“I don’t care! V didn’t got hurt! You told him to make Jungkook occupied while you discovered some things about me! Who are you even? WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?”

Suga cried.

“Do you even remember my name? My real name” J-hope said.

“What does that mean?-“

“You don’t remember anything! Jung Hoseok.”

Suga took his breath at the sound of the name, he didn’t heard that name for years.

“Yeah, the boy you left years ago”

“How’s that possible?”

“You don’t even remember me, as person, you remember only little things.. like the stars, the flowers but nothing else! You really deleted me from your life!”

“No i..”

“Oh come on! I told you to don’t let me alone! Never! But noo Suga needed to run away!”

“I was just scared.. your mother..”

“She died”

“It was my fault…”

“What?”

“IT WAS MY FAULT!”

“No” J-hope said confused.

“It was…”

“How could you cause a cancer?”

“What?”

“My mother died because of a cancer… “

Suga started crying, he left him only because of a misunderstanding and now, when he finally had him back he ruined everything.

“I thought..”

“Do you know I couldn’t even look at the stars anymore? Not even the flowers.. wherever I would look I would see you… “

“I’m sorry” Suga cried.

“I even brought a telescope so I would start studying the stars again but I couldn’t”

“I … didn’t know..” Suga said.

“My father married V’s mother then she left us here… When I found out you were my Suga I thought you would recognize me and talk to me but all you did was to hate me so I started courting you giving you some clues about who I was but you didn’t remembered anything, like wasn’t I your H?”

“My Hope” Suga cried again.

“And even all the things you liked… I remembered them all, I remembered you but you forgo