now i'm at home .
Must've been minho . Right ? I have a headache . I'll call him later to thank him .
Well i'm awake , might as well go and brush my teeth .
I was starting to feel less sick and more sober . My makeup was still on , thank goodness it's only mascara , I washed my face . The icy water splashed more sense into me and I recalled what had happened last night .
Doojoon had kissed me , hard , because my lips were sore . Who else was there with me ?
Definitely not kikwang , he didn't join our little party .
Splash again .
Jonghyun !
I vaguely remember some Issey Miyake perfume that he was wearing .
Guess I owe him one , I would've lost my ity . Oh wait . But I lost my first kiss . Just great .
Jonghyun's POV
I can't sleep . At the most , just 2 hours , 5.30 . I stepped out of my bed in my calvin klein boxers and decided not to waste any more time lazing .
Time to talk to my angel and devil me . Ha haha i'm going crazy .
Angel : good that you didn't molest her or tried anything funny with her .
Devil : of course he couldn't if he wanted to . If she found out , jonghyun would lose his balls !
Angel : i'm tired . I'm going to leave and fall asleep on my cloud .
Devil : bro , she has a wicked nice body . You know what to do .
Devil ! Aishhh have you forgotten ? I bang other girls because I don't care about them . Go away !
Wonder what she's thinking now ...
Kimin's POV
6.30am . They will get changed and surprisingly , get chaffeured to work in the same car .
Time on my own now .
"YOU AND YOUR MADNESS ! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS THINK I'M SEEING ANOTHER WOMAN ?! What's your problem ?! "
I woke up to 2 people quarrelling . At 5am , Jesus !
Sigh .
They were always quarrelling ...
-flashback-
My mother , looking very much younger , was swinging me , my dad trying to "seduce" me , to get me over to his side so that he could carry me .
"Kimin ! Come to daddy ! Daddy wants to carry you and swing you around too ! "
I was 6 then . They were so happy and in love . But now I wake up from my sleep to hear them quarrelling .
I don't dare to get in a relationship . What if the happiness doesn't last ? You start quarrelling .
I felt like crying everytime they quarrelled , but now I build a wall around this feeling . I try to numb myself , and find other things to think about .
...
...
Wait , 6 hours ago I was clubbing , now i'm at home .
Must've been minho . Right ? I have a headache . I'll call him later to thank him .
Well i'm awake , might as well go and brush my teeth .
I was starting to feel less sick and more sober . My makeup was still on , thank goodness it's only mascara , I washed my face . The icy water splashed more sense into me and I recalled what had happened last night .
Doojoon had kissed me , hard , because my lips were sore . Who else was there with me ?
Definitely not kikwang , he didn't join our little party .
Splash again .
Jonghyun !
I vaguely remember some Issey Miyake perfume that he was wearing .
Guess I owe him one , I would've lost my ity . Oh wait . But I lost my first kiss . Just great .
Jonghyun's POV
I can't sleep . At the most , just 2 hours , 5.30 . I stepped out of my bed in my calvin klein boxers and decided not to waste any more time lazing .
Time to talk to my angel and devil me . Ha haha i'm going crazy .
Angel : good that you didn't molest her or tried anything funny with her .
Devil : of course he couldn't if he wanted to . If she found out , jonghyun would lose his balls !
Angel : i'm tired . I'm going to leave and fall asleep on my cloud .
Devil : bro , she has a wicked nice body . You know what to do .
Devil ! Aishhh have you forgotten ? I bang other girls because I don't care about them . Go away !
Wonder what she's thinking now ...
Kimin's POV
6.30am . They will get changed and surprisingly , get chaffeured to work in the same car .
Time on my own now .
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