“this is good…” I said and comfortably lie down.

I feel relax and comfortable. It’s like only me and Taeyeon existing in this world.

Like nobody is around.

We own this part of world.

Nobody is invited.

It’s just Taeyeon and me.

Taeyeon stops setting our food, “what’s good baby?” She asked.

She looks curious. Damn why she have to be this cute even when she stare at me curiously.

Seriously! Can Taeyeon look ugly just once?

Nah! I bet that won’t ever happen.

My girlfriend is a goddess that’s why it’s impossible.

And I’m lucky to have her.

Huh! I bet if all the student’s here in the University knows that we’re an item they will envy me till the tip of their skin.

I give her my best smile I can give.

Only the best for Taeyeon.

It’s rare for me to smile. I always smirk but smile? Rare. Very rare.

Taeyeon is the only person that can make me smile everytime.

Every single minute.

“this…” I sat up and look around then back to her, “eating with you, alone… you know without scary Jessica unnie…” I paused and chuckle a little trying to hide my nervousness whenever Jessica unnie’s name comes.

She’s really scary.

Like scary monster under your bed, hiding, waiting for you to sleep before the monster gets your .

That is really scary.

I tell you.

Taeyeon chuckle too, “… under this tree with home-made food made by my one and only girl in the world, Ms. Taeyeon Kim-Hwang” I continue.

Taeyeon Kim-Hwang

Ahhh… so nice to hear that.

Hwang really suits her.

“Taeyeon Kim-Hwang?” She repeated.

Taeyeon looks shocked with what I said.

Does she think that I’m proposing to her at this moment?

I hope not.

Because I want to propose to her in most romantic way.

“yes, Taeyeon Kim-Hwang because you’ll be my future wife”

I stare directly to her eyes trying to make her feel that I’m so damn serious. I really wanted her to be my future wife. If only I can marry her now, I will.

I try to read her eyes but I can only see nothing.

It’s like finding a coin in the middle of the Pacific Ocean and it makes me feel nervous.

But there’s this feeling that is more dominant inside me… scared. I’m scared.

I’m scared that she don’t really love me and she’s just toying me just like what I’m doing with other girls.

I’m scared that this is just a temporary relationship and she don’t want to be my wife.

I scared.

ing scared.

After seems like thousands of hours staring at her and waiting for her answer Taeyeon finally smile.

Her smile suddenly gives light and positive feeling.

“I would love to be Mrs. Hwang” Taeyeon answered me.