Smile When It Hurts Most

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Smile When It Hurts Most

 

We shall never know the good a simple smile can do

 

She's a person of few words. It's hard for her to admit that she loves her, so she does her best at staying quiet. She just enjoys every moment she gets to spend with her. Because each one of those moments is a gift. With her smile she saved her. She saved her from herself.She saved her love and for that she will be ever grateful. She just wishes she could be more...more to her.

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I'm a person of few words, I believe that what has to be said is said and that there is no need for pointless conversations and chit chatting. You see I believe that to live is rare in this world I think most people just exist and that is all. By saying this I don't mean I'm one of the living, but I'm sure she is.
Hwang Mi Young or Tiffany, she's so bright and just the sight of her can make my day. You see I'm not a person that is easy to deal with. Let's just say that when it comes to relationships and bonding, I have a serious disadvantage in the field.
I'm a Lone wolf you see, when I came to this world I think, they didn't made me for relationships. Also I don't think much of people they're always so annoying and pointless with all their picky opinions and sayings.
Not that those actually matter to me, really what people say...I just don't care what they do. Everyone says I have a bad temperament but it's actually not like that, I get misunderstood...
People tell me I shouldn't be living as I do but I don't care what they tell me to do. The only thing that hurts me is having to face the disappointed looks on the face of my mother and sister, I hope one day I can make it up to them.
I don't have friends as you can guess, well that's actually not so true there's this girl she is my friend. Kwon Yuri. Well I guess she's my friend because she only get's my supposed "Bad Temper" as cute, really that girl is quite something else.
She's deeply in love for Tiffany's bestfriend Jessica. It hurts me to see that the girl doesn't really see Yuri likes her, she's always treating her badly. Well that girl, Jessica Jung is not quite healthy on the head, I mean who treats someone bad then sends them three A4 sheets of a letter of apology.
And then the next day when Yuri asked her she just denied everything. I mean "Uh-Uh" are you crazy or what? Not that I have the right to talk about her though.

Today is raining, people in their umbrellas are running about, others protect themselves with a newspaper or anything they have in their hands and others go about in their cars protected from the rain. I can't hope but laugh at them...
What they are doing is escaping the rainy days. You can get just about anywhere you need to go on foot.
Even if it's raining, I'll go out for a stroll. I just love that.
It's on these rainy days that I think of my attitudes though. Seems like they all come to get me at these sad and grayish days.
You see the longer I live the more I realize the importance of attitude, it's more important than money, education ,circumstances ,failures , sucesses, appeareance.
For me attitude is even more important than what others say or do.
10% of what happens around me is life the other 90% it's how I react to it and believe me my reactions aren't nice.
And of course it's all my fault cause I failed at making my attitudes better, more than anything our attitudes is something we are in charge of.

What? You want to know my name?

Sure I'll tell you.

-"Choi Sooyoung"

 

 

Hey guys, this was the second fic I wrote. I'm putting it here on AFF with minor editing. It wasn't a great story but I hope you guys enjoy.

Sincerely 

Trane658 

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cool-angel
#1
Chapter 8: Amazing I really don't know what to say .. Your just amazing..
Every word you write tech my heart and gives my lesson to how to live my life because I kinda like sooyoung lonely person and don't care about anything or anyone but I think I sould start thinking and careing about people around me more .. Anyway thank you so much for this amazing story ~~
Va_asianloverz
#2
Chapter 8: nice story
please write more
SooShieFany #3
Chapter 8: Waaahhh.. Such a great story.. Your too good author.. Hope a sequel or right another soofany fic.. Thank you author for this great story.
TatsuyaFuji
#4
Chapter 8: waw good story and deep words. I love this story author!<3 i'm your no.1 fans..marked it haha
SMYoung
#5
Deep meaning. Welcome to AFF btw! :)
SMYoung
#6
Chapter 8: Aw, sweet. :) Sooyoung conquered her fear.
SuichiAkai #7
this is really great story. I wonder what will happened between soo and fany. Please continue this story author!^^
Brucinha-kpop #8
I like this idea, update soon, neh? ^^.