Chapter 6 

JunHyung's POV

A lot of things are running on my mind right now. But the most important is to get home for us to talk properly.

"Seobbie, does it still hurt?" I asked but seconds passed and there was no reply.

It scared me. I hurt him so bad this time. It made me more scared because he might really leave me. And I cant live without him. Just thinking about it made me shudder.

Moments later, we finally arrived at our apartment. I opened the door and closed it using my feet. I went to the couch and brought him down there. When i saw him, he's just staring into nothing.

"Seobbie, you okay?" I asked kneeling in front of him.

He finally looked at me and when he did, it broke me. The hurt in his eyes is so obvious.

"I'm really sorry, Seobbie. I didn't intend for it to go this far" I said looking down.

"Then, why did you do it again?" He finally said something. I looked up to him and saw his eyes searching for an answer. "Am I not enough? Is there something youre not satisfied with me?" He asked. I shook my head and held his hands.

"No, baby. Dont ever think that. Please. Youre perfect" i replied.

"If I'm perfect then you wouldn't have affairs many times" I looked away suddenly feeling my eyes getting watery.

"Im really sorry, Seob. I keep on messing up" I said my voice trembling.

"You know, i tried to commit an affair earlier too with a guy I just met to make you feel what i felt" He said making me stare at him with wide eyes. "But i couldn't do it. The reason? Because I love you. And I guess I couldnt bear to see you hurting cause of what i did as a revenge" he continued, tears slowly falling.

"Then, i wandered around to think for awhile. And i came to a conclusion you know" he said them he the tears running down my cheek. "That I really really really love you. And that even though you commit affairs, im kinda glad that you still come back to me" And he smiled gently which made my heart melt. Does this mean he forgives me?

"Im really really sorry, baby. I promise you that this will be the last time. I promise you that ill be a much better man from now on. I just need you by my side" I said pouring my heart out. Then i kissed his hands.

"I forgive you, Junnie. And Im not mad anymore. And thats why i have to ask you something very important" He said piercing into my soul with those lovely eyes of his.

"Anything, baby" I promised.

"I want us to break up" My eyes widen in shock. Did he.. Did he really just now?

"W-What?" I stuttered. He smiled at me.

"Lets break up, Junnie" He repeated which made my heart break into pieces.

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Author's Note:

Im sorry for hurting Seobbie. But dont worry cause it will get better for the two of them.

Sorry if its short and for any mistakes :)