You See

You See, You Hear

My name is Lee Injun, but you can call me Pooh Bear as Husky does. Or no, he's the only one who's to call me that, which is funny since I've never actually heard him say it. What I would give to hear his voice calling out to me with love. I was born in a silent world, my ears not having developed properly, and have never heard one sound in my life. Although that may be cause for pity, I've never felt I needed any, for it was through my "disability" that Husky and I met. There was a cab honking furiously at me, which sounds dirty now that I think about it, but I didn't hear it. Husky came over to me and informed me of the angry driver, after which spiraled an unconventional love story. I would not trade one minute of functional ears for my Husky. Never.

At work, though, I can appear almost completely normal as long as no one calls out to me from across halls or rooms. There are probably a few coworkers who don't even guess that I'm deaf. I work at a desk, mostly with paperwork, in a newspaper firm, which earns well enough for Husky and me. It's been years since I started here, and Husky even comes along for company events, though he's mostly known as "Injun's friend." The boss comes off as homophobic, and I sometimes wonder if he can feel my gay aura, if there is such a thing. I'm being ridiculous again, aren't I?

Going home from work is always nice, especially with the thought that I'm going home to Husky. I'd honestly take a cab if there weren't creepy talkative drivers, so I take the bus. There's more than enough people to guarantee privacy, ironically, and it's more comfortable for me. I wonder if Husky's cooking anything. This morning, he was getting ready to go shopping, which he usually does when he wants to surprise me with dinner. The thought of his smile, his love, makes me smile myself on the bus. People ask me all the time why I smile brightly, but all I do is smile even bigger.

Once I get home, I can smell Husky's dinner: spaghetti. Wow, it smells really good. There's something about a husband's cooking that a wife (equivalent) just really likes, even if the chances of it having turned out right may be bleak. Still, I can feel the love of the gesture itself reaching into the depths of me, which Husky will probably feel. That man can seriously see me like no one else does, or even can. I love him deeply.

"You look so able when you're cooking," I say to Husky from behind.

He seems to tense a little, as if he's seriously thinking about doing it here in the kitchen. But he doesn't act on it, instead biting his lip and try to finish assembling the dinner. I go to wash my hands and change into more comfortable clothing before coming back down to eat. Most dinners are silent, no pun intended, but very enjoyable. Husky doesn't know how handsome he looks with a napkin over his chest and a healthy appetite. When I stare at him and silently chuckle, he usually blushes, thinking he did something wrong or embarrassing. I don't let him know it's because I am too much in love with him to keep my eyes off of him.

"Thank you for dinner," I lay my head on Husky's chest when we're in bed. "You did well."

"I'm only glad it turned out good enough," he chuckles.

I sigh, thinking about the meeting I had during the day with my boss. He was giving me exceptionally dirty looks, almost as if he wanted to fire me on grounds of my homouality. Then again, it could have been my imagination.

"Pooh Bear," Husky heaves one of his own sighs. "You're tense tonight, and not the tired kind."

"How can you even tell?" I poke his abdomen. "There's no possible way you could."

"Because I can see you better than anybody."

"Still, I'm not acting any differently, am I?"

"You're a bad actor," Husky shakes his head. "Your grip is tight, your breathing is a little fast, your arms are tense, your--"

"Okay, I get it," I give up. "You know me too well, love."

"I just see you as you are, Pooh Bear."

"It's my boss."

"The one who doesn't treat you well?" he visibly gets angry. "I swear, one day I'll--"

"We just had a short meeting," I cut him short. "He just intimidates me, as if he--"

"He doesn't matter in this relationship, Pooh Bear. We do."

A smile creeps across my lips, and I come up to place a kiss on him, which he responds to enthusiastically. He runs a hand down my back, and I'm not surprised. Husky Woo is so manly, I can practically taste the desire on his lips. But he knows I won't refuse, because he also knows how much I love giving myself to him.

"I can feel your tension going away," Husky places a kiss on my cheek. "You're welcome."

One more time, I smile, but bring my hand to his own restricted area to make him squirm. Husky knows when I'm not feeling right, and he knows exactly how to make me feel better. No one can see me like he does, and I won't allow anyone else to. I love him, and I make sure to remind him all the time.

The only man who sees me for who I am is blind.

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Isadora_Quagmire
#1
Chapter 3: Oh wow I loved the last chapter, you've wrapped it up so well~
Amalya
#2
Chapter 3: I really do like the idea of having two disabled, but still wholly capable individuals, paired like this. They have a fascinating dynamic, though I am unsure how they are communicating so effectively. Is Injun reading Husky's lips when they talk or is Husky using sign language? And I was unsure Husky knew what the time was in the beginning.

Otherwise, the way you explored their characters and how they behaved the way they did in working around their handicaps was fascinating. Injun in particular with how he avoids taxis and otherwise pulls off a regular, non-impaired individual on a regular basis. I know it happens often enough but it's interesting to see it brought to life here. Likewise, with Husky working around his inability to see. Cooking would certainly be tricky but not impossible; I can totally see pasta being doable. lol Though I did laugh at Injun's mention of the cooking/food not always being great.

Your third chapter was quite a surprise. I was totally not expecting the split with how it was set up. With only a little bit of redundancy, you managed to pull it off well enough. The constant shifts, showcasing the similarities and differences they're aware of, is interesting and does at least keep the reader engaged. I particularly enjoy the description of perceptions with how each individually experiences their love making.

The final paragraph is a nice, tender way to top it all off. They are both perfectly imperfect and thus work absolutely beautifully together. Good job overall and I wish you luck in the contest! ^_^
chuchu94
#3
Chapter 3: You remember your story about Myungsoo and Karam? That was a hit. An Epic story. Something what cannot be described in words , because was too good (but I tried to describe XD_
But, as the end appeared I have no words, not because it is worse. I have no words because it is too fantastic, so sometimes there are situation which are hard to describe by words.
Ok, I have a hard time writing this comment, because my lame words are not good enough(i try, at least XD)
The scene was so fluffy and nice. Told scene by scene, and the emotion pretty well described...
You just 've got talent!!!!! <3 <3 <3
I will nto compare it,to the other story , because Karam x Myungsoo and this ..is too epic. I cannot comapre them two, because their two are too perfect ^-^
-reader Chuchu
singsongsungjong #4
Great story! ^_~
Frosty_Maiden
#5
Chapter 3: Well I liked the story, but you realise if your born deaf, you actually cannot speak properly. I mean you wouldn't know how to sound any words. And you use sign language.
It might be better to say they are partially deaf and blind...just to make it more accurate :)

I love the story though. people still feel awkward about dating people with disabilities and its something that needs to be broken. Love is shared by everyone, even if you can see it or hear it etc.
I loved the format of this last chapter! Its really cool and well thought out!
Nice job Luke-y :p
Frosty_Maiden
#6
Chapter 2: wait....I am a little confused. He is blind? Like literally blind?
Um, then how does he know how to cook, or if the pasta is ready? Or if Injun is staring at him?
I am so confused.
I will read on and perhaps be slightly more enlightened *.*
chuchu94
#7
Chapter 2: whoa~ And now is Injoon-shhi point of view. Nice point of view, he he .
around is love and it is noticeable that those two cannot live without each other; omg , Poor Injoon :( Why is he deaf?
But, anyway it was so lovely ^^ it showed the magical and secretful aura which tied these both together.
perfect~ <3
chuchu94
#8
Chapter 1: I love them together, di I say it? That was so adorable *.*
They were so gentle towards and around each other. they were able to understand each other without a words. they were a perfect mates in a love meaning.
perfect story as always. Keep it up.
Frosty_Maiden
#9
Chapter 1: okay first, great chapter. Seriously should be upset since your my competition...but le sigh, I can't be. I worship your work too damn much to be mad or miserable.
Its a very adorable chapter <3 and I hate it...I lie terribly, I love it <3

Also who do they call him husky? And POOH BEAR? Yikes...I would personally smack a guy if he called me pooh bear, ugh not into cutsie names.