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Next Chapter(011814)January 17, 2014
Friday. It's halfday again. We finished classes early. Every friday it takes an hour for us to think which house should we go this time. We still don't want to go home because it's too early. After a long conversation its finally decided. Were all going to my house again. I don't understand why they really want to come at my place. It's too far from school you have to take bus. But you can ride a jeepney if you want and you need enough money for the transportation. Maybe it's because of the realxing view and the fresh air. We dont have neighbours so it's so quiet all you can see is a rice field surrounded our house.
I told my grandma that were on our way now. Kai is coming too and this is his second time coming over my house. I wish he would come here alone next time when we have our sweet moment together. But I guess that day will never come. We still don't talk to each other. I don't know what's between us right now. I dont wanna assume anymore. Right now I just have to be contended for what we have. Just seeing him everyday, seeing his smile, hearing his voice and a quick glance is enough for me. I wonder when I can finally call him mine. I wonder when I can finally interlace his huge hands into mine, cling on his arms, rest my head on his shoulders and when can I finally talk to him properly.
We arrived at my house and lunch is already set on the table. We all ate laughing together because Suho keeps on telling funny stuffs. I know he's just doing it for me and Kai to be comfortable for each other and not feel awkward everytime. Im so lucky to have him as a classmate, friend, older brother and sometimes he acts like a dad to me and Minhee. After eating we went outside and pick mangoes at our backyard. We watch movies while eating mangoes afterwards. Kai and I talked a bit. It's funny how everyone knows that we love each other and yet we don't show it. We can't even look at each others eyes. They said were so cute together and they like it how we act whenever each other were around.
It's about time they need to go home before their parents scold on them because its getting late already. Grandma invited them to comeback on Sunday. Were celebrating a feast of a saint. Everyone on this town will celebrate it to show their faith for that saint. I wonder if he'll come as he promised Grandma. I just want to spend time with him. Maybe on sunday we'll get more comfortable. I need to use each oppurtunity to get close with him. I know he's the boy who should do all that but I can't help it he's not making any move so I have to. I want this. I want him. I'll do everything for him because I love him. I love Kai. I know I said this a lot of times already. Can't help it.
January 18, 2014
I woke up with a smile on my face. Remembering our text conversation last night. I checked my phone not seeing any text from him. I knew it he's still sleeping. Its freaking 6 o'clock in the morning why would he wake up that early knowing that it's saturday today. I'd sleep that long too but not today I have to help Grandma prepare for tomorrow. I went out of my room and check my sisters room. I only saw my sister still deeply sleeping. Grandma is not there anymore she went to the market already to buy the things that we'll need for tomorrows occasion. I texted him a goodmorning text so he'll read my text once he woke up.
Goodmorning Aye :) Take care. Gobless mwa :*
(received 9:35am)
I didn't reply to him. It's not that Im too busy knowing that Im only cutting vegetables but it's that sometimes I want him to miss me. I don't want to be so obvious that Im always excited whenever he texted me. I know you guys do that too. Unfortunately, by doing that I think im the one who misses him first. I just dont say it.
Good Evening! =))
(sent 7:32pm)
GoodEvening too :) So you're busy all day huh?
(received 7:34pm)
Ne :) I helped grandma.
(sent 7:37pm)
So what did you cook? I miss you Aye. :* You didn't even text me.
(received 7:40pm)
A lot. Kekkeke ;)) I know mianhe. Me too.
(sent 7:42pm)
We talked about alot of things. We sure do miss each other that much. It's just a day that we didn't text each other and we act this way already. How cute. Not realizing its late. It's my bedtime already but I don't feel sleepy at all. So we keep on exchanging sweet messages. Until a text message suddenly made my heart beats like a drum. Thousands..No billions of butterflies swarming in my tummy. I hate this moments. I dont know what to do. I dont know what to reply to him.
Aye, do you love me?
(received 9:33pm)
What's with your question?! Kekkeke. :D
(sent 9:35pm)
I didn't answer his serious question.
What? Haha. I just wanna know :)
(received 9:37pm)
Well I was shocked, Okay? Keke. You really surprised me alot. :)
(sent 9:39pm)
Really? Then I should've slow it down :) So you won't get shocked.
(received 9:42pm)
Yeah you should've. Kekkkeke :P
(sent 9:43pm)
Aye?
(received 9:44pm)
Yes?
(sent 9:45pm)
I have something to tell you.
(received 9:47pm)
Honestly. Whenever someone tells me this it makes me nervous specially when Kai says it.
What is it?
(sent 9:48pm)
I dont really know if you'll get disappointed or happy about this.
(received 9:49pm)
Alright what is he on about now? We were just talking sweet earlier but what is this now? Is he going to tell me ti stop loving him because it annoys him or maybe he has a girlfriend again. Or maybe because he doesn't really likes me. I trully dont understand him right now. It makes me nervous. I dont want to reply anymore knowing that in a single reply from him will make my whole worlds crash again.
Why? What is it..
(sent 9:51pm)
This time Im texting him with poker face and with so much nervous in my body. Physically and Emotionally.
Well I dont know if you're already contended that were friends.
(received 9:53pm)
Why? Well let me ask you this time. Are you okay about us being just friends?
(sent 9:55pm)
No. What bout you?
(received 9:57pm)
Me too. :)
(sent 10:00pm)
Really? That's good to know. :) But that's not really what I want to tell you.
(received 10:02pm)
Here we go again. I thought that was he's going to tell me.
Huh? Then what is it?
(sent 10:06pm)
I want to go out with you. I want us Aye :* I want us to be together.
(received 10:10pm)
OMO! Reading that text message makes me roll on my bed until I got dizzy. I scream on my pillow so I wont wake Grandma up. My sister and her were sleeping in my room tonight. My sister is still awake so I ask her to go out the room with me. So I can feel this moment.
Aish! Kekke.
(sent 10:12pm)
I didn't respond properly to what he just texted me. I replied him with a plain text. But he could just see my facial expression right now. He'll get excited too.
Now answer my question. Do you love me?
(received 10:15pm)
I was going to ask you the same question though. Then I'll answer it. :)
(sent 10:17pm)
Yes Aye. I love you eversince. I loved you long time Aye.
(received 10:19pm)
Kyaaaaaaa! Me and my sister run out the house and went to backyard and scream while jumping. I love this moments. My sister is having a different moment right now knowing that her and Kai's brother is talking on the phone. They get along well and I think my sister has a crush on him.
Me too Kai :*
(sent 10:21pm)
Yaay! I thought im the only one feeling this.
(received 10:22pm)
You love me. I love you. So it means?
(sent 10:26pm)
It's your decision Aye :)
(received 10:28pm)
I want to say yes. In fact I will say yes to him. I already typed YES and ready to send but I just cant press the button yet. Knowing that once I send it. Me and him will go out. But what about Hyori. What about our friendship. I keep on thinking of consequences. There's a lot. I shouldn't think abour her right now. I shouldn't think about them. I should think about me. About us. This is my dream right? I've been waiting for this moment to come. I have been loving him for a long time now. I just want to be happy right now.
Yes baby! :*
(sent 10:29pm)
So it means baby?
(received 10:30pm)
Yes baby! Haha :*
(sent 10:32pm)
Officially?
(received 10:33pm)
I wont say it again :**
(sent 10:34pm)
Yeeees! Baby were officially going out. Thankyouuuu.
(received 10:35pm)
You're officially mine now baby.
(sent 10:37pm)
Yes baby! You're my girlfriend now. Kkekke :* Iloveyouuuu!
(received 10:40pm)
01-18-14
This day is so special for the both of us because after all those hard times weve been through, those trials, challenges or whatever you call it. We didn't stop loving each other even if were not together. We didn't give up on each other. Well he nearly did. But nevermind that, were borh happy now. Were a couple now. We'll ready to face all those challenges waiting for us.
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