March 2012;Chloe   "They took pictures of us together." He said.    I couldn't think and could taste the bitter taste in my tongue. Maybe it was the coffee this morning or maybe it's the bitter feeling in my chest.    I hanged up without a second thought, I didn't want him to hear my regret. The hollow hole in my chest is back again, the last time I felt it was when Jimmy left for Korea. Gazing blankly at the floor, I tried to picture myself standing side by side with Minwoo oppa. The picture blurs slightly at the side, like I'm grasping a broken string.    "What if I made the wrong choice?" I whispered hoarsely. Everything's quiet now, but I'm screaming in my head.    My phone rang again, this time it felt like a ticking bomb. I need to think, I thought. Taking my car keys and baby in tow I went out.                                   ••••   "Jeremie." It was so dark outside that I had to squint to see my hands.    "Chloe?! Where are you??" He was anxious for a good reason, I was driving aimlessly for more than 6 hours.    "I don't know." I tried to muster a calm voice.    "What do you mean you don't know? Where's your car?! You went out?" He was shouting in my ears now.    He heaved in a deep sigh when I didn't reply, "try to describe your surroundings".   "I-I went pass the museum a few minutes ago.. I can't see clearly right now.. There's lots of trees?"    "You are gonna be the death of me Chloe. Stay right there. I'm coming."    "You saw it?" Jeremie asked moments later after he got into my car, I was laughing d