"if you met him, im sure you would love him more than me"

"sunbae..."

coldly looking at me while flashing that naughty smirk. Ahn Daniel was cruel. his heart was owned by another person.... still he would caress my face giving me false hope. but its true, you gave me so much hope and each time i wavered.... those cold shoulder are the ones i would lean on.

you left me.......

leaving these words behind. what do they mean? is it meant to hurt me even when you are gone.... or is it sometime type of signs?

i'll see you one last time, there at your grave i would leave all these cold words behind and move on with my life. i can't bear hearing them echoing inside my mind anymore. they're heavy and its reaping my strength away... so this lacking sunbae will finally see you off. one last good bye...

little that i know, the moment i walked out of your little world.... i would be carrying something heavier. words that managed to pull each smiles on my face into sorrow wails. 

"lle...leave! leave now byung-ssi.... you pathetic killer get out of my house!!"

"you....killed niel and now do you plan on killing me too.... i beg you leave while i can think properly"

"before those dirty emotions takes me over.... disappear Lee byung-ssi"

your cold words were right. i fell deeper for him, i fell for the person who owned you...

is this what you left me? your memento......

a bright smiling memento........