GLOSSARY:

1. Cafuné: A Brazilian Portugese word that describes the act of running your fingers through your lover’s hair.
2. Eccedentesiast: Someone who hides pain behind a smile.
3. Halcyon: Peaceful and happy. Halcyon days is a period of time in the past that were happy and peaceful.
4. Indiscernible: That cannot be seen, heard or understood.
5. Jaaneman: An Urdu/ Indian word that is literally translated as “soul of me”. It can be understood as “sweetheart/ darling”.
6. Nocturne: A short piece of music especially for the piano that has a soft and somewhat sad melody.
7. Saudade: A word in Portugese and Galician that describes a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing may never return.
8. Toska: A Russian word that refers to the feeling of being deprived of something you need but cannot have, and specifically the numbing effect the associated melancholy imposes on daily life.
9. Vestige: A small part of something that still exists after the rest of it has stopped existing. 

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AFTERWORD

If you are reading these words it means that you have finished “ 26 letters of unrequitedness”, and I am grateful that you have decided to spend time reading my work. I am not really confident with my English, but since there are not many fanfiction involving romance between CNBLUE members that are of my taste, I know how frustrating and depressing it can be when you actually find a website with tons of those kinds of fanfictions with English names, but on clicking they turn out to be written in a language other than English *sob*

Then, I would like to send my utmost appreciation to my dear beta-reader and bestie Hyuki *sob*. Thank you so much for being patient with me, for spending your time reviewing and correcting all those grammar mistakes, misuses of vocabulary, wordiness and etc. To tell the truth you have now become a motivation for me to improve my English writing skill *sob*

It is somewhat trivial but I still want to “warn” all of you who like reading and writing angst, that too much tragedy at one time can actually ruin your mind. I think I have already become delusional, and somewhat obsessed, with the idea that Jungshin does have a one-sided love for Jonghyun, and it hurts *sob*