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Vanished
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We cried.

We cursed.

We hate.

We hurt.

We shook our heads in disbelief.

This is a joke. 

We try to deny the truth.

We keep lying to ourselves that you're still coming back.

How was this possible? We ask ourselves.

We try to analyze the reasons why you're not coming back.

Nothing feels the same. 

Our hearts felt like it was crushed by the news.

We ask ourselves why didn't we expect this?

You were still young. You looked happy.

We were happy seeing you with them.

But you weren't really happy.

You were suffering and we didn't know.

There's guilt and betrayal. A lot of emotions are playing in our hearts.

Some expressed themselves loudly while others in secret.

We lashed out and do the most human things.

With all that going on.

Even at this moment, we still believe even in the tiny corner of our hearts....

We still believe you will return.

We love you even if it hurts.

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wishful_promises #1
Chapter 13: And it's the truth. A good end to this, really.
wishful_promises #2
Chapter 5: Thanks for writing this. It may sound weird, but even then this gives me a sense of peace. It's well written. And it makes sense. It may be sad, but we're all trying to cope. The members have it hardest. And the one who vanished? Probably getting the brunt of it all. Maybe it's not his fault. Maybe he never imagined how bad he's hurt the others like this. Maybe, like rumours say, it's his new company that's pushing him to do all this. But it's still all caused by his actions. The members have every right to be angry and betrayed and confused. But most of all, sad.
wishful_promises #3
Chapter 3: The sad thing is, that 'friend' of the youngest must have been hit hard the most. He was closest to the one who had disappeared after all. It's just... sad. Depressing doesn't suit it. Unbelievable, maybe. But it's just... silent.
cocoaLuv #4
Chapter 2: T.T .. Honestly I knew this was still a touchy subject for some..and im one of the 'some'..everytime i see the news i felt like crying T.T ..reading these, i feel like crying even more.. and the way you write it, it was beautiful..it seems real that i can't help but to reminisce..
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