Yoong run around the field while listening to the music.

 

Today his class got a free time and most of them sleep and play.

 

Yoong choose run rather than sleep.

 

His mind still thinking of her and he need to get it out.

 

Than he stop and check his pocket.

 

Didn't find anything.

 

He sigh.

 

That ring must be drown to the lake.

 

"Useless"

 

Than he run again without knowing someone looking at him from far.

 

The girl sigh and back staring at the ring.

 

"Maybe I'll keep it for awhile"

 

"Ukk Jessica!"

 

She turn back and saw unfamiliar again to her.

 

Of course the person who make her mind confused.

 

Confused of what her feeling.

 

Confused of what she have to do.

 

"Ohh Victoria. I didn't expect to see you here"

 

"I came to give this to Yoong. I bet he still running around the field"

 

"Ahhh"

 

Deep inside she didn't know why her heart feel so hurt.

 

Her hurt crash and it's hurt so bad.

 

"I'll catch you up later! Bye!"

 

Jessica just smile.

 

She turn around and found Victoria approaching Yoong in the field.

 

Yoong were smiling and he act so calm and.......happy.

 

"You still love her even thought you just think of her as your friend. So stupid"

 

~~~~

"Ohh just a while ago I saw Jessica. I think she's waiting there but she has gone" Said Victoria.

 

"Jessica? She's here?"

 

"Yes. Why?"

 

Yoong shook his head and stare at the ground.

 

She's there.

 

What was she doing?

 

Yoong look at where Victoria point and sigh.

 

She must be looking for him.

 

"Yoong?"

 

"Ohh."

 

"Here eat this!"

 

Yoong smile and take the bread from her hand.

 

She still know what I like.

 

~~~~~

 

Jessica walk around the school with her heavy step.

 

This day is a hardest day ever.

 

She didn't know why she always hurt when she see them together.

 

She can't stop thinking about him.

 

Yes every night every time she would always think about him.

 

"Aigooo!!! Unnie!"

 

"Ya you. Eonje wayo?(when you come?)"

Ignoring the question the young girl ask.

 

"Thinking about Yoong oppa?"

 

Jessica chuckled.

 

She didn't know when and how her sister read her mind.

 

She definetly won't tell her sister about that.

 

"You know you can't hide it from me unnie!"

 

She rolled her eyes while opening her locker.

 

She really don't have the mood to talk to her sister right now. 

 

"You're really don't want to talk to me?"

 

She sigh and close her locker door.

 

"Alright than. Ohh unnie! Next week will be your graduation! Aren't you exited?"

"Nope"

 

Krystal rolled her eyes and hit her sister.

 

"I'm going to my dorm"

 

"Alright" they bide goodbye before leaving to their own way.

 

"Hmm no one home yet" said Jessica as she just enter her dorm.

 

She open the door beside her room and find no one.

 

"I guess he's not home too"

 

She sit on the sofa in the living room and play with her phone.

 

~~~~

 

The two people walk around the park.

 

They remain silent for the past 40 minute.

 

There's only wind they hear.

 

"So I-I was thinking after the graduation, umm will you come to the prom night with......me?"

 

"Nickhun have already ask me"

 

Yoong sigh.

 

He forget. They are not a couple anymore.

 

He want to hold it but he guess he can't hold it anymore.

 

"You don't know how bad Nickhun is!!"

 

"He's my best friend!! How could you say that?!"

Yoong stay quiet.

 

He really don't want to talk about it.

 

Rather Victoria or Yoong they don't want to talk about it too.

 

~~~~~

 

"I-I don't want you to go with  him. He is a bad person!" 

 

"He's my best friend okay?! Why you tell me this? You are not my boyfriend anymore!!!! We're just friend!!!"

 

Hearing that make Yoong's heart break into pieces.

It's hurt......really heart.

 

Yoong just remain silent and Victoria notice what she have done.

 

And she know how hurt he is.

 

"I-I"

 

"Yeah. You're not my girlfriend. Why should I care about you?" Said Yoong.

 

"Yoong"

 

Yoong can see tears drop from her eyes.

 

He can see how hurt she is.

 

But he more hurt that her.

 

"Y-you're just my friend. W-what can I do?" 

 

He realize he's suttering.

 

It hurt him. Even thought he still trying to forget it, he realize he can't never forget it.

 

"I-I'll take my leave"

~~~~

Yoong sit on the sofa and his eyes staring at the television.

 

Nothing in there.

 

The television is off and he just thinking.

 

His mind really a mess up.

 

And he didn't know what he have to do.

 

He was very mad at her.

 

But he didn't know why he can't tell her.

 

We're just a friend now. What can I do? 

 

"Y-Yoong?"

 

"Jessica?"

 

She bite her lips and sigh.

 

Yoong find her a little bit different and He think he know why.

 

"Y-you heard everything?"

 

Tears running out that make Yoong shock.

 

What happening?

 

"Jessica"

 

"Y-y-you still love her.....didn't you?"

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Than she left.

"Jessica! Wait!"

 

She's left.

 

~~~~~

Jessica POV

my tears keep running out that I can't even handle it.

 

My heart hurt and it become hurt even more when I heard everything.

 

He still love her.

 

B-but. Why should I cry right now?

 

Why do I feel like this?

 

Is it?

No no.

 

It can't be.

 

No I can't fall inlove with him!

 

He is annoying boy I ever know! 

 

And I would never fall for his charm.

 

~~~~

 

"Fight with him?" 

 

Jessica nod.

 

After her time crying, she decide to get back home.

 

Well her sister is there and maybe Krystal can help.

 

"Soojung. What should i do?"

 

"Unnie can I tell you something."

"Yeah sure"

 

"Your mission is to find out about your first love. That's why you came to Korea. Than you promise to go back."

 

"And why you're still staying in here?"

 

Jessica gulp.

 

She's right.

 

What she's doing in here again?

 

What she's waiting for?

 

She has find her first love and what's she's waiting for?

 

"And I believe Yoong oppa is the reason why you still staying in here"

 

"No no! That's not right!!!!"

 

Krystal let her sister crying and shouting.

 

It's the fact.

 

And the fact make Krystal hurt.

 

Hurt to admit all of it.

 

"I-I t-think......you love him unnie"

 

"No! No Krys!!! It's not true okay?!!! I-I"

 

"Let me tell you the truth. If I'm you...... I will confess to him right now"

 

She lied. Of course.

 

She love him but she afraid to tell him.

 

She's a coward. A coward.

 

"Tell me than. A-are you love him?"

 

Krystal stunned.

 

She didn't realize her sister would ask this to her.

 

"Krystal tell me"

 

"No. No I don't. He just a brother to me"

 

She didn't know when she become me such a liar.

 

"I decide we go back to USA after my prom"

 

"Unnie"

 

"Now I know Krys. I don't love him. I still love Yul and.......I should leave this country before my love grow each day"

 

"Unnie"

 

But she's too late. Jessica has left.

 

If her sister not a stubborn girl maybe right now she will run to him and said I love you Im Yoong.

 

Although it hurt to see them together, but she happy to see her sister happy.

 

She sigh.

 

"Mister Kim!!!"

 

~~~~

 

Yoong stare at the glass infront him and sigh.

 

His mind are a mess right now.

 

His heart feel very weak right now.

 

He just broke one of the women he love.

 

Yes he admit it. He love Jessica.

 

But he never want to show it.

 

Never. Because he never deserve to be with her.

 

Even thought there's still pain of his past but he can't stop loving the girl.

 

The girl who once make him annoyed.

 

The girl who once make him mad.

 

The girl who always make him thinking of her.

 

Yes. Everyday every night he can't stop thinking of her.

 

Now he's not blind.

 

He love her.

 

He love her more than his past.

 

But.........he doesn't like the fact that he always make her cry.

 

"Yoong!!!"

 

"We're home!"

 

But he doesn't answer.

 

"Yoong?"

 

"Oh you're home"

 

"Are you zoning out? Where Victoria and Jessica?"

 

"I don't know. I should go now"

 

~~~~~

He stare at the lake while hugging his two feet.

 

He close his eyes and sigh.

 

What should he do now?

 

He feel so empty and useless and he hate it.

 

This lake, is where Yoong and Victoria always came.

 

It always make him feel peace.

 

But right now, he didn't know why because right now the lake can't make him peace anymore.

 

He need to see the girl.

 

The girl who make his heart feel warm like this.

 

But he can't.

 

Because he just broke her heart.

 

"Having problem?"

 

"What are you doing here noona?"

 

"It's not just your noona Yoong!"

 

Yoong smile.

 

This is why he love his friends.

 

Even thought sometimes he hate them but he still love them.

 

They always understand him.

 

"Yes I am. But I won't tell you guys what"

 

They chuckled.

 

"You know what? This is our first time staring at the lake together" said Sunny.

 

They nod in agreement.

 

"Yoong"

 

"Yes?"

 

"Let's go back"

 

"We're just here Fany!" Said Sooyoung and Taeng together.

 

"Yoong need to sleep! He's in a big problem now"

 

Yoong chuckled.

 

He can't refuse it. Because that's right.

 

He need to refresh his mind.

 

And he hope when he open his eyes, the first person he see is that girl.