I was never one to be contented with life. There were always worries creeping up my spine in the dark, as if they were trying to eat me up. I guess you could say I have been through a lot of . Loneliness was always the thing that obstructed the way between Happiness and I. Yes, I capitalized that word as it is a living being. Happiness exists as a person to me, but she's gone. Long gone. I tried forgetting her, but everytime I closed my eyes, my memory forces me to remember. Remember how you killed her, not physically, but emotionally. 

I'm a murderer.

I'm a murderer that can't even keep himself alive.

Author's Note:

Hello my dear subscribers, I have come up with yet another pointless fanfiction. Please bear with my endless incomplete ideas! My mind is very free-spirited, please help me by reading my humble story and giving me feedback on my writing style and skills as I really want to improve and maybe write a book one day. Anyway, this fanfiction will be about Myungsoo as the main character, his past is left unknown till the story develops towards the next chapters, only snippets and small ideas of what happened will be revealed. I hope you enjoy reading this story, maybe share it with your friends, thank you!

p.s: Poster done by me, forgive me if it's not professional, i whipped it up last minute.