Suspicions

Jealousy and desires

 Okay so, before you start reading this chapter. The scenes, schedule timings may be different than what goes on in reality with Apink.So it will get jumbed up. But still, these events do happen. :)

The morning was pleasently cold, with occasional soft breezes that Bomi's unprotected cheeks and hair. She barely had time to change and grab her coat before they were hustled out of the dorm by an unusually irratiable manager. Walking, to the dark car that was parked by the roadside, Bomi glanced around her discreetly, searching for Chorong. Maybe that kiss indicated that something special was developing between them. If that was the case, Bomi would be more than happy to accept it. It was just a matter of the public eye, and possibly the memebrs as well.  

Bomi spotted Chorong chatting with Namjoo casually a distance behind her, while taking long strides towards the car. She noticed that Chorong's smile came so naturally to her when she was with other members, like she was veritably happy being around them. Bomi found herself smiling back even though Chorong never saw it.

The interview progressed smoothly. Naeun had sustained a painful muscle cramp in her calf and would much rather rest with her leg outstretched than stand with a placid mask that obscured all her pain. It was a surprise that their manager allowed her to. Throughout the interview, since Chorong was seated beside Bomi, she had unexpectedly touched Bomi on the arm or her hand, all amidst the familiar laughter at Eunji's statements. 

Bomi's gaze wandered down to where Chorong had touched her and back to her face, trying to control her rapidly beating heart. It was as if the kiss had never happened, that they were still best friends who had random arguements. To be honest, Bomi missed the warmth of Chorong's lips against hers. She had gazed at Chorong a little too long to be unnoticeable, Bomi realized, as Chorong nudged her. 

Bomi had sensed Eunji's frequent glances directed at her and out of friendliness looked back at her with a grin, hoping that Eunji had not noticed the weird atmopshere hovering around her and Chorong. To Bomi's discontent, she merely smiled - the beam that consisted of lots of hidden meanings - and looked away, at the camera instead. A tug ppulled at her heart. Was Eunji okay? Had she forgotten about the night before? 

Having no time to speak to Eunji that morning, Bomi was left in the dark. She had to find out, the guilt was chewing at her heart. Eunji is an extremely good, kind friend for anyone to have. Losing her would be a drastic, irreplaceable mistake. Once again, Bomi found herself leaning towards Chorong while laughing despite Eunji's cold stares stinging her. 

At the hallway, Bomi approached Eunji who was on her way to buy a cup of coffee from a nearby cafe. "Eunji, are you alright about last night?" Bomi finally found her voice.

"Why wouldn't I be?" Eunji smiled. 

"You seem really troubled. I just want to apologize for everything from ignoring you, to kissing Chorong," Bomi drawled, focusing on the marble floor beneath her feet.

"Well, you have your priorities-"

"Eunji, you are my best friend. I will always put you first, no matter what," Bomi interrupted with unpredicted vehemence which seems to trigger something inside Eunji because the latter had a glimmer of indignance in her eyes. 

"That's all I will always be to you. Do you always do that? Kissing Chorong?" Eunji asked, eyebrows furrowed in genuine confusion. For a second, Bomi thought that Eunji was about to burst into tears. She had never seen Eunji so vulnerable before. Her insecurities were always concealed by her beautiful smile that Bomi admired.

"No. Never until last night. I really don't know what I was thinking at that moment. She just enticed me. But I don't like Chorong that way seriously...you should know me," Bomi's anxiety and fear grew at the blatant lie of not liking Chorong in that way.

Eunji, unfortunately saw past it and a tear cascaded down her face, "I guess I really don't know you like i thought i did, Yoon Bomi."

With that, Eunji stormed off struggling for Bomi not see her tear stricken eyes.

The car was warm and comfortable. Bomi was sitting at the backseat beside Eunji who had gotten over herself, and Naeun who was looking out the window longingly. Chorong was at the passenger seat again. She seemed to be so far away that Bomi couldn't reach her.

"Naeun is your leg better yet?" Eunji turned, completely ignoring Bomi who shrugged. 

"Yes, it still hurts a little though," Naeun smiled, unsure why Eunji was suddenly conversing with her. 

"Will you be able to perform?" Eunji questioned curiously. 

Naeun clutched her leg, prodding, poking and moving it to test its limits. "Of course, just not hard dances. It may act up again." 

"Luv isn't hard but I keep messing up," Eunji chuckle to which Naeun laughed along.

"You aren't the best dancer like Bomi so its acceptable," Naeun threw a look of playfulness over to Bomi who responded by sticking out her tongue mockingly.

Without further warning, Eunji hugged Naeun for a moment startling the younger. "I hope you get better soon Naeun-ah."

Was she doing that to make Bomi jealous? It was highly unlikely as Eunji is a naturally affectionate person but the way Eunji had her back completely towards Bomi and the flicker of hurt in her eyes had Bomi thinking otherwise. Chorong had looked back abruptly at Naeun's sudden silence. At that moment, their eyes met and Bomi's heart began racing again. Chorong looked away so quickly, that Bomi felt a little insulted.

Namjoo got out of the car last with Hayoung, heading to the stage to perform a stage. "Hayoung. Hayoung," Namjoo elbowed Hayoung who was adamantly glued to her phone. 

"What unnie?" Hayoung looked up at where Namjoo was looking, at the members who were walking ahead of them.

"Do you feel like something is off with the members?" Namjoo eyed the pair. 

"No?" Hayoung made her reply as short as possible before returning her attention to her phone again.

"Look, look at Chorong and Bomi unnie," Namjoo shook Hayoung by the shoulders. Hayoung slightly annoyed looked up again.

In front of them, Bomi held out her cup of piping hot coffee, cajoling Chorong to take a sip by means of patting her back and her persuasive words. Chorong who was oblivious to the fact that the coffee was absolutelyburning hot, drank it unknowingly. Shrieking, Chorong let her tongue meet the cool air of Korea while fanning it furiously."Yah! Yoon Bomi!" Bomi laughed mockingly revealing her white teeth. As a result, Chorong had whacked Bomi on her upper arm so hard, the coffee nearly fell out of her tight grip. 

"See, they look so much like a couple don't you think?" Namjoo said more to herself than to Hayoung, her imaginary beard,

"That's how friends behave, unnie," Hayoung rolled her eyes. 

Just then, Bomi pretended to be whispering to Chorong, cupping in the direction of the cameras. But instead, Bomi lightly kissed Chorong's cheek. "It's okay unnie." 

Amazed but mostly shocked, Hayoung gaped. "Wow, how did they manage it?" Namjoo, arms folded proudly, smiled, "I knew it." 

 

 

 

 

 

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prkchrng1991
#1
Chapter 7: this is so beautiful
Panda0619
#2
Chapter 7: Wow I love the way you write, I like the plot and how it seems so real.. Thanks, and I'll be looking for your other works! =)
ckaz99
#3
Chapter 7: I love love love love LOVE this chapter, this ending, oh my god it's so AMAZINGLY GOOD *curses in rainbows* We've come to the end of my comment takeover with this absolutely gorgeous final chapter, which, out of everything, I just come back to over and over again. ARGH it both pains me and floods me with love~ It's wonderful and perfect, every single word. From Chorong believing she loves Bomi more than Bomi loves her, Bomi being a free spirit (big yes), being afraid to love, better to let go, how everyone is worried, and then comes Bomi. There she sits, observant and listening, her sentence in caps made me giggle too (that's so like her hahaha). God, the way she responds simply to Chorong's slip of the tongue after everything that's been said, "I love you too" to "I will always, always love you back" !!! And it keeps going. They can be together now and keep it a secret awww I feel so happy for Chorong~ the depiction of the love they feel here is so unbelievably simple and fantastic *sobs* And the ending is damn impactful! That description and then "Bomi had never looked more gorgeous" *sighs dreamily* This is what a mic drop in a fluff fic would sound like. Fcking BOOM.

I'm IN LOVE with the shortness and sweetness of this story. This is my favourite ending ever, top of the top. Never has an ending of a story for me been so impactful like this one! Satisfying endings are abundant yes, but honey this one is MORE than just satisfying. It's a mega squeal factor. I can't even- I don't know. This is my inspiration and my love.
ckaz99
#4
Chapter 6: This one never fails to make me squee too UGH so good. The description of the concert, the feelings, the fans, it set the scene so well. The way the chapter ended with a kiss, "much like the first time they kissed" is completely right, there's a parallel there with that chapter and I love it. Goshh it's so calm, peaceful and sweet, in the night in the car, when everyone is asleep, two members' secret desire for a kiss after strategically avoiding and resisting interactions in front of the hundreds of fans at the concert. I drop my uwus. Bomi's whisper at the end always has me in pure and utter joy.
ckaz99
#5
Chapter 5: I've been writing a chobom fic based off of Apink's real life activities and this story is one of my inspirations to write better! I just really look up to this, how sweet and real it is. This chapter is where my fic gets similar because we're both following the schedule closely. I should say, when it came to the five of them going to China, I ended up using Nacho as seatmates for my own reasons because I needed Naeun's character there (Nacho didn't sit together that flight, I'm pretty sure), but this was where the idea sprung from. I remembered this scene with Nacho, but for the longest time I didn't know what fic it came from... and it was here! I fell in love with this fic all over again when I found out hehe. "Look, you like Eunji, I like Bomi" was the part that stuck to memory because of how simple and direct it was.
ckaz99
#6
Chapter 4: Right when I love one chapter, the next one comes and does it even better! I can imagine Bomi zoning out in the mirror haha. Starting from Namjoo who I relate to in this instance of chobom excitement~ how "Bomi's slim fingers wrapped around Chorong's hand on the cup" was so smooooth, oh man and "Chorong whose face flushed slightly at the contact" UWU. Bomi calling the members as the 2nd eldest.. But the power of the kissing scenes in this fic, I really feel it. Every moment is important between them and that's described so beautifully.
ckaz99
#7
Chapter 3: The maknaes uwu I seriously love the observant Namjoo. Also that Chobom eye contact. "Chorong looked away so quickly, that Bomi felt a little insulted." <-- You have no idea how much I love this line, it matches the underlying feels that there could be something more to the relationship now, especially after that interview where Chorong had to nudge Bomi to stop staring asdfsafdas. This is precious. And pretend-whispering just to kiss Chorong's cheek, gosh Yoon Bomi, that action is so sweet! I applaud authornim how you came up with that, because it makes me squee~
ckaz99
#8
Chapter 2: AHHH I love this moment so much >.< the reciprocation, the feels, the simplicity, that kiss!! “Gentle and soft” oomph I’m in love~ how on earth? It’s fluffy, it’s calm, there’s no angst or drama, and the feelings are developing slowly there in both of them, but Chorong, my oh my, the way it ended in a lovely surprise.. this was so wholesome uwu
ckaz99
#9
Chapter 1: Chorong's thoughts were ugh perfect, that cold depressive side, it was depicted so well >-< having those wandering thoughts as she's washing the dishes makes it feel more sad, mundane, and real. And then Bomi, argh, her changing disposition, the pressure of variety. These qualities are touched upon in just a matter of sentences and it blows me away how simple and powerful it is, these are things they definitely dealt with.
And the innocence and sweetness in Bomi's kisses, the way she views Chorong, the imagery was just beautiful wow. "The dim light from the television illuminated Chorong's perfect jawline" for instance. This is so well-written uwu
ckaz99
#10
Chapter 7: I need to say how badly in love with this story I am, seriously. It is short and well-crafted, and is one of the absolute best and cutest depiction of real life chobom. It is my personal favourite in that category, partially because it's set in early 2015 so the army and the concert is involved, but mainly because of all the fictional elements weaved into a realistic life. The kisses and how almost nonchalant it started brought me unbelievable joy. Namjoo's speculations. Chorong's confession, which would make their relationship more clear. God! People don't talk about this fic enough!! I have so many things to say and will continue to share my love for this fic cos I want to, so perhaps I'll have more to say coming back in the future, if I have time. Dear lovely story, stay where you are and don't go anywhere. I cherish you deeply.