I'm sorry for not updating this story for a long time. The reasons I give may come out as excuses but still I'm going to give them. 

I just got back from a 5 days camp. I've been very busy. 

I also have simply lost my motivation to continue writing. Every now and then I do get an idea to continue the story, the motivation, the joy I feel when I  write my story, but these add up to the stress I'm facing now in my life. Sure, other authors are more stressful than me, yet they still are able to produce such high quality chapters. People are different. Each has their own limits. I get motivated to write when I read, but when I sit infront of the laptop, nothing comes out. I have to force the idea out of my mind. I think that just doesn't serve the purpose of being an author. When I write, I should be enjoying but instead, I get stress. Stress on whether you guys will like the chapter, how the story is going. 

With the addition of my family problems, I really lost the interest in writing. I do enjoy writing but it is a leisure. I do want to focus it as a career but I have reasons that you may find it as excuses. Trust me, I have little ideas for chapters but I just don't know how to fit it in the story. When I first started this story, I was so so excited to share this story with you. The excitement has died down. I also find that this story has affected my perspective on things, I should be focusing on happy things but instead I focus on angst. It just