Luhan’s Mom POV

I received a call from the WGM management… they wanted my Luhan to join this season, I gave them my conditions but they beg to disagree for some mere REASON. They wanted yoona to be his wife… which I won’t allow. If it’s not my dearest Seobaby then Luhan won’t do it.

And so… I, his mother… in association with Seohyuns dad, created our “OWN” Televised show that is to be aired a 3 days before this month ends. I never had any second thought about this. I’ll show that Yoona that nothing’s changed. That I still don’t like her, and surely I wont in forever’s time.

It was a Rush, but with both our money and popularity combined, everything happened in a dash. The managing team was able to create a Genius plot for our 5^th episode… Why so? Well then I might as well tell you… I actually don’t know, her dad just informed me that this will be considered as the 5^th episode. I don’t know and surely I cannot fathom what he has inside his mind, but I know that it bring no harm to both our children. Besides, we both are on the same side… we wanted our children for each other, and he’s been a long time friend… Even before the accident had happened

Going back, the managing team were able to track where seohyun was… and if Im not mistaken… she’s with her so-called-best friend. That jongin guy, I also don’t like him, I think that there’s something else when she looks at Seohyun, and I DON’T LIKE IT… only my luluboy’s allowed to look at her like that… I know it’s a bit selfish, but is it wrong to crave for something better for my son? Dare deft me and there would be a world war three >:))

According to the managing team, they’re headed to a gasoline station. They made a quick preparation, one of them was dressed as a cashier and the others were costumers inside the convenient store. The moment when Seohyun went in, they began to ACT according to what was planned

AND that is to exchange whatever seohyun might bought to a specialized liquor wherein once its drank, the person will immediately go… wild, I don’t know what their plan was, but I can feel that it’ll work… of course… it should be, we pay them very well enough just for this project to be done.

I was inside a blue van, im not into cars so the hell would I care what’s it called. I was sitting right infront of numerous screens, it’s the caption of the cctv camera’s inside the convenient store and the one at the gasoline station. I stiffened my neck as the tense all over rose up the moment she stepped inside the store. I was at the edge of my sit when she went wandering around, she stopped for a while and took a bottled drink. It’s somehow in the shade of red and pink, somewhat maroon… I can tell that it’s cranberry juice, or some other berry drinks.

The actors inside did what was planned, they stumbled across seohyun, making the bottle in her hands slipped while the other items of the crew got mixed up. She doesn’t seem irritated; she just took the bottle…  THE ONE, with the exchanged liquor, I laughed softly as she bought it, the crew can’t help but smile at our first success.

Our next stop was the “how to” part… how to get rid of kim jongin’s presence, and how to get her out the rest house where they headed… though, that drink actually made WILD I must say… and to be purely honest, my heart shattered into pieces when she… suddenly placed her lips into his before they walked in the house. She’s not to blame, I know she’s under the influence of alcohol… but still… was that her first kiss? Is that jongin guy scored as much as my luluboy? There was too much question playing inside my head that time, so I just quickly averted my gaze at the screen. I saw that some of the managing team was already inside seohyun’s designated room… ah, seo’s dad… I can see how cooperative he was in our operation: LOVE

They waited patiently under the bed, inside the closet and behind the door, at first I thought that it would all mess up because they hid to well that anyone who’ll go in wouldn’t notice them… but no… they were all so obvious. I can feel my heart pounding hard against my chest. The moment jongin went inside the room and placed her in the bed, he just left… knowing that seohyun was all so cozy, absurd…  I know… he didn’t even looked if there was someone inside the room, and to top it all… the room was pretty much a mess… tsk tsk… I knew it he’s no good to her.

I stiffened as I saw the crew went out slowly, but right after they got up their feet, they worked so fast. The opened the window quietly and placed seohyun in a stretcher, she’s way too drunk to even realize what’s real and what’s not… right now, if by any chance that she’s awake, then she’ll probably think that its all just a dream when she’s back to her sanity or rather should I say that, she’ll probably come back to her senses once her hangovers done.

She was brought out in the window… another success for team rocket! I can’t stop but to smile sternly as if, making anyone who’ll have the intentions to go in would surely… be in horror. Ahahaahahah no words can ever express my compassion at this project… just remembering how this happened, how this really started out.

Seohyun’s dad and I were madly in love back then… that was truth to be told… we were so madly in love to the extent that we… we fall out of it and afterwards, my father sold me to the son of his richest connection in china, I myself was completely fine the idea… since it was so over for me and him… but the day that I was supposed to fly back to china, he came, he begged… he told me to stay with him, he told me that we could still have one last chance… but then, it was too late, I’ve already agreed to that set up. Marrying the son of my father’s friend… making our alliances’ stronger… he was just a little too late to reunite our love…

And so… a promise was made…

“then if it stays this way… if I can’t make you stay… then please, promise me one thing Mei… promise me that one day, our children will rekindle our love, that one day, when their right age comes, they’ll continue our postponed love story… but then again, I just want you to know that… I’ll treasure what we had… you’ll forever be in my memories, you’ll forever be visiting me in my dreams… you’ll forever be the first one who made my heart flutters in one smile… j-just don’t forget to write me though… I just hope that one day… our kids make it”

 

“I promise…”

He may had let go of me so easily, but really he didn’t… even after I was married to my husband, even after luhan was born… he never stopped writing to me, asking if I was doing fine.. Asking sort of things that I consider crossing the line… I knew that it was wrong, for what we had was over… and for my son’s sake, I do have a husband, and we often had these arguments that led to some serious fights because of him.

And as for him… I’ve been hearing news that he’s somehow not in good terms with her wife, she’s beautiful and radiant… just like how I imagined her to be when he sent me a photo of them together. My heart cringes a little by looking at her; at looking how lovely they looked at the photograph… sometimes he writes me a letter that says that they argue often too… how he wished it was me instead of her… I don’t actually know what to feel about that. I mean… I’m happy knowing how he missed me… but this, I can’t bare the odd fact that… we both cant get over the past we had… that both of us dwells so much in the past.

My mother hated me for it, every single time I visited her, she wont talk to me unless it was about luhan. Just bringing up his name would make mother scourge in bitterness… she’d repeat it to me all over again.

“why make the same decision I made when you had the option? Why not backed out before you exchanged vows with your husband”

Just remembering her by that time, makes electricity ran down my spine. But nevertheless, mother and I were far off as enemies; we’re back to normal now…

I spent a year not replying or reading his messages, because I had to secure my sons future, I for one, forgot about the promise we had… but I guessed he never stopped, he went to see me… and it was such a bad timing, my husband was having a bit a bad temper during that day due to the Italian investors pulling out their investments.

he was bidding his goodbye… asked if it would hurt if I give him a hug, I smiled at him and said it wasn’t… he gave me a hug… a sweet and tender one, as if reminding me of OUR relationship, our connection. The door flew open and my husband saw how firm our hug was… he was half aware, seohyun’s dad… he greeted him and patted his back, even congratulated that he had me… my husband gave him no response… he left and looked at me one more time…

my heart shredded as he took luhan out of the crib, I didn’t knew what was he up to… until he raged… I was so scared to death, I was begging him to get a grip of his self and give luhan to me… but no, he was fuming mad, I was in tears… until he began to spoke up.

“I was out there… trying to fix the problems in our company… and yet all I asked of you was to look after our child… then what do I see from a long and stressed day at work mei? You reunite your love with your childhood sweetheart…. Damned this life!” guilt ran down me… he was somehow… true…

 

“leave… leave… if you’re going to leave then im not letting you have my son”

I made amends of course… I don’t want luhan to end up like me… a product of a broken family… I was able to forget seohyun’s father, really… I did. But then my husband’s trust was scarcely back… leading us to more fights, I really hate it especially if luhan’s around… arguments are not much of a “good” thing for someone as young as him.

Just as I expected… it wouldn’t worked out with my husband, we both end up in a merciless divorce, luhan was with me… we went back to south korea… and there was this uncertainties that happened… he was caught up in an accident involving Seohyun and her mother… and I was glad the seohyun was the reason why my son kept up alive, because there was someone holding his hand, encouraging him to not fear, for he wasn’t alone… the day I most dreaded and reamed about… we met again… he wept beside me, grieving about her wife’s death… I was there to comfort him… and so, that day forth, our PROMISE… our promise to each other came back to life…

And I’ll make sure, that not even a single soul can ruin that…

“here you are!” a voice behind me exclaimed. I looked and saw him smiling at me.

“what do you want with me now?”

“nothing… hahahha, just look at our kids… I never thought how this would be so… easy, since I can see that they’re very much fond of each other” he said while looking proud at the screen… it shows that seohyun’s already at the house we set up. I cant help but smile… at least our last promise, our last dream can turn into reality.

I took a deep sigh before a spoke.

“but what about her fiancé?”

I saw how he averted his gaze as his emotions changed. He swallowed a lump in his throat before he looked back at me.

“that. I would still be taking care of… “ 

i'm actually having a bad stomach right now, i dont know if it's because of what i had eaten earlier. i felt like i wanted to eat and eat but then again, i actually feel not eating. ive been in the restrooms for the rest of the day and it was much of a help hahahah 

i actually dont know why im blurting such things lol 

so anyways... i think this chapter's a but heavy to take in... and you might as well be second guessing who the fiance might be...

so just hold on as i struggle to write the next chapters. :))

and truth be told... we're about to get to the FUN part 

love lots~

MissTearHues