I still remember. 

Ofcourse I still remember. It was the day I met him.. When it all began. 

How could I forget? 
What kind of bastard would I be if I did?

I held the delicate chain in between my fingers with the locket resting on my cold palm. The smell of rain that had fallen minutes before was almost sickening, not at all adding any ounce of happiness to this dreadful day. 

It had been 10 years. 10 whole years and the amount of emotional pain I felt on that day hasnt diminished one bit. 

There hasnt been one day where he hasnt crossed my mind. 

I still remember it now. The way he would always smile. The way his eyes always had a twinkle in them. The way his hair used to tickle me when we cuddled on those dark nights. 

Goddamn do I miss him. 

I held the chain close to my heart, wiped away my tears and took a deep breath..

Goddamn. I miss him.

Just to see him. One last time. That is my only wish.

I miss him.. So, so much...