Day one: Night at his house

Blinded love

Ji eun POV

Like yesterday Sehun came to pick me up again an around two in the afternoon. I wonder where he's going to take me this time.

"Where are you taking me today?" I asked

"To a park." He replied back

"A park..." I muttered

"You don't want to?" He asked

"No... A park is actually a very important place to me." I told him

"Really? Why?" He asked

"Because that's a place where I made many happy memories." I said

"That's good. We're here." He said and took my hand

"Ok, what do you want to do?" He asked

"I... I want to go on the swing." I said

"The swing? Will you be ok?" He asked

"Yeah." I replied back

"Ok then." He said and led me to the swing

I sat down and he pushed me. Oh how many memories this brought back. When I would sit on the swing and Jongin would push me. It feels just like back then. After a bit we stopped.

"How was it?" He asked

"Oi, why are you crying?" He asked

"What? Oh, ummm. No It's just it was so fun and I felt free so I just cried." I told him

"That's it? You scared me for a second. I thought I pushed you to hard." He sighed

"No, that's not it." I chuckled

"Hey!" He yelled

"What?" I asked shocked at his sudden tone

"No, it's just. You laughed a little bit." He said 

"That's it? Haha, I thought you saw a ghost or something." I laughed

"Sorry. It's just when I first met you, you were so... Sad looking." He said

"Yeah..." It was silent for a bit

"Well. Can I ask why you're not going to take the surgery?" He asked

"The reason is... It's because, I don't need to see. And I know that my mom will not be able to afford it." I told him

"How come you don't want to see? Isn't there at least one thing you want to see?" He asked

"There is..." I told him

"What is it?" He asked

"A person... They're a very special person to me." I told him

"Who is it?" He asked

"It's a guy. He is the most important person to me. Or... He was." I said

"Oh... Well don't you think you should move on?" He asked

"No. I can't." I told him

"Why? What good is there hanging onto the past." He said

"You don't understand." I started to get irritated. He doesn't understand

"Yes I do." He said

"No you don't! You don't understand the pain of losing someone you love. You don't understand how hard it is to let go of them!" I cried

"I do... My mom passed away when I was ten years old..." He said

It was silent... 'I do understand you... I understand you so much that it hurts. The pain of losing someone you love so much. The pain of not seeing them anymore. I understand it...' Sehun thought 

Sehun POV

"My mom died from heart cancer... It was seven years ago." I said as I looked up at the sky. It was dark and gray

"I'm sorry... I was too harsh." She apologized as tears dropped onto her lap

"It's fine. But holding onto the past isn't any good. You should now that if you're mom is worried about you. I can tell she cherishes you. So you need to move on. Know that even if that one person is gone. There will always be others to help comfort and support you." I told her.

Tears started to roll down my cheeks. I sniffled a little and quickly wiped my tears.

"Sehun...Are you crying?" She asked

"No... I'm not." I lied

"It's ok to let it out. You've been holding it in right?" She asked as she held my hand. Her hand was small. But it had a lot of warmth.

Ji eun POV

I held his hand. Well I had a rather hard time finding it first. But I'm sure he must feel a lot of pain. I felt something fall on my shoulder.

"Sehun?" I asked

"Just let me stay like this a little bit longer." He said 

"Ok." I said

We stayed like that for about another five minutes. I felt a drop of water on my face.

"Water?" 

"Oh crap, it's raining. Come on. Let's go." He said and pulled me along

He was going a bit too fast for me. I didn't even know where I was going. We started to go faster. But I slipped and fell down.

"Ji eun! Are you ok?" He asked

"Yeah, I'm fine... Let's go or else we'll get soaked." I told him

"But you're bleeding. Here get on my back." He said

"Where are you." I asked and finally felt his back

"Come on." He said

I got on and he ran. By the time we got to the car we were soaking wet.

"Sorry. I rushed you and you got hurt." He apologized

"It's fine. It doesn't hurt that much." I reassured him

"Let's go to my house." He suggested

"What?! Why?" I asked shocked

"Because I don't want to take you back to your mom with that knee of yours." He said

"Does it look that bad?" I asked

"It looks painful. Don't worry. I'll contact her and tell her that you'll be staying for the night.

"Why the night? It's not that late is it?" I asked

"It's four right now." He said

"It's fine. I don't have to stay the night." I told him

"Just stay until tomorrow morning." He said, gosh he's so stubborn!

"Fine then. I'll stay. But you better not be planning anything." I said

I mind as well. I'm actually really tired right now.

Sehun POV

Her knee was bleeding a lot. and there was some scratches on her arm. Actually I didn't plan on taking to her house. I just blurted it out. But I didn't know what to say next so... I don't know...

I looked at her. She was pretty, even with her hair being drenched in water even though her clothes were completely soaked.

When we arrived I carried her inside. All the maids greeted me.

"Can one of you please help this lady get undressed and find her a pair of dry clothes?" I asked

"Yes sir. I'll help her." Yoona said. She was a maid that worked for my family

"Take her to a guest room. The one closest to mine." I told her

The guest room was two rooms down from my room. I went to my room and took a shower. After I got changing I decided to go and check up on Ji eun.

I opened the door and saw her sitting on the bed, quietly with her eyes open. She just sat there without a single utter. I looked at what she was wearing. It was a pair of long pajama pants and a buttoned up long sleeve. But the collar wasn't buttoned. You could clearly see her chest. Does she not know how vulnerable she looks right now?

"Ji eun." I said her name

"What? Who is it?" She asked

"It's me. Sehun." I told her

"Oh, do you need something?" She asked

"No, I just came to check up on you." I told her

"Oh. Well I'm fine. So you can go back now." She said

I went up to her and took the collar of her shirt.

"W-What are you doing?" She asked shocked from my action

"Buttoning up your shirt. I can clearly see your chest." I told her

She stopped speaking and sat there silently as I buttoned her shirt.

"T-Thank you." She said 

"Yeah, let's go eat." I said and took her hand

"It's ok, I'm not that hungry." She stopped

"I know you're hungry. We didn't eat a single thing since this morning." I said

"But I'm really not!" She said, and then at the same time her stomache growled

"That's obviously not what your stomache is saying, come on." I said and continued to walk

I helped her sit down at the kitchen. I started to eat but she just sat there silently not touching anything.

"Why aren't you eating?" I asked

"W-Well... I can't see anything. And I don't know what I'm eating either..." She said

I totally forgot. I guess I'll have to feed her.

"I'll feed you." I said

"N-No it's ok. I can just eat tomorrow morning." She said

"What? That's practically starving. I'll feed you. It's not a problem." I told her

It was my first time feeding someone. I did feel bad because... Well I got some food on her face. After we were done eating I helped clean her face. And took her to her room.

"Ok, well is there anything you want to do before we go to sleep?" I asked

"Well... No, there isn't. I'm sorry for being such a burden and giving you so much trouble." She apologized

"It's fine. It was interesting." I said

"Well goodnight then." I said and left the room

I was still awake in my room. I just couldn't sleep. I kept thinknig about her. Then I heard soft crying. I went outside my room. It was coming from Ji eun's room.

"Ji eun?" I slightly touched her

"Ugh, Don't leave me. Please don't leave." She was crying

"I won't leave you. I'll be right here. Right next to you." I whispered to her

She held my hand tightly. And I held hers... 

 

I'm VERY sorry! It turns out that I accidently hid the chapter. So it didn't show! T-T
But I updated. I'm a terrible author...
I'm extremely sorry. But I hope you liked the chapter! ^^
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nindyakesuma #1
Chapter 10: I hope you will update soon author-nim ^^
thefake
#2
Chapter 10: update soon \(^_^)/ -i dont know how you can do a fanfiction so nice.. and i'm here just ~(-_-)~ *dont how to make a good ff*
Salsal28 #3
Chapter 10: Please update soon author-nim, i really like your story :D
LittLEpONNY #4
Chapter 10: wow..daebak sehun you fall in love. i wonder if kai coming into jieun life again T_T
ForeverUAENA
#5
Chapter 10: Update soon^_^
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#6
Chapter 9: Update soon ~
liliuena
#7
Chapter 9: Wow i start to like sehun and IU even more, please update soon
suzette0814 #8
Chapter 9: Thank you author-nim
Sakyna93
#9
Chapter 8: Its like korean drama that i watched before,the evil girl told female lead actress about fake new,her boyfriend died,then she meet new guy
[Sad love story,i guess the tittle)
Sorry i just tell you,but i imagined Kai,IU and sehun
Im your new reader,please keep update !!