Rumours
In love with an idol and my boyfriendOnce again, many days had already passed. In that specific time, I was testing everything out to check if Jiho stayed at my side, when anything unfortunate happened. Such as looking like a monster with dark under-eye circles, not combed hair, baggy clothes, bad mood, being too present, being too distant etc. It seemed like nothing worked, Jiho was still as cute to me as he was on the day we met, he defended me whenever somebody was being stupid with me. Too be real, he had to do it often. The past days were extremely hard for us, since rumors kept spreading around. There were rumors which said ‘That Jihyo girl only wants Xero’s money’, or ‘She uses him only to become famous, then she will leave him an look for an even more famous idol’, even ‘I heard that she only came to Korea to f** every Topp Dogg member, she even f** already Hansol and P-Goon.’ Words which left deep scars in my heart, since none of it were true. Luckily, these kinds of rumors didn’t appear yet in the news. At least that was what I thought before having gone to Dongdaemun in a magazine shop with Minhyo.
That was at the time when Topp Dogg had a comeback, in other words, at the time when Topp Dogg was back in the media, and interesting for the public. I discovered plenty of magazines saying ‘TOPP DOGG’S XERO DATING SOMEBODY’, ‘NEW COUPLE: IDOL WITH UNKNOWN’, even though I hadn’t been in a relationship yet with him.
- ‘Don’t you think that this topic is becoming quite annoying’ I asked my unnie.
- Well, these kind of news are nothing special, I see those on a daily basis. However, the new thing is, it’s about a person I know personally!!
- For me this is also something new, SINCE IT’S ABOUT ME! This is making me so angry! I mean, I was never interested in ‘WHO DATES WHOM?’ whenever I saw this sort of news, I only think ‘Good for them, as long as he/she is happy, I don’t care!’
As we were leaving the mall, some random little girls were coming at me.
- ‘Hey! Unnie, aren’t you Xero’s girlfriend?’
- Well, no. I just resemble her. (I said that, so they would leave me alone)
- Are you sure? Because I want to have an autograph from her!
- Why?
- Because we just came from Topp Dogg’s fansign event, and Xero seems to be now much happier, than last time for the ‘Arario’ promotion! It surely is because of unnie.
- Oh, interesting fact. (Damn it, what would have happened, if I had said that it was me?) We have to go now, maybe we will meet us sometime.
- Sorry for disturbing you. I wish you a good day.
It seemed like there are some people who accept us being together. I kept that in mind.
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