I had asked you before, "Why break up when you loved her so much?"

At that point of time, you just gave a bitter smile and said that there were so many reasons, you didn't know what to say.

But you didn't know that I knew the reason. I heard from your good friends that she had another boyfriend behind your back and you saw them together. You broke up with them calmly.

Kim Jaejoong, I can't imagine a proud person like you would act calmly when you see the girl you love being with another boy. It made my heart ache.

What about now? Have you forgiven her? Will y'all patch up?

The next time I saw you was 3 weeks later.

During that period, have you thought about a girl name Jessica Jung?

You dragged a tall, handsome boy in front of me, smiled and said, "Sica, this is my good friend, he likes you."

The second time you called me like this, was to hand me to someone else as a gift.

Sica. My name sounded so nice when you said it.

He said, "My name is Donghae, I like you."

He suddenly giggled. I respected his straightforwardness and courage.

I turned and asked you, "You want me to date him?" 

He walked back a few steps and said," Depending if you want to or not."

Fine, Kim Jaejoong, if you want me to, I'll fulfill your wish. Maybe because you realize my feelings, so you wanted to find another guy to avoid me.

"Donghae, do you want to go shopping