Don't Let Go

Split In Half

The moonlight streamed in through the windows, lighting up Jimin's side of the room.

Jimin sighed for the hundredth time, rolling over to lay on his side as he hugged his pillow tightly in hopes of relieving the stress and frustration that was running through him.

The events of the morning has been replaying in his mind all day, and the way his two lovers had bluntly ignored him during class didn't help at all.

He grabbed his phone, turning the screen on and silently hoping that he had received some sort of message from the other two, but unfortunately, nothing. He expertly tapped in the password and unlocked his phone, clicking on the contacts icon and being able to find his lovers' name in less than 2 seconds. 

'Call me when you actually love me.' 

Jungkook's voice rang in his ears as his finger lingered over the screen, his heart breaking into pieces again.

Jimin stared at the screen for a few more minutes, Jungkook's words repeating over and over again in his mind. Why couldn't he do it? He knew that he truly loved Jungkook and V, but why couldn't he bring himself to call or even message the two boys? Was he scared again? 

*Why is this so difficult?* Jimin sulked as he locked his phone and placed it back on his bedside table, moving to find a comfortable position on his bed which right now, was practically impossible for him. 

Jimin closed his eyes as he let out a loud sigh, throwing his pillow across the room angrily. 

"Ow."

Jimin snapped his eyes open, lifting his head and looking towards the direction of the voice. 

Leo locked the door behind him before picking up Jimin's pillow, a somewhat annoyed expression on his face as he walked further into the room.  

"Hyung!" Jimin called out in a shocked voice, frantically sitting up in his bed while giving Leo an apologetic look. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hit you." 

Leo stopped to stand beside Jimin's bed, handing the younger back his pillow while looking at him blankly. "Here."

Jimin bit his lip, looking down at his bed while reaching out and grabbing his pillow back from Leo. He hugged the pillow close to his chest again, resting his chin comfortably on the top of it. 

"Thank you." Jimin quietly mumbled, a small pout forming on his lips.

Leo nodded before walking over to his side of the room, dropping his backpack beside his bed and getting ready for sleep like he usually would.

Jimin watched the older boy, his eyes following the other's moves like a hawk. He could see the blank and calm expression on Leo's face, his body moving swiftly and quietly around the room. He always wondered about what went through the other's mind. Actually, Jimin always admired the older boy for always being so calm and collected. In Jimin's eyes, it seemed like Leo had no problems whatsoever. 

Jimin averted his eyes to look at the white ceiling above him instead, his mind becoming full of nothing but V and Jungkook once again. He pushed his pillow away from him and hugged his blanket instead, wrapping it around him like it were his two lovers arms. Jimin stayed in that position for what felt like forever, his breathing slowly calming but his mind and heart still running wildly. 

"Is something wrong?" 

Jimin slowly turned to look at Leo with an emotionless face. He unconsciously nodded his head before turning back to look at his ceiling, his mind and body exhausted. 

"You know, I'm a pretty good listener." 

Jimin looked back at Leo, seeing a small smile planted on the other's face. Jimin felt his heart soften, assuming that Leo was slightly worrying about him at the moment. 

"Really?" Jimin's voice cracked as he whispered, his eyes moving to look down at his bed. 

Leo nodded as he moved to sit on his bed, leaning back on his headboard with his hands behind his back. "If you have a friend like Hakyeon, you have to be a professional when it comes to listening." 

Jimin let out a light chuckle from the older's comment, his mood slightly going up. Leo slightly smiled from the reaction he got from Jimin.

"It's okay if it's a long story. I have all night." Leo stated, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath. "Besides, I think it's about time I get close to my roommate." 

Jimin's eyes lightened up, a small smile on his lips as he looked at Leo. He couldn't help but feel happy with the way Leo was acting towards him right now. From all the negative things that have happened earlier in the day, he was thankful that the person who he knew to be as his quiet roommate, was now trying to help him; and not to mention, he also noticed that Jimin had a problem -which is actually surprising especially with how distant Leo usually was-. 

"Okay hyung." Jimin said as he sat up and placed his pillow against his headboard, leaning back onto it. "But don't blame me if it's too long." 

Leo nodded, opening his eyes and looking at the younger boy. "I won't."

With that, Jimin began to explain his unfortunate day to Leo, his voice breaking once in awhile from all the pain that kept entering his heart. He started from the computer room all the way to the classroom fight between him and his lovers, making sure not to leave even a piece of information out. 

When Jimin finished, Leo was looking at him with both a surprised and sympathetic look. "Are you okay?" Leo asked in a soft tone.

Jimin sighed, looking down at his hands as he replied with a shake of his head.

Leo let out a quiet sigh as he looked away from Jimin. "I can't exactly put myself in your shoes, but I can give you a little advice that may help." 

Jimin looked at Leo, his eyes hopeful. "It's okay hyung. I need all the help I could get right now." 

Leo nodded as he suddenly got up, slightly surprising Jimin as he began walking towards the younger one. Leo smiled as he jumped onto Jimin's bed, crawling to sit beside Jimin as he leaned himself against the wall. 

Jimin looked at him weirdly. "Hyung?..." Jimin hesitantly called.

Leo lightly chuckled. "I just think it'll be a lot more comfortable like this rather than talking to each other from different sides of the room." 

Jimin slowly nodded in understanding, looking away from the other. "Okay." Jimin simply replied.

Leo looked at Jimin sadly before taking a deep breath, resting his elbows on his knees as he leaned closer to Jimin.

"Jimin, I know that it really hurts right now, but it won't last forever." 

Jimin looked up at Leo confusedly, not fully understanding what the other was trying to say.

Leo gave Jimin a small smile. "But to make sure that your heartache doesn't last forever, you have to do something about it. Don't mope around like you are right now. I know it's hard and you're confused, but trust me when I say that you know exactly what to do." 

Jimin's confused expression deepened as he let Leo's words process in his mind. He slightly understood what the other was saying, but what did Leo mean when he said that Jimin knows what to do? Jimin has been sitting on his bed ever since he came back to his dorm after school thinking and thinking, but he was as lost as ever.

"I actually had a crush on someone before. A one-sided love."

Jimin's expression changed to interest, his eyes glued to Leo as the other looked away from him.

Leo's mind filled with memories as he told his story to Jimin, his eyes soft and loving. 

"She was always on my mind. She was... perfect. When she talked, moved, everything about her was just right. I did everything to get her attention, to know and get close to her. Actually, it didn't really end well. After we became really close friends, I found out that she was also in love with another person and they had already become a couple when I was about to confess to her." 

Jimin's eyes saddened as he looked at Leo, his heart breaking for the elder. 

"I felt so lost too. After that, I just started becoming quiet and blank. I didn't pay attention to anything else and it felt like my whole life just fell apart." 

"That was until I moved here and met Hakyeon. He brought meaning back into my life. He always annoyed me and dragged me everywhere with him that he got on my nerves. One day, I blew up on him and told him to disappear, telling him that I didn't need him. I literally broke his heart without knowing Jimin."

Jimin pursed his lips together, feeling sorry for both Leo and N. He was angry at Leo for even thinking of treating the sweet and caring N that way, but from Leo's personality, his action wasn't that surprising.

"He began to ignore me after that and acted like I didn't even exist in the world. Honestly, I was somewhat happy for a few days since it was peaceful and quiet but after a while, I began to miss him. I missed his presence, his laugh, his voice, his smile, his weirdness, everything about him. I regret letting him walk out of my life and only realized then that I couldn't let go of a person like that. That's when I knew, I was in love." 

Jimin's eyes slightly widened. *Leo hyung... and N hyung?* 

Leo chuckled. "That's right. That extremely hyper and abusive boy is actually my boyfriend. A few people around the school know of course, but me and Hakyeon try to keep it in the down low." 

Jimin looked at Leo dreamily. "That's so cute hyung..." Jimin said with a sweet and somewhat teasing tone.

Leo smiled in return before returning to his serious expression. "What I'm trying to tell you is, don't let go of the love you know you have for the two boys. Don't make the same mistake as me Jimin. I know that you really love Jungkook and V. I can see and feel it." 

"I don't want you to feel like your world has fallen apart. If Jungkook wants you to call him when you actually love him, do it. Don't be scared and fight for them. I know you can do it Jimin." 

Jimin looked at the older boy, his words sinking deep into Jimin's mind and heart. Leo was right. What was Jimin waiting for? He loved the two boys and he needed to prove that to them. He may not have told Jungkook and V to disappear, but that's what the two boys were doing right now; and he wasn't going to let them. Now that he thinks about it, Jimin really does know what to do. 

"Thank you Leo hyung." Jimin smiled, aggressively pulling the other boy into a hug. "Thank you so much."

Leo chuckled and lightly patted Jimin's back. "You're welcome." 

Jimin pulled away before jumping out of his bed, running to his desk and grabbing his jacket off his chair. 

Leo raised his eyebrow at Jimin. "Where are you going?" 

"To plan the best confession for Jungkook and V." Jimin smiled as he swiftly wore his jacket, grabbing his keys and snapback before heading towards the door. 

"Jimin." Leo called out, causing for Jimin to stop in his tracks and turn around to face the elder. 

"You do know that it's 1:30 am already right?" Leo said in a matter-of-fact tone as he jabbed his finger towards the alarm clock resting on his bedside table. 

Jimin shrugged and gave the other boy an innocent look. "I don't get what you're trying to say hyung." 

Leo shook his head and lightly chuckled, understanding what the other meant as he waved a hand at Jimin. "Whatever cupid. Make sure you get your boys back."

Jimin nodded and turned back to the door, opening it and glancing over his shoulder at Leo one last time. 

"N hyung and Leo hyung will be together forever!" Jimin happily exclaimed to Leo, his eye smile cutely forming on his face. 

Jimin stepped out of the room and began to close the door, his eyes glued to a smiling Leo before the door became his sight. 

Jimin pulled his jacket down as he slipped his keys into his pockets, taking a deep breath as he began to speed walk down the hallway. Jimin isn't really supposed to be out right now since it was against the school rules to be out of your dorm after 12:00 am, but he could care less about that. Jungkook and V ran through Jimin's mind as he walked around the dorm rooms as quietly as possible, only one destination in his mind. 

He walked around the dorm building for almost 10 minutes before finding himself at his destination. 

Jimin looked at the door determinedly before lifting his fist up to knock on the door. He knocked loudly and anxiously, not worrying about waking other people up around the dorm. All he cared about was the boy who was probably sleeping peacefully inside the room. 

The door swung open, Jimin coming face to face with an angered and annoyed boy.

"Kikwang hyung!" Jimin happily called, a wide smile on his face despite the murderous glare his cousin was giving him.

"What the Jimin? Do you ing know what time it is? It's 1:42 ing am!" Kikwang angrily stated as he gripped the handle on the door.  

Jimin nervously chuckled as he rubbed the back of his neck. "Sorry hyung... I just really need your help right now." 

"At 1:42 ing am?!" Kikwang looked at Jimin in disbelief. "Are you ing high?" 

"Hyung... Stop swearing..." Jimin whined as he looked down at the ground, slightly frightened by how his cousin was acting.

"I will not stop swearing Park Jimin! It's ing late! Who the wakes people up this late?!" Kikwang continued to scold the younger boy vulgarly, not caring about anything other than the fact that his sleep was disturbed. 

Jimin slightly flinched at his cousin's tone. "I'm really sorry hyung. I just need help with a love confession and you're the only one I know that could help." Jimin spoke in a soft tone, hoping to calm down Kikwang even just a little bit. 

Kikwang continued to glare at Jimin as he let out a sigh, removing his death grip on the doorknob and moving to lean on the doorway instead with his arms crossed over his chest. "I'm not letting you in nor am I helping you until I agree that whatever you woke me up for is worth it." 

Jimin straightened up, his arms resting by his side as he looked at his cousin seriously. "Jungkook and V are angry with me and they think that I don't really love them but only the attention they give me. That's not true and I want to prove to them just how much I truly love them. I was being a huge earlier and moping around on my bed, not knowing what to do. Leo hyung talked to me and knocked some sense into me, telling me that I need to fight for Jungkook and V's love. I need your help to prove my love for them hyung. I want to plan the best confession ever for them." 

Kikwang stayed quiet for a few seconds before pushing himself off the doorway and stepping back inside his room, a blank expression on his face as he began to close the door. 

Jimin acted quickly and jumped forward, blocking the door from closing with his foot.

"Hyung!" He called out desperately. "I really need your help." 

Kikwang groaned as he swung the door open again. "That is the worse ing reason to wake me up Jimin. You messed up, you fix it." 

Jimin gawked at the older boy. "Hyung!" 

Kikwang shrugged as he looked at Jimin. "Since you want to prove your love, you think of a confession. It's only sweeter that way since you thought of everything." 

Jimin sighed in frustration. "That's what I'm going to do! I just need your help to get everything set up and ready."

Kikwang raised an eyebrow at Jimin. "Then why did you have to ing wake me up this late? Couldn't you wait till morning?" 

Jimin shook his head, a serious and determined look on his face. "No way. I want to get it ready now."

" Jimin!" Kikwang yelled out without realizing. His eyes widened as he quickly closed his mouth, looking down both ends of the hallway before turning his attention back to Jimin. The angered look formed on his face once again. "I'm ing tired!" Kikwang harshly whispered. 

Jimin looked at Kikwang with puppy dog eyes before bringing his hands together and lifting them up over his face as if he was praying. "Please hyung. I really want your help on this. If you help me, I won't mess up and everything will be perfect for sure. I'll think of everything! I promise! I just really need your help so that everything will be perfect." 

Kikwang pursed his lips as he tried to resist the cute expression his cousin was giving him at the moment. He was always weak when it came to his cousin and he knew he couldn't resist the cute look on Jimin's face. Kikwang tried looking away but Jimin would easily succeed in gaining his attention again.

Kikwang glanced at Jimin's puppy dog eyes one last time before sighing, swinging his door wide open. "Fine you little . I'll help you." 

Jimin squealed and wrapped his arms around his cousin's neck excitedly as he pulled the other into a tight bear hug. "Thank you hyung! I love you!" Jimin stated before planting a huge, wet kiss on his cousin's cheek.

"That's enough!" Kikwang violently pushed Jimin's face away, quickly fixing his clothes and hair after. "I love you too but don't think that I'm still not ing mad at you for ruining my sleep." He glared deeply at Jimin.

Jimin laughed as he nodded, a huge smile on his face. "I know hyung. You're the best."

Kikwang rolled his eyes as he nodded for Jimin to get in. 

Jimin kept the smile on his face as he excitedly walked into Kikwang's dorm, running to the other's bed and jumping on it. 

"Hi Jimin." Kikwang's roommate and lover, Yoseob, tiredly but happily greeted him from the other side of the room. 

Jimin smiled and waved. "Hi Yoseob hyung! I'm sorry for intruding, but it's urgent." 

"It's all good." Yoseob smiled and turned to look at Kikwang, watching as the boy walked grudgingly towards his cousin. 

Jimin pouted. "Hurry hyung! I want to tell you all my plans!" Jimin excitedly stated before patting the space beside him. 

Kikwang groaned as he dropped down on his bed, a tired expression on his face.

Yoseob chuckled. "Don't be a douche and help him Kikwang." 

"I know. I know." Kikwang waved a hand at his boyfriend annoyingly. "I'll help him even though I want to ing kill him for waking me up." Kikwang glared at Jimin for what seemed like the hundredth time.

Jimin gulped as he moved and looked away from his cousin, an innocent look on his face.

Yoseob smiled and looked at Jimin. "Make sure you plan a better confession than Kikwang. He confessed to me by just telling me straight up. Nothing really special." Yoseob glared at his boyfriend before turning to look at Jimin with a sweet and warm smile again. "But I'm sure Jungkook and V would love anything." 

"Hey!" Kikwang yelled out in protest. "I confessed in the best way ever!" 

Yoseob ignored him as he dropped his head on his pillow, closing his eyes to go back to dream land. "Good night boys."

Kikwang angrily pouted as he sulked, crossing his arms over his chest. "Not fair." He whined, his tone like a little boy's.

Jimin chuckled as he patted his cousin's back, trying to cheer the other one up. "It's okay hyung. You could always confess again." Jimin stated in a teasing tone.

Kikwang growled at him. "Shut up you little ."

Jimin chuckled in reply, lightly nudging the elder on the side. 

Kikwang annoyingly sighed as he moved to a more comfortable position. "Alright. Let's get the best confession ever ready before I ing faint from tiredness." 

Jimin laughed and nodded happily. He felt nothing but excitement at the thought of confessing his love to Jungkook and V, noticing that he had actually not properly confessed to them yet, and now was his chance.  

A smirk formed on Jimin's face. "Let's go." 

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sanutella
#1
i love vmi n
powpau
#2
Chapter 29: This is almost everything I would have ever hoped for a vminkook story!! I'm so glad to have found this♥♥♥♥ Thank you for writing this story~!!!!
MIYUKI_wow #3
SAME. IM NEVER COMFORTABLE READING/WRITING BOYXGIRL STORIES
Jeoffie #4
Chapter 29: I HAVE ALWAYS HATED VKOOK STORY'S BECAUSE JIKOOK WAS MY NUMBER 1 SHIPP....BUT DAMN THIS STORY IS ONE OF THE BEST STORIES I HAVE EVER READ....ITS SO CUTE AND FLuffly!!!
lucinda818
#5
Chapter 29: OH MY SAJKHQHWUWHISU- (dies cause of this story!)
shinirah95
#6
Chapter 29: The most amazing,sweet,fluffy story that i have read!!! I really love VMIN,Jikook,vkook in this story!!^^ VMinKook forever ❤❤❤!!! I hope there is another Vminkook story^^ actually i love the early chapter with soo much fluffy
heavenairisu #7
Chapter 14: I am not into vkook that much but rn I just want them to end up together with jimin
Hell_its_me
#8
Omg omg omg hiiii Author-nim.
Can you please give me a favor? I have read this wonderful fanfic of yours like a year ago and now when I read it again, my love for it is even more increasing. But when you and your fic like... suddenly disappeared? My heart felt like freezing ToT However, it's opening again yayyy and I can't take it anymore, I really want to translate your fic into my language - Vietnamese, not only to let more friends in Vietnam know about this fic but also my pleasure! XD
I promise I will credit carefully and translate it with love <3 Please accept me~~~ Oh and here is the link to my site: https://hell241004.wordpress.com/
Thank you. <3
Choi_Aya05 #9
Chapter 23: Author-nim, shouldn't Jimin notice a time lapse when he woke up from his accident? LOL. Just asking.
Chrisgoose99
#10
Chapter 4: Seeing BTS like this to each other is so sad, but it makes the story so good. One of the best BTS fics I've read so far.