The beeps of the machines became louder and louder until J-hope woke up from a big armchair next to a bed.

He opened his eyes slowly because he was tired, he looked on the blurred bed.

Someone was sleeping on it. He stretched a little and scratched his eyes.

He examined the room, J-hope felt like he already saw it. He was clumsily moving his head to the right and left until he saw him.

Suga was sleeping on the bed peacefully.

J-hope looked around to see Namjoon and Jin talking.

“Hey, you woke up finally” Jin noticed.

“I what?” J-hope asked.

“You fell asleep..” Namjoon said.

He stared at them for a minute not realizing that he just dreamed Suga’s death.

Outside was raining and Suga seemed to don’t even be real.

J-hope stood up and watched confused his boyfriend.

“Oh look he’s opening his eyes” Jungkook said.

J-hope felt weird like he already saw that scene.

Suga opened once an eye then the other one looking around the room.

“Not again..” Suga said when realizing he was in the hospital.

“Were my sausages too raw?” Namjoon demoralized.

Suga closed his eyes again and J-hope felt like crying.

“DON’T DO IT!” J-hope yelled.

Suga opened again his eyes looking at him.

“Do what?” he muttered.

“Don’t go again..”

Suga gave him a confused expression and J-hope started crying.

“Don’t do it again, don’t die, it’s horrible staying without you, I would never be happy again without you!”

He settled his head on Suga’s chest crying.

“Die… again?” Jungkook asked. 

Suga though caressed his hair patiently.

“Did you even ate whenever I asked you if you did? Did you? Do you breath regularly?” J-hope cried.

“I did eat! And do I seem the kind of person who doesn’t breath-“ He exhaled tiredly.

“Are you ok?”

“I’m tired” Suga said.

“Should I call the doctor?”

Suga closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

The machine who was super visioning his heart beats was just beeping regularly.

“What did you mean about dying again?” Jungkook asked but V hit him in the ribs.

“Whaat?” Jungkook cried out.

*

Three weeks after, the doct