You were already at home looking through your calendar, you already listed down the school's events L.Joe told you about, *I have loads of time to take pictures the next test is a months away* You thought. Just then you heard the door opened.

You looked back to see L.Joe coming in, "I'm home" He said. You nodded and looked back at the calendar. L.joe went to you and looked at the calendar, "Getting ready for the show next week?" he asked. You nodded, then you got up, "Did you enjoy your talk with Minzy unnie?" You asked

L.Joe looked at you surprised, "How-"

"I overheard you two talking" You said, "So are you really going to accept their offer?" You asked. L.Joe made a face, "I have no interests in joining other gangs, I rather have Teen Top" L.Joe said

"Oh" You said, you were about to walk away when L.Joe grabbed your hand, you looked at him with a 'what' look. L.joe took a deep breath, "Can you asnwer me one question?" he asked

"What?" 

"Do you have feeling for me?" L.Joe asked. You were surprised but hid it with your poker face.

"Do you?" L.joe asked. You were silent. "Cause I really need to know, if you answer me this, I won't ask you about your plans after high school again"  L.Joe said

You deflated, "Oppa~"

"Yes or No?" L.Joe asked, "Do you love me?" he asked again.

"Oppa, I can't tell you why I can't go to college" You paused and took a deep breath. "Just answer me now" L.Joe said

"Sorry oppa, but I can't love you either" You said, 

L.Joe froze, *What is that supposed to mean?* then he looked at you, you were so mysterious about your personal life, then he realized what you meant by that, "Why? Are you scared to love me?"

You shook your head, "I'm scared" You paused, "I'm scared that I will break your heart in the future, I want to love you but I can't" You said and then you went away. L.Joe thought about it, *What is that supposed to mean?* 

You went to your room and clutched on your chest, *Why does this have to happen to me? Why!?* You thought and cried in the corner