from him

Vanished
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No words could express the feelings swirling inside me.

Mistakes were made. Choices were given.

There are no takebacks in my decision. I already made a step forward. 

I did it. There's no turning back now.

They will hate me for sure.

I betrayed people.

I kept secrets.

No matter how sincere I would be when I apologize, it won't change what I did.

It would probably take years before they would forgive me. Maybe even never.

There are a lot of things I should have done.

There would always be regrets but the only thing to do is move forward and face it.

I cry.

They wouldn't be able to see it.

This was my choice.

I just have to live with it.

Someday.... maybe I'll be able to face them.

But right now, I can only do what I have to do.

LIVE.

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wishful_promises #1
Chapter 13: And it's the truth. A good end to this, really.
wishful_promises #2
Chapter 5: Thanks for writing this. It may sound weird, but even then this gives me a sense of peace. It's well written. And it makes sense. It may be sad, but we're all trying to cope. The members have it hardest. And the one who vanished? Probably getting the brunt of it all. Maybe it's not his fault. Maybe he never imagined how bad he's hurt the others like this. Maybe, like rumours say, it's his new company that's pushing him to do all this. But it's still all caused by his actions. The members have every right to be angry and betrayed and confused. But most of all, sad.
wishful_promises #3
Chapter 3: The sad thing is, that 'friend' of the youngest must have been hit hard the most. He was closest to the one who had disappeared after all. It's just... sad. Depressing doesn't suit it. Unbelievable, maybe. But it's just... silent.
cocoaLuv #4
Chapter 2: T.T .. Honestly I knew this was still a touchy subject for some..and im one of the 'some'..everytime i see the news i felt like crying T.T ..reading these, i feel like crying even more.. and the way you write it, it was beautiful..it seems real that i can't help but to reminisce..
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