It's moments like these that I'm very thankful that JYPE sticks to a strict schedule. Here I sit, bored more than ever, in the math class that is offered here at JYPE. SunMi and I were forced to quit high school, but JY told us that we would still be able to take the classes and get the credit needed to graduate.

  That was a lie.   This is the first school class that I've taken since I quit school months ago, and I can only sign up for one class; and only when JY says I can.   I sigh impatiently at this thought. We will be debuting our new song in June, so it does not make sense that I start this math class right now, when I can only do it for one month.   My anger boils away as the instructor dismisses us; and I am once again thankful for the strict schedule. If the class is to end at 3, it will end at 3 on the dot; which it did!   Once I am outside of the classroom, relief hits me. I never realize how stressed I am until I can stop and think of what I've done. I must find time to relax -- Checking my phone, I see that I have over 30 missed calls from the past hour -- or not.   My short heels click on the floor as I walk towards my dorm. As I am walking, I chuck my phone out of the nearest window, and am satisfied when it lands in a large puddle of water on the ground.   Stop thinking. Out of sight out of mind.   Tears almost form in my eyes, but I inwardly punish myself for being afraid, and they immediately evaporate.   Once in my room, I set all