I could hear the sounds of the screaming fans muffled as I walked through the airport tunnel. I spent an extra week in Canada because things were not getting solved and I needed to fix it. I went through the things Jay and Kim said to me as I asked for an extra week, apparently ‘Korea was going crazy over the things me and T.O.P did at the airport’ and ‘rumors were going around about me leaving Korea’. I had to come home, though oddly I did not want to.

-Screams of hundreds of fans-

“Omo, dear lord! Where are my headphone and sunglasses?” I said franticly digging in my purse head kept down low.
It took us forever to get out of the airport grounds, thank goodness I had my guards pushing the fans out of the way and planning our escape quickly, I loved my fans, really I do, but I just need to be alone to think.
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In about one and a half hours I arrived to YG head quarters and dismissed the  body guards, I wanted to think up the elevator ride and then deal with my managers and Yang Hyun Suk alone.
-Sigh-
“ERAAAAAAAAAA! Annyeonghaseyo!” I heard multiple voices say
“Hello everyone” I said blindly, as I walked straight to the lounge that 2ne1 and BIGBANG would be at.
“AHHHHHHHHHHH! UNNIE!” I heard Minzy scream as she ran to hug me hello
The rest of the girls looked up from there pool game and came over to me as well as Taeyang, Ri and Dae.
They all greeted me hello and hugged me tightly, after our quick greets I asked seriously where my managers and T.O.P was
“Well..” CL began “Dara and T.O.P are on the rooftop hanging out… but im pretty sure GD joined them by now” my eyes narrowed and I headed towards the door.
Dae blocked my way “Hey, hey, let’s not get upset. you just came home and im sure you have a lot to deal with, with all of Korea freaking out for the past two weeks about you and T.O.P” he said smiling trying to block me
“Later” I brushed him and headed to the roof top.
Once I got up there no one was there…. What the hell was going on?

I looked over the balcony and saw Jay’s car pulling out and YG’s vehicles
where were they going? I checked my phone and realized it was 8 pm… I was home earlier then what I told Kim a day ago.. Oh.. What ever not a big deal ill just go home and sleep.
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-BANG- BANG-BANG-BANG-

  I roled and fell off my bed, what was happening?! O.O

 “ERAAA, Jagiya! PLEASE ANSWER THE DOOOR! Where could she be?” I heard T.O.P say and question      furiously
 “I don’t even know… the airport said her flight came at 8:30 its 12 man what is this girl doing? let me call  Kim to see if she went to YG head quarters” Jay said, probably pulling out his phone
I scrambled in the dark looking for my pants on the floor and the hall lights and went to open the door.

-Opens door-

“… what do you mean she was there where is she now?! OMG ERA. KIM SHES RIGHT HERE!” Jay said. eyes popped out of his socket.
“LOVE OMO” T.O.P pushed past Jay and lifted me off the ground in a tight hug. He was squeezing me so hard, I couldn’t breathe but I felt whole.His strong, sure arms crushed my ribs as I rapped my arms around his warm sweet smelling neck and I laid my head on my arms with my legs wrapped around his slim body. I began crying
“Era Lee, where the hell have you been! We were worried sick!” Jay said behind me, I didn’t have to look up to picture his anger
“Shh, Jay not right now” T.O.P hushed him as he moved his hands to my back. “But love really, a call would have helped”
Once Kim finally arrived I knew I had to up the tears and answer them
“Start talking now.” Kim demanded as she gave me a cup of tea, while I sat in T.O.P’s lap in the living room, Jay sat in front of me anger was clear on his face. Kim went to sit next to him as she drank her tea to calm down
“Well?” T.O.P questioned as he smoothed my hair out of my face
“My Flight was early” I just said and sipped my tea
“AND YOU DIDN’T CALL?! WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH YOU CHILD” Jay screamed down at me, he jumped up with anger, his hands in fists.
“Jay, control your anger let her explain” Kim said grabbing his arm to sit down
“GET ON WITH IT.-sigh- Era. What happened? Whats the matter?” Jay said quietly beginning to calm down and took a seat. I felt T.O.P’s arms around me relax
“There was so many people there, so the body guards knew a way out, and I realized that the time I told you Kim was wrong so I didn’t want to be caught in the fan crowed so we went to head quarters” sounded believable to me.
“Then?” Kim pressed
“2ne1 and BB told me that you guys were chilling on the roof top, but no one was there so I went home…” I sipped my tea some more
“But your story has so much gaps, why are your body guards telling me you dismissed them, and you have the YG vehicle parked downstairs, why didn’t you call?” Jay threw at Me. since when did he turn into mom?
“I’m not sure, look its been a long day, I need to clear myself can you guys leave and bombard me tomorrow morning? You can even come to the apartment and pick me up” I said. Everything seemed to numb out now, I wasn’t sure if I said what I thought I said
Jay was about to begin but Kim interrupted us “Alright, we will be here, well I will tomorrow, JAY let us go” We all looked at her confused… Kim would never have done that, she should have been like Jay was being tonight and she should be telling me she’s sleeping with me tonight…
“but… uhh? Kim?”
“Now Jay, she needs time to herself” Kim said pulling him along “ Night, night sweet heart, 8 am on the dot.” She left with Jay without a word after that
“Mwo? What was that about…” I said getting up out of T.O.P’s lap
“I guess I should leave to” he said sadly
“NO!” I screamed. “PLEASE you stay with me, cancel everything, I need someone to be with me, and I miss you baby” I said hugging him, I started to cry silently on his thin white shirt
“Jagiya? Are you crying? Hey, look at me, I’ll stay, as long as you want me here” T.O.P said holding my chin
 I sniffled “lets get ready for bed” I said rubbing my eyes and pulling him to the washroom. As we were getting ready he turned to me while I was wiping down my face and asked me “Why am I such a mess? You normally, well before you left had good control of yourself”
I felt the tears pour down even more “Come with me” I pulled him into my room and pushed him down on my bed