from the eyeliner guy

Vanished
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 What's the first thing I felt when they told us that you weren't coming back?

Disbelief.

It didn't make any sense. We were just days away from one of the biggest events of our lives.

You wanted this. 

This was the reason why you became part of this team!

Team? No one wants a broken team.

I blame you. 

You don't leave your brothers like this!

We're family.

We always told everyone that we are one.

But how could we be one when you just left.

I lost my faith in you.

You, who have been a pillar of this family that you left to pick up the pieces by themselves.

He doesn't deserve my tears but here I am crying about the loss.

I hate these tears. I hate how my heart hurts. I hate that even if you left us like these... I still care.

I still care about what will happen to your future.

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wishful_promises #1
Chapter 13: And it's the truth. A good end to this, really.
wishful_promises #2
Chapter 5: Thanks for writing this. It may sound weird, but even then this gives me a sense of peace. It's well written. And it makes sense. It may be sad, but we're all trying to cope. The members have it hardest. And the one who vanished? Probably getting the brunt of it all. Maybe it's not his fault. Maybe he never imagined how bad he's hurt the others like this. Maybe, like rumours say, it's his new company that's pushing him to do all this. But it's still all caused by his actions. The members have every right to be angry and betrayed and confused. But most of all, sad.
wishful_promises #3
Chapter 3: The sad thing is, that 'friend' of the youngest must have been hit hard the most. He was closest to the one who had disappeared after all. It's just... sad. Depressing doesn't suit it. Unbelievable, maybe. But it's just... silent.
cocoaLuv #4
Chapter 2: T.T .. Honestly I knew this was still a touchy subject for some..and im one of the 'some'..everytime i see the news i felt like crying T.T ..reading these, i feel like crying even more.. and the way you write it, it was beautiful..it seems real that i can't help but to reminisce..
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