Myungsoo didn't know if he should laugh or cry when he started remembering what happened last week. His life changed so much in such a short period of time. First he finds out Krystal is something he wasn't expecting her to be, then he falls for her, then she breaks his heart and now she's dating one of his friends. Yes, he had to admit, there were drastic changes in such a short period of time. And that short period of time literally crushed his spirit and made him wish he was dead. Who knew it right? Who knew life could change so much?

And everything got worst when he went to the stupid restaurant, wanting to win Krystal back, but instead he see those two kissing. And why in the world did he went? Why did he even bothered to go with a bouquet of flowers? Why did he even thought about apologizing when he wasn't the one who should? He didn't do anything. Krystal should be the one to apologize to him, and not the other way around. So why was she doing that to him? Was she trying to make him apologize to something he didn't do? She should be the one after him, beg him for forgiveness, say she would do whatever he wanted to make her happy. But no. It seemed he was the one who had to do everything, and even like that, it seemed pointless. It seemed like she didn't cared.

“Dude, seriously, are you going to turn off the ing light?” Dongwoo complained as he looked to his roommate annoyed. He wanted to sleep, he wanted to rest, but because of the light he couldn't do it. Myungsoo just ignored and the rapper glared at him.

“If you don't turn off the damn thing, I'm going to turn you off!” Myungsoo looked to the side not understanding what that meant. He looked to the side and Dongwoo was glaring at him, not looking very amused with the fact the younger was taking so long to turn off the light. “What that does even mean?” He asked and the rapper just continued looking at him with a glare on his face. “Do it, or you'll sleep outside!” Myungsoo didn't said a word. He just got up, grabbed a shirt and left the room, turning off the light in the process. The older didn't said a thing, he just closed his eyes and in a second he felt asleep.

Myungsoo on the other hand, left the dorm, without making a noise. He could be very silent when he wanted. He just closed the door and he felt his legs moving against his will. He didn't even knew if leaving the house at that hour was a good idea, but now it was done, and there was nothing he could do. He didn't know where he was going, but he honestly didn't cared about it. He just stood there, allowing his body to move and to take him somewhere where he could actually think, where he could actually breath without thinking he would die on the next second. He just needed to rest, all he need was to be alone and take his time to think straight, because he could swear he was about to explode if he kept closing himself in such a way.

Krystal continued smiling and holding the older man's hand as they kept walking on the empty streets. Only now she realized how good of an actress she was. Sure, she was enjoying her time with Minsoo, and she had to admit, he made her feel beyond special and she didn't want him to leave her, but she knew her heart belong to one person, and one person only.

You can learn how to love me...she remembered Minsoo's words before she left him on the first night. He knew better than anyone she wasn't in love with him, but he was doing his best to win her heart. And she had to admit, he was doing a pretty darn good job, at least to make her feel a little happier with everything. But as soon he left her, she would think about Myungsoo and it would be so painful. It was all her fault and she knew it.

Everything was her fault. If she hadn't talked to Luna, if she hadn't said those things, it would be Myungsoo instead of Minsoo there. But what could she do? It was too late to go back. Krystal realized that when Myungsoo threw the bouquet to the floor with full anger and almost broke Minsoo's jaw. She had no idea the Infinite member had that anger and strength inside of him. And she couldn't imagine they would beat each other up until some the restaurant owner pulled them away, saying he didn't wanted to have a scandal in front of his place.

“You're thinking too much.” Hearing this, Krystal looked to the man next to her and saw him smiling at her. “No...I'm not.” She said but he just held her closer. She couldn't help but notice Minsoo's embrace was completely different from Myungsoo's.

And again, she was comparing the two. Couldn't she just stop that? Couldn't she just stop comparing them? No, she couldn't. No matter how much she wanted to like Minsoo, how much she wanted to forget about Myungsoo, she would just think even harder about him and wish it was him next to her, holding her, kissing her. “Yes you are! I can see it on your face.” He made a pause and started removing some bangs from Krystal's face. “But you do look cute when you think too much.” She didn't said a thing. She just blushed and smiled to him.

Both continued walking until Minsoo stopped and she looked at him. “I'll be right back.” He said and with that, he left her alone. She had no idea where he went, but she wasn't worried. She knew he wouldn't leave her, completely alone on a desert place. No, he wouldn't do that. She seat on the floor and looked up to the sky. There were so many stars there. Sometimes she wished she could be as free as them. Then she wouldn't live any dramas, any problems. She would just be free and nothing else.

“Krystal?” She looked to the right and her heart stopped. She just stood there and couldn't say a thing. Her whole body froze, and when the man walked closer to her, she felt her body shacking. “...What are you doing here?” She manged to ask but didn't moved or protested when the man seat next to her. She just couldn't help but look at him. She didn't even cared about the things around her, she didn't even cared about the people that could see them. She was already screwed, either way, so what was the problem? “Would you believe me if I said I had no idea?”

She nodded and continued looking at him. He was looking around and then to her. “Is he...here?” He asked and Krystal started biting her lower lip. She had to tell him the truth, she couldn't lie about it. “He left for a while, but I don't know when he'll be back.” She answered honestly and he moved closer, their nosed almost touching. “I just need 2minutes that's all I need.” Krystal didn't understood what he meant, but she just stood there listening to him. “Yeah, I'm totally scared he's going to break my nose or jaw like he almost did the last time...”

“You also almost broke his jaw...” She reminded Myungsoo and the older just rolled his eyes and made a sound of disapproval and looked at her. “Listen...I know I did wrong, that I shouldn't have-” he stopped her speech when he placed his and on . She looked at him even more confused than before. “You don't have to say it...I don't want words right now...”

If she wasn't already thinking all of this was weird, she would be thinking it now. He took his hand from her lips and placed it on her left cheek. She could feel her cheeks burning but didn't pulled away. “I wasn't the first guy you kissed...” He paused and he moved so close their lips were already brushing. They could swear waltz of electricity traveled down their bodies. “But I'll make sure I'm the last.”

With that, he pressed his lips against hers. It wasn't gentle, it wasn't soft. It was possessive, it was demanding, like Myungsoo was telling her she wouldn't kiss any other guy besides him, that she belonged to him.

She couldn't even think straight. Her head was spinning and all she could do was let him have his way. She didn't felt bad, she didn't felt remorse. All she could feel was her heart beat incredibly fast and his hand on her neck.

But all good things come to an end. He pulled away and his lips, still tasting her cherry ones. “He's dead...” He whispered and before she could say anything else, he left her alone, like nothing happened. Her heart was beating so fast and she just looked up to the starts, still feeling the kiss.

What she didn't know was that far away, was a man watching every single thing. He glared through the whole scene and swore himself he was going to kill Myungsoo, even if it was the last thing he did in his life. “Myungsoo...You'll never touch her...ever again.”

I enjoy drama so much!  XD