Complications

Jealousy and desires

Eunji lay unmoving underneath her blanket, wanting to forget what had just happened but the sitation kept retunring to her. As much as Eunji wanted to repel her feelings for Bomi away, they persisted under Eunji's unrelenting supression. Bomi was fun and complimented Eunji's carefree personality well. Too well in fact.

Eunji didn't want to cling on to the false hope that Bomi harbored feelings for her. She would never let something so unnecesary affect her happiness in Apink or threaten her friendship with Bomi. So Eunji kept her attraction in check, only sometimes were subtle hints dropped. Bomi, being naive and ignorant, didn't notice. It hurt her again and again. And Eunji kept getting pushed away. 

Part of her minded, but the other nagged at her to let it go, to stop wasting her efforts. Chorong was somebody she respected and liked. It was better not to have tension within the group, yet it was inevitable. Eunji berated herself for thinking that she could hate Chorong.

All she had to focus on now, is her position in Apink and her loving fans. Every day was a struggle, mentally and physically. Eventually, comforted by her own thoughts, Eunji let them carry her to sleep, not bothering to switch off the lights. After all that, she still spared a thought for Bomi. 

Chorong woke up on the couch to a bright, still cold, morning. Their mamager informed her of the day's schedule, an interview, followed by a christmas special 'luv' recording, then a photoshoot. Bomi still had to film her part on weekly idol. Another tiring day. She scanned the living room with blurred vision for any of her members. 

Again, she had been delegated the task of waking them up. Waking Eunji up was a horribly formidable task considering how resolute she was in staying in bed. Once she wakes up though, Eunji was the complete opposite. Shuffling her feet to the washroom, Chorong sighed. At least, she had the privilege to use the bathroom first without contestation. 

 "Chorong unnie?" Naeun acknowledged, standing by the mirror, face wet, with her hair pulled back by a blue headband. Chorong smiled, grateful to have one less memebr to wake. "Great. You're up," she slurred. Naeun cast her a distant look, "How could i not? Hayoung's snores are painful." Chorong laughed and headed towards the sink, "move over."

Chorong washed her face, brushed her teeth and applied all her face care products beside Naeun. "Do me a favor. Since you hate Hayoung's snores so much, help me wake her up?" Chorong mumbled, smearing a white lotion across her chin. "Unnie..." Naeun whined. Chorong ignored her deliberately while focusing on her face in the mirror. "Okay, okay.I'm done here anyway." Naeun threw her arms out, knowing better than to argue with the leader, wiped her bare face and stalked off to Hayoung, eliciting a victorious snicker from the older member. 

"You owe me!" Naeun yelled back at the bathroom. 

Chorong turned her head to see Bomi standing in the doorway, with messy disheveled bedhair. Somehow, as Chorong looked, Bomi appeared to be strangely attractive with unkempt  hair. Chorong shook the rising attraction towards Bomi out of herself. The latter picked up a comb and began straigtenening her two lengths of her brown hair. When she was done, Bomi brushed her teeth.

"Are you feeling rejuvenated today? You look like you've had a good, nice sleep on the couch," Bomi quipped, a smirk forming on her face. "No, i haven't. My neck aches," Chorong frowned as she spoke. Bomi's expression fell but continued washing her face. "Yesterday night you did fell asleep on the couch, did you not?" 

"What do you mean?" Chorong was perfectly aware of where Bomi was headed with this conversation. Last night, Chorong was falling in and out of sleep. She was not in her bed where she slept the best, so naturally, she didn't sleep as deeply as she would have liked. And about what Bomi did, Chorong wasn't entirely sure if it was a dream or not.

"Um...nothing," Bomi smiled revealing her aligned teeth.

Chorong regarded Bomi with suspicion as she spoke, "you kissed me right?" At Chorong's knowledge, Bomi's heart rate quickened. Suddenly, she was at a loss of words, eyes darting from Chorong's face to herself in the mirror. Bomi remained silent, not trusting to form any coherent sentences. 

Should she apologize? Should she admit it? Time was ticking and the air in the bathroom between them was heating up at a very rapid speed. She hated leaving Chorong to wait but the other was adamant to get an answer out from Bomi. "No...no it was a dream." 

"Don't joke around, bbom-ah." 

"Its true," Bomi stammered, feeling her face flush with embarrasment. She was being torn apart by the lies that she was throwing at Chorong but she couldn't bring herself to confess to her actions. The consequences will be dire. The fans will know. "I'm pretty sure i felt it." Chorong squinted, questioning herself now. Was she insane? "Well, I better go wake Eunji up now. It will probably take some time."

Chorong spun on her heel and headed for the door. Bomi was internally biting on her nails as she fought her thoughts. "Wait, I did. I did kiss you and I'm sorry." To Bomi's relief more than disappointment, Chorong smiled knowingly at her. "I know."

With that, Chorong flitted over to Bomi, s a hand to the back of Bomi's neck and kissed her lightly, much like the one she had received the previous night. gentle and soft. 

 

Hey readers. Thank you all for your encouragements. School is starting soon and updates will probably take a little longer with school work piling up. Let me know if this length of one chapter is up to your standards, otherwise I will try and lengthen it. :)

 

 

 

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prkchrng1991
#1
Chapter 7: this is so beautiful
Panda0619
#2
Chapter 7: Wow I love the way you write, I like the plot and how it seems so real.. Thanks, and I'll be looking for your other works! =)
ckaz99
#3
Chapter 7: I love love love love LOVE this chapter, this ending, oh my god it's so AMAZINGLY GOOD *curses in rainbows* We've come to the end of my comment takeover with this absolutely gorgeous final chapter, which, out of everything, I just come back to over and over again. ARGH it both pains me and floods me with love~ It's wonderful and perfect, every single word. From Chorong believing she loves Bomi more than Bomi loves her, Bomi being a free spirit (big yes), being afraid to love, better to let go, how everyone is worried, and then comes Bomi. There she sits, observant and listening, her sentence in caps made me giggle too (that's so like her hahaha). God, the way she responds simply to Chorong's slip of the tongue after everything that's been said, "I love you too" to "I will always, always love you back" !!! And it keeps going. They can be together now and keep it a secret awww I feel so happy for Chorong~ the depiction of the love they feel here is so unbelievably simple and fantastic *sobs* And the ending is damn impactful! That description and then "Bomi had never looked more gorgeous" *sighs dreamily* This is what a mic drop in a fluff fic would sound like. Fcking BOOM.

I'm IN LOVE with the shortness and sweetness of this story. This is my favourite ending ever, top of the top. Never has an ending of a story for me been so impactful like this one! Satisfying endings are abundant yes, but honey this one is MORE than just satisfying. It's a mega squeal factor. I can't even- I don't know. This is my inspiration and my love.
ckaz99
#4
Chapter 6: This one never fails to make me squee too UGH so good. The description of the concert, the feelings, the fans, it set the scene so well. The way the chapter ended with a kiss, "much like the first time they kissed" is completely right, there's a parallel there with that chapter and I love it. Goshh it's so calm, peaceful and sweet, in the night in the car, when everyone is asleep, two members' secret desire for a kiss after strategically avoiding and resisting interactions in front of the hundreds of fans at the concert. I drop my uwus. Bomi's whisper at the end always has me in pure and utter joy.
ckaz99
#5
Chapter 5: I've been writing a chobom fic based off of Apink's real life activities and this story is one of my inspirations to write better! I just really look up to this, how sweet and real it is. This chapter is where my fic gets similar because we're both following the schedule closely. I should say, when it came to the five of them going to China, I ended up using Nacho as seatmates for my own reasons because I needed Naeun's character there (Nacho didn't sit together that flight, I'm pretty sure), but this was where the idea sprung from. I remembered this scene with Nacho, but for the longest time I didn't know what fic it came from... and it was here! I fell in love with this fic all over again when I found out hehe. "Look, you like Eunji, I like Bomi" was the part that stuck to memory because of how simple and direct it was.
ckaz99
#6
Chapter 4: Right when I love one chapter, the next one comes and does it even better! I can imagine Bomi zoning out in the mirror haha. Starting from Namjoo who I relate to in this instance of chobom excitement~ how "Bomi's slim fingers wrapped around Chorong's hand on the cup" was so smooooth, oh man and "Chorong whose face flushed slightly at the contact" UWU. Bomi calling the members as the 2nd eldest.. But the power of the kissing scenes in this fic, I really feel it. Every moment is important between them and that's described so beautifully.
ckaz99
#7
Chapter 3: The maknaes uwu I seriously love the observant Namjoo. Also that Chobom eye contact. "Chorong looked away so quickly, that Bomi felt a little insulted." <-- You have no idea how much I love this line, it matches the underlying feels that there could be something more to the relationship now, especially after that interview where Chorong had to nudge Bomi to stop staring asdfsafdas. This is precious. And pretend-whispering just to kiss Chorong's cheek, gosh Yoon Bomi, that action is so sweet! I applaud authornim how you came up with that, because it makes me squee~
ckaz99
#8
Chapter 2: AHHH I love this moment so much >.< the reciprocation, the feels, the simplicity, that kiss!! “Gentle and soft” oomph I’m in love~ how on earth? It’s fluffy, it’s calm, there’s no angst or drama, and the feelings are developing slowly there in both of them, but Chorong, my oh my, the way it ended in a lovely surprise.. this was so wholesome uwu
ckaz99
#9
Chapter 1: Chorong's thoughts were ugh perfect, that cold depressive side, it was depicted so well >-< having those wandering thoughts as she's washing the dishes makes it feel more sad, mundane, and real. And then Bomi, argh, her changing disposition, the pressure of variety. These qualities are touched upon in just a matter of sentences and it blows me away how simple and powerful it is, these are things they definitely dealt with.
And the innocence and sweetness in Bomi's kisses, the way she views Chorong, the imagery was just beautiful wow. "The dim light from the television illuminated Chorong's perfect jawline" for instance. This is so well-written uwu
ckaz99
#10
Chapter 7: I need to say how badly in love with this story I am, seriously. It is short and well-crafted, and is one of the absolute best and cutest depiction of real life chobom. It is my personal favourite in that category, partially because it's set in early 2015 so the army and the concert is involved, but mainly because of all the fictional elements weaved into a realistic life. The kisses and how almost nonchalant it started brought me unbelievable joy. Namjoo's speculations. Chorong's confession, which would make their relationship more clear. God! People don't talk about this fic enough!! I have so many things to say and will continue to share my love for this fic cos I want to, so perhaps I'll have more to say coming back in the future, if I have time. Dear lovely story, stay where you are and don't go anywhere. I cherish you deeply.