Dear New Journal,

I have to say, you are exceptionally pretty and your paper is really smooth. I'll give credit to Min for picking you out. What's best is that you're blue. Just like my original journal. Min also gave me cute pencils. I'm just happy I have something to write in, regular paper didn't have the same effect as wrting in a journal. Although, you're a new journal and it isn't the same as my original journal. I'm grateful that Minjung tried to cheer me up, but I probably won't last long with this journal. I need to find the original.

If you're wondering why the original is so important to me I'll tell you why. It's not just journal where I write my feelings, but it's where I write almost everything. There's events that happen around me, the people I'm involved with, and stories I've written. Some of these stories aren't ordinary either. They're about the people at school. Mainly the most popular boys, EXO. These stories are alone are comepletely embarrassing, but there are others that im proud of.

However, there are entries of my secrets that not even Minjung knows about. This makes someone finding the journal even worse for me. It's all a little too personal for me to accept someone else reading it. In fact, I'd probably die of embarrassment. Fortunately, I haven't put my name in it anywhere( I don't plan on putting my name in this book either) But there's a ton of Sehun in it.

Hopefully no one from school finds it, or else I'm burying myself alive.

Sincerely, me

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Hyunjoon put down his new pencil and rubbed his aching hand. Shutting the also new journal closed, Hyunjoon left his desk and flopped down onto his bed. It was 4am and Hyunjoon had school tomorrow. Hyunjoon knew he was going to regret not sleeping enough tomorrow, but that's something to think about when he gets there.

The boy crawled under his sheets in an attempt to fall asleep. He then remembered to remove his glasses and placed them on the dresser beside him. As soon as he closed his eyes, Hyunjoon was breathing steady and sleeping.

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The Oh household was quiet and still when Sehun woke up, even the butlers and maids were fast asleep. This is just how Sehun liked it. No one was talking to him, or bugging him. It was perfectly peaceful. 

Sehun got out of his unneccissarily huge bed, and headed straight to his bathroom. He did as you regularly do before going out for school. He took a quick shower, and got out in search of his uniform. Quickly slipping into it, he went back into the bathroom.

Sehun knew he good-looking he was, it'd be a lie if he said he wasn't. However, if it weren't for him putting effort into taking care of his skin and hair he'd might as well be average. So he spread some product over his face that his sister recomended, and styled his hair like he's done it a thousand times before.

Sehun grabbed a coat on his way out of his room. Just as it was every morning Sehun left for school, the house was empty and lifeless. The sound of his sneakers against the marble floor echoed throughout the hallyways. The tall boy made his way down the stairs to grab himself some breakfast before finally leaving for school.

~~~

Sehun arrived at school, and there were very few students wondering around. He headed straight for the courtyard where he would meet the rest of his friends. He sat on his regular spot on his regular bench. As he settled down, he noticed something was different. He was sitting on something awfully uncomfortable. 

"What the hell?" Sehun whispered to himself. The item under him was a journal. A blue one with doodles and scribbles all over it. The paper inside, and the loose paper stuffed in the journal were also wrinkled, "I might have found someones diary..." Sehun flipped to the first page.

"First of all, this is NOT a diary." 

"Damn, my bad," Sehun laughed to himself. As Sehun continued to read, the more he got interested in this person. Whoever wrote it was definitely attracted Sehun, and talked about him more than half the time in this journal. There were even a few sketches of Sehun. What Sehun enjoyed the most were the short stories of his friends. 'Tao and his Gucci' The amount of accuracy the story told, had Sehun struggling to keep in bursts of laughter.

Sehun didn't want to admit it, but whoever wrote this journal seemed pretty cute, personality wise.

"YAH! SEHUN-AH!" Startled to a jump, Sehun shoved the journal into his backpack and looked back at Jongdae, who was hand-in-hand with Minseok. Sehun rolled his eyes and took out his phone. 

"Wow such a brat," Jongdae poked and teased at Sehun.

"You guys are gonna make-out anyways!" Sehun yelled at the two and opened Neko Atsume. Multi-tasking at its finest.

"True, True." Minseok said as his lips had already gone to Jongdae's. Sehun tried to distract himself from the two eachothers faces by taking care of his cats. He thanked god most of the others arrived shortly.

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The day was going pretty slow for Hyunjoon, but it was probably because he got barely any sleep last night. Ever since his journal went missing, his focus has been out of whack.

"Hyunjoonie, Hyunjoon-ah wake up!" Minjung shook Hyunjoon who was sleeping...in class.

"Huh?" Hyunjoon rubbed his eyes and looked around and realized what an idiot he was. He quickly fixed glasses and looked down at his desk in embarrassment. 

"Hyunjoon-sshi if you're done in dreamland, I'd like you to read page 68, thank you." The whole class started to giggle and he got even more embarassed. Hyunjoon quickly turn the pages of the book, but he was too aggressive and the book fell out of his hands and onto the floor. The class bursted into more giggles and the teacher rolled his eyes. Hyunjoon whispered an 'are you kidding me right now' to himself and quickly rushed to grab his book. He quickly, but cautiously turned the pages and started to read.

Hyunjoon's mind wasn't connected to the book, words that he only briefly looked at spilled out of his mouth. He was only thinking of how much of a doof he was. Multi-tasking at its finest once again. When Hyunjoon was done reading, he continued to internally yell at himself. Then, it finally hit him.

Sehun was in this class. Hyunjoon totally just goofed infront of his crush. 

Hyunjoon talks, thinks, and writes an aweful lot about Sehun. It wouldn't be appropiate to just call him a 'crush.' But more of an obsession, a little unhealthy might I add.

It was "love" at first sight. 3 years ago, on Hyunjoon's first day of high school he was standing anxiously at his locker waiting for Minjung to arrive. Hyunjoon had looked up from his phone for the millionth time that morning. That's when a certain beauty began walking past. The boy was tall and dream-like. He was more skinny than muscular, but he looked tough nonetheless. Every feature about this boy had Hyunjoon completely snatched. He fell harder when he found out the boy's name.

Oh Sehun. A beautiful name that fit a beautiful person.

~~~

"Hyunjoon-sshi if you're done in dreamland, I'd like you to read page 68, thank you." Sehun snickered along with the rest of the class. But his snickering was for a different reason. While Hyunjoon was sleeping, Sehun couldn't help but notice the blue hair sticking out of the black beanie. He was in a deep sleep and Sehun couldn't help but find it a little...cute?

'What the ' Sehun thought to himself in disbelief. Did he just call a guy cute? 'Whoa, whoa Oh Sehun step back, no homo.' 

Ah what a frustrating thing denial is.

"Alright class I need your attention. We're moving into a project, and yes you will have partners." The class got excited and glances were shared between friends. Sehun was about to high-five Tao who was next to him, but was interrupted by the teacher, "I already picked your partners," the whole class, including Sehun and Tao groaned in response. The teacher only ignored them and continued to explain the details of the project.

"Damn, I can't believe this. I hope I get a good partner or else I'm gonna die." Tao and Sehun got up to go look at the partner list that the teacher pinned up. 

"Yeah right, like Kris would let you die." Sehun scoffed.

"True," Tao smirked while scanning the paper and turned to Sehun, "Hey hetero, you got bedhead as your partner." Sehun pushed Tao who only laughed at him.

"Leave me and my heteroness alone." The younger boy turned away from the other to go find his partner.

"Alright then, Homo-in-denial" Tao laughed again and went off to exchange contact information with his partner.

"Piss off, panda eyes" There was only more laughter from Tao. Sehun finally got to Hyunjoon and realized how pretty he was in person, but yeah. No homo though.

"Hey, so I guess we're partners" Sehun smiled down at Hyunjoon who was clearly blushing. Hyunjoon was also pretty short, being right below Sehun's shoulders.

"Yeah" His voice was also small, so were his hands. Hyunjoon was small and cute, but Sehun didn't want to admit the fact.

"Here's my phone, put your number in it. I guess we can start working today? Does the library after school sound fine for you?" Sehun took Hyunjoon's phone and handed his own to him.

"Yeah that's fine" They exchanged phones again and Hyunjoon waved bye to Sehun, "Cool, I'll see you after school then," Hyunjoon smiled, still blushing. 

Sehun blushed himself when the small boy smiled. No homo?

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Hello! I'm sorry for taking so long with this update. I'll warn you now, but I'm a really slow writer. ANYWAYZ wow! they interacted and Sehun really needs to take one for the team and realize how gay he is.

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