The new year comes and goes, and we begin working on a new song. We have the title for it and the executives have begin putting some melodies together, but this is as far as our knowledge of it goes.

  Of course, the song gets put on hold once again when we are informed that we would be going on our first tour in February.   All the preparation that comes with preparing for a tour, the girls and I were constantly exhausted. There were many nights when I would get back to the dorm and pass out on the couch, not able to make it to my room.   February 28th would be the first day of tour, and Bangkok is the first stop.   It is the 12th of February, and the girls and I are working hastily to prepare ourselves. Our schedules are made for us individually now, so we are never together anymore except for dinner.   I take a deep breath after finishing up in the studio, then I'm on my way back to the dorm. It's 30 minutes to get to the dorm, 5 minutes to change and grab a quick snack, then 10 minutes to get to the parking lot, where I will drive over to see the tour bus for the first time.   I only have an hour break, and I have to be on time to see the tour bus. JY is constantly putting 'breaks' into our schedule, but when it takes us more than 30 minutes to get somewhere, it doesn't really feel like a break.   I'm standing inside of the tour bus, listening to the instructor talk when my phone rings. I feel embarrassed as all eyes turn to me, and I must apologize a