February 2012;Minwoo   "Minwoo ah."    "Our title song is done." Eric called me.    "Kay. I'll be in the studio tomorrow."    "10am." With that he hanged up.    Jeremie must have finished with the last touches, I smiled.    I grinned again, recalling the time at the beach. It seems almost unreal when I held her hand, she was unbearably tidy like what her brothers said.    "Are we going in there?" She said when I pulled her towards the water, her pout was done so perfectly; I wonder if she practiced in front of the mirror everyday.    I remembered her panting after we had our little race, coming out of her was shallow breaths and I held her hands to keep her steady afterwards. Yet I wasn't steady at all, I was thinking of all the things I could do to her lips.    I broke all the rules that night when I sent her home. I pulled her into me, and kissed her. I kept the kiss short, because I don't wanna startled her.    "I'm in love." I repeated that several times in my head. I should make her mine, there's no going back, I decided, after wrestling all night—between what was right and what I wanted.                                       ••••   "Ya hyesung ah. Faster." We are all in the lift waiting for him.    "It's already 10am!" Eric shouted.    We are all walking into the studio a while later, I froze when I walked in. Chloe was already there, with Jeremie and another guy. They are laughing about something I wouldn't know, my hands were balled into fists before I knew it.    He was a new recording director we hired, ji won, I knew his name afterwards.    "You're my luv luv luv luv luv luv venus"  Junjin was singing Venus after we left the studio. Our title song Venus was great but I was too distracted by my vexed feelings.   "Hyung where are you going?" Andy looked at me when I got up.    "I'm going back. I'll see you guys another day to discuss our new song." Too annoyed for anything else, I left.    I drove around in