Stay Alive. Feel Alive.

Description

Junhong changed, and no one knows the reason why. He is breathing and living, yet he doesn’t feel alive.

Foreword

He is here, but he really isn’t.

He looked at me, but he really didn’t.

He is close, but I can’t see him.

He is there, but I can’t find him.

 

I need to pull him back from the place of nothingness,

separating him from everyone.

 

I’m getting Junhong back.

I need to get my brother back.

 

 

 

Please do not plagiarize.


Author's Note: I know I wrote in my previous oneshot that I'm posting this story a few days after the post was made, so I'm really sorry. Bad author, hehe. I am still trying to do my best to continue writing despite all the stress life has been giving haha (because something that goes by the name College is doing its job really well). Uhm, yeah, Idrk what to say since it's all my fault. Hopefully, this is going to be posted soon.

 

Special thanks to: Eatramyeon unnie for everything <3

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YImSick #1
:)

This fic is not far from reality. Almost all people go through this stage of life. Where you question about living, being able to live but what's the point, really. . .

If u just die in the end.

XD I still ask myself that :3 great work done here. It's also a sign of depression when you isolate yourself which is dangerous since you tend to feel helpless , hopeless, worthless and suicidal. Yongguk did the right thing in the end. I admire this fic, its quite applicable to real life. Sweet kisses to the author ;)

<3 <3
Period_7 #2
Chapter 5: I...my feelz...I think I heard my heart breaking. *slow clapping* That was.....beautiful! :'3
eatramyeon
#3
Chapter 5: Thanks so much for writing this to the end and letting me be a part of it as a reader :')
this story echoes in everyone imo. I'm sure everyone has felt how Junhong felt at one point in their lives. Yongguk's pretty much left it for Junhong to make himself better, but with a promise that he's there and that's sweet.
Somehow I really needed this. Thank you so much :D
P.s I'm sorry it took me a while to read this
eatramyeon
#4
Chapter 3: ahh finally Junhong talks and it's not just Yongguk who's relieved. Yongguk's determined to do anything now and Junhong responded, I hope it wouldn't turn out bad. Btw this is still so sad though, although the ending of this chapter made up for it, I hope we'll see more progress in Junhong T.T *runs away*
eatramyeon
#5
Chapter 2: Ah the question of all centuries. What does it feel like to truly be alive? T^T
Wonder what happened to Junhong that made him so sad, and Yongguk's just letting the guilt and worry eat him up from the inside it's killing me. But Himchan could be right, there was really nothing Yongguk can do, and that makes things so much more harder. Junhong why are you so sad love? he's so silent and quiet in the story that I could almost feel the coldness of it all. Yongguk fix ittttt
Author-nim, good job and I'm here patiently waiting for more :)
BlueBlossomXX
#6
Chapter 1: To subscribe or not to subsribe...
Eh my soul's in bits and pieces anyway *totally prepared *read: unprepared* for the next part*
Please update soon author-nim~ QwQ
bambi97
#7
Chapter 1: ohh junnie but what happened with him... is love.. always is hurt for love and this is for yongguk is his brother and maybe junnie is in love with yongguk but yongguk is his brother.. hmm.. i like it
smarti_kathi #8
Chapter 1: Good job! It's really great! For a moment I thought junhong was dead...Im looking forward to the next chapter :) sorry for my english
stefi177 #9
Chapter 1: mmm i wonder what will happen next...great story so far!!