New Beginnings
Description
They say you never know what you have until you've lost it, but recently I've seen, the truth is, you knew exactly what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it. And I feel like this describes what's happened to me perfectly. Nichkhun, I never thought he'd walk away from me, I never thought I'd lose him like I did. Though maybe I haven't exactly lost him, but it feels like it.
I feel like I'm stuck, I'm stuck between who I am, who I want to be and who I should be.
Every day is a new beginning, so I'll make my own new beginning and fight like hell to get back Nichkhun.
Foreword
A lot of things can change, even if feelings don’t, I love Nichkhun still, every part of him with everything that I am. It wasn’t enough though. I guess I should have learned that with Jay. Love isn’t always enough to hold two people together. People can still drift apart, circumstances matter a great deal.
It didn’t take long for us to fall apart. It wasn’t much either. Lack of time together was a huge factor, fighting about time not spent together, me being busy, him being busy, conflicting scheduling, being out of the country, and deadlines for projects; it just got to be too much. In the end Nichkhun broke up with me. He told me that I’d still have all the time in the world, but I was using it up fast.
After coming so close to having exactly what I wanted, I lost sight of what I was fighting for, I'd managed to somehow forget that what I was fighting for wasn't to prove anything to my parents or to take over their company, I'd forgotten that I wanted to be happy, I forgot that I fell in love and tricked myself into thinking I'd be okay in the end.
Hey guys, I'm back with a new story, a sequel to Rebelling Heart!
I've missed writing for Nichkhun, so I'm really excited to start posting, I'm thinking I'll do a weekly update, probably on Monday or Tuesday.
Well, once I actually start posting that is. ^^
I hope you guys enjoy this, and I guess you don't necessarily need to read Rebelling Heart, but it would probably help and make more sense.
I'll be using some other characters I've created, Minho, Soojin (from Liberation), and I'm thinking about Maude too~!
A link to the first part: Rebelling Heart
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DokiTokki
Hey guys the poster and background are from Robotic Dreams
They were done by oshqueentaeng~!
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