I've never thought of myself as the jealous type.

  I've always been the girl that people thought was strong, and trustworthy; someone you could depend on but might be a tad hard at opening up to people. But getting jealous? It just isn't me.   People aren't trophies. I can understand becoming jealous if someone has a bag that I would like, or their wardrobe is a little nicer, or maybe they won 1st place. However, getting jealous because the person you like has a fondness for someone else is just naive.   Like I said, people aren't trophies. You can't own a human being, so you can't really have the right to be jealous if their feeling don't match your own.   Boy, has my look on life greatly changed.   I am sitting in a cozy chair on the tour bus, pink laptop in hand; one that Jiyong gave me with his initials on it -- which stay covered with a sticky note at all times, staring at the screen.   I lied.   I am glaring. Website after website after website it goes on and on, I see nothing but Jiyong and a.... Sandara Park. I watch videos -- different videos but all of the same clip, of Jiyong saying that this Sandara girl is the cutest at YG, while she states that he is her ideal type.   Did my eye just twitch?   I gently, or so I thought, close my laptop and everyone on the bus turns to look at me; guess I wasn't so gentle. I must have a look on my face because all of the producers are quick to scram, and the atmosphere seems to change as the girls look to me with hesitation.   "Sohee... Is everything alright?" I hear SunMi's voice, but don't look at her. I am too lost in thought.   Would he cheat on me? No, that isn't like Jiyong. We promised to never keep secrets and to never accuse each other of doing something unless we had hard facts. One interview of them cutely flirting isn't a hard fact. It's not like they were making out in my face!   At this, I take a deep breath and manage to calm myself down. We are on our way home, as we get a break from tour for the holiday season, so I will call Jiyong and speak to him when I arrive home. He is currently promoting in Japan,