[march 7th 2013] 

The ride to the beach was a peaceful one. Listening to Jangmi's soft humming of the old tunes playing on the radio. Ah~ It was a song by Eric Clapton i believe.. I remember her asking me to open up the roof of the car. "Why?" I couldn't help but ask her. You see, she was blind. "I want to feel the world." So i did as she requested. She then stuck her head out, spreading her arms in the air and felt the warm breeze rush through her caramel locks. 

This was one of the reasons why i liked her. Always positive. Never complained about her condition. She was a strong girl. 

written and thrown into the sea on january 15th 2014

[march 8th 2013]

Waiting. Sitting on the cold plastic chairs. She was in a coma

Crying. That day, all i remembered was crying.

Regret. This feeling never left. 

Until this day, the sound of her screams and the feeling of her clinging onto me for dear life still haunts me. 

I never drove a car ever since. 

written on january 23rd 2014, soaked in tears