“Krystal, is everything alright?” She heard Luna call her. They were on the van, going to some stupid variety show that she didn't cared at all but was forced to go. “You look...worried.” Luna was concerned about the younger girl. For her, everyone had to be all smiles and happy. She hated seeing people sad. But as always, Krystal just gave a small smile and told the older girl everything was alright and that she didn't had to worry. In reality nothing was wrong, she was really well, but her mind was miles away.

No matter how much she tried, she couldn't stop thinking about Myungsoo. She knew she shouldn't, and she knew that if she kept thinking about him, it wouldn't end up well. She had to stop now, before it was too late. “Unnie!”

She called, turning her head to Victoria. The older of them looked at her and smiled to Krystal and waited for the singer to keep going with her question. “Why do some guys fight with girls?” Victoria didn't understood the question, and that was visible. She continued looking to Krystal and the younger continued to speak. “I mean, why does everything seems to be nice in a moment and on the other they are fighting, almost killing each other?”

“Oh...Well, sometimes people do really hate each other. Maybe it's because of something the person said or did.” Victoria made a pause and continued looking to Krystal who was waiting for an answer. “But sometimes people just don't know how to express themselves, and that's why they fight. Deep down they can be friends or even more.

But sometimes people want to hide those feelings, so they chose to fight.” Krystal just nodded, listening very carefully to those words. She didn't knew if they fitted her or her relation with Myungsoo. But then again, she didn't had a relationship with him did she? They just talked twice! Nothing more. And the last time didn't ended up very well.

And how could someone say the last night ended well? Myungsoo had a freaking...Krystal didn't even wanted to talk about it! How could he let that happen? It was his fault, not hers. “But why are you asking?” Victoria asked a little curious. “Oh nothing. My sister asked the same and I didn't know how to answer!” it was a lie and the leader could see it, but she didn't said anything else. She just smiled and nodded. If Krystal didn't wanted to talk about it, she wouldn't pressure her. Victoria was sure the younger one would come to her if she needed, like she always did. They were family weren't they? That was what families were for. To help when they most needed.

For some reason Krystal looked to her cellphone but then rolled her eyes. It was like she was expecting something to pop on the screen. “Idiot...” She cursed under the breath at the same time she felt the van stop. She was so not in the mood to record the stupid thing.

But she had no choice at all did she? It was her job, and no matter how many times she said no, she had to do it. The good thing was that in two days she would have her day off and she would be able to do whatever what she wanted without needing to tell everyone what she was about to do. “Sulli is so lucky for escaping this...I've to become a MC too.”

She murmured, not even noticing the people around her. They were there just to tell the girls where the recording was going to be. And since they had done their make up and hair before, they didn't needed to do it now. Krystal had no idea what kind of show this was, but she honestly didn't cared.

They were finally on the set and Krystal couldn't help but wonder why there were so many women in the audience. Amber wasn't there, she was on a radio broadcast, so Krystal had no idea why there were so many women, and why they were so excited. “I think we have male guests.”

Luna said noticing the look on the younger girl's face. Krystal just nodded and continued looking around. The set looked like the one from 'Strong Heart' but she knew she wasn't doing that. If she was, the Super Junior members would have told her days before and prepare her for a good time and probably ask her help for a small sketch or something.

Not bothering herself with it, she started reading the questions the MC's would ask her on the show and she couldn't say she was surprised. It were those normal questions, 'how do you feel about being an idol' or 'who's your ideal type? Do you want to date?'. Well, of course she wanted to date! She was a teenage girl for god's sake! She wanted to have a boyfriend, she wanted to go freely on dates and she didn't want to bother herself with what people thought about her relationship with her boyfriend. It was normal she thought that way, wasn't it?

“I heard we're going to be on a show with female guests!” Dongwoo said with a smirk on his face, as they walked to the studio but the other members just rolled their eyes. The singer just thought about those things! All he could think of were those things and nothing else. Sometimes it was fun, but the other times, it was a little tiring but either of them said a single word.

They had bigger things to worry about than their member going crazy about girl groups. Myungsoo had better things than to worry than those things. He just couldn't stop thinking about the things that happened those two nights.

In one he and Krystal look like they are about to kiss, one of those kisses you only see in dramas, and on the other, they insult each other and he spends the most humiliating moment of his entire life. What was suppose to happen after that disastrous night? Find Krystal and say 'Hi! I'm just going to ignore the night I got a hard-on because the friction you caused between my legs. So, want to go have lunch?' He couldn't say a thing like that! And just thinking about how she would react, he could feel his cheek hurt. She was strong, and he had no idea she could be so strong.

“No way! Our guests are f(x)!” Dongwoo whispered as he seat in front of the other three girls. Myungsoo didn't even realized who they were, until the other member spoke. He looked to the girls and his eyes went right to Krystal who was looking straight to him. He couldn't believe his luck...or his bad luck, depending on the point of view.

They were just looking, but not saying a thing. Nothing at all. “Victoria-noona looks so beautiful!” Dongwoo sounded like a stupid fanboy, but Myungsoo didn't cared, and didn't even payed attention to anything that he was hearing. He just stood there looking to him and said nothing.

He didn't even read the questions. He wanted to smile, he wanted to apologize, but he just couldn't. Not because he couldn't speak about those things in front of the others, but because he had no idea where to start. So all he could do right now was stare. “Krystal looks weird don't you think?” Again, he ignored those words and didn't said a thing at first. “No, she seems...normal.” Normal wasn't the word he wanted to describe how Krystal looked in that exact moment, but even he didn't know what could he say. He just stood there looking...and nothing else.

After the introductions and after some questions and laughter, the MC looked to the f(x) girls and started doing the 'personal' questions they loved all so much. Naturally they asked Victoria if she was really dating Nichkhun, but since she had to protect her image and his, and since no one had nothing to do with their personal life, she just said they were friends and that they cared for each other a lot. “Krystal!”

The MC said with a smile and the singer woke up from her dream land. The show was being boring as hell, but she was trying her best to be smiling all the time and look like she was paying attention to everyone. “So, are there any men special in your life?” The MC asked with a kind smile. “My dad.” She answered really fast and gained some laughter from the people around her, making her more comfortable. “So tell us, what male idol is your ideal type?” The male MC asked and she started biting her lower lip, not knowing how to answer that question. She really didn't and she had no idea why.

She looked from the corner of her eyes to Myungsoo and could swear he was waiting for her answer, maybe waiting more than the others that were in the room, but in the end she decided it was just her imagination. “Hm....I would say....”

She looked one last time to the Infinite member and decided that she would just say what she knew people wanted to hear. It wasn't what she wanted to say, far from it, but she knew how these things worked, so she just needed to say what people were expecting her to say.“My type would probably be one of the members of Infinite.” She said with a fake smirk.

The whole studio went wild and the girls from the audience started laughing. “Really? And who that member might be?” Myungsoo continued looking to Krystal, with more attention then before. He just couldn't stop staring at her, waiting.

He could feel his heart almost jumping from his chest when he heard those words, but he was trying his best to continue to give a small smirk to the fans. “It's a secret.” She said and everyone around didn't liked the answer but accepted it. It was only normal for the girls on girl groups to react like that. “You know...we found something very interesting online from you!” Now Krystal couldn't help but raise a brow when she heard it. She looked at the MC and continued waiting for him to keep going.

Myungsoo couldn't help but have the same reaction the girl had. He looked to MC and they saw the small smile on his face. “We found this picture of you and a man, riding a bike at night, both of you being more than friendly.”

They couldn't hide how shocked they were. This wasn't on the script, this wasn't suppose to happen. The picture appeared on the screen behind the MC and they could all see the picture of Krystal with Myungsoo.

Fortunately, no one could see who the man was because he had his back turned. He was on the bike and she was next to him, holding his hand. It was when he was convincing her to ride with him. He looked at her from the corner of his eyes and saw she was about to enter in panic but was trying her best to remain calm.

As a miracle, the PD said cut, saying they had to change the tapes, so they could all have a 10minute break. Not wasting any time, Krystal got up from her chair, gently as she could, and left the studio. Myungsoo did the exact same thing and was thankful the attention was all on Dongwoo and his nonsense.

“Krystal, wait!” He spoke but she didn't, she just continued walking. “Please wait or I'll grab your arm and we'll both fall on the floor and it won't be pretty!” Hearing that, she stopped and looked at hands. She was shacking and she didn't even noticed it. What was going to happen to her?

She wasn't expecting someone to take a picture of the two, she wasn't expecting a MC to show it to the world! He was safe, but not for long. If there was a picture of her, there was certainly a picture of him as well. Myungsoo stopped and was now facing her back. “...If it makes you feel any better, in a matter of days, or seconds, they'll have my photo as well...”

He spoke. She didn't moved, she didn't looked at him. She continued looking to the end of the hall and taking deep, long breaths, trying to calm herself. “...And you won't be lonely with this...” Hearing this, Krystal looked at him and he just gave her a small smile and started to remove her bangs from her face. “I'm with you.”

He said and she started biting her lower lip not knowing what to say. “after all, I'm in this too.” She continued looking down. “Why is this happening? I mean...we only talked twice and this is taking a proportion I can't even imagine! We're not even friends!” Krystal said and continued looking at him. “I mean, all we do is fight. We hate each other!” Myungsoo stared at her and and he just took a long breath and said something he knew he would regret for the end of his life, but like she said, they weren't friends, so it wouldn't matter right? “I really want to kiss you right now!”