First of all, i would like to say sorry because this is not an update. I'm really sorry.

And i want to apologize for not updating in a long time too. I am aware that i'm a crappy writer and therefore, i apologize from the bottom of my heart for leaving you all lovely people hanging. I might have disappoint a lot of you, and if i really do, i am so sorry.

The cause of my disappearance? mainly because i couldn't get my together. my life was an uber mess. something really horrible happened that literally made me distance myself from everyone and everything— including writing fanfiction— and i'd rather not talk about it. because i'm an awful human being that doesn't know how to handle her feelings and problems, i locked everyone out and began to isolate myself for the several past months or so. I'm so close with deleting this fic and my entire account.

You know what? They say when you've reached the lowest point of your life, you can't go anywhere else but up.

So i did. I force myself to get up and end this stupid misery.

The good news is, i think i'm finally standing on my own feet again. I'm still trying to pick myself up piece by piece, but at least i'm not an emotional wreck like i used to be. Hence, i'm continuing this fic. claps for myself.

For the ones who subscribed to this fic from the very beginning— i couldn't thank you enough. You mean eve