Weeks have gone by since I been working with YG, Young Hyun Suk told me he has 'never seen such hard work and dedication as me' which made me feel good, but it was expected, I mean really, im not Korean, different looking a stunt or in Young Hyun Suk case “a special project” so I should put more effort in to make everyone love me.
The weeks seen to be moving by fast as all the performers were releasing songs and getting ready for tours, movies, and taking time off, and here I was slowly revealing myself to the KPOP industry, people took notice to me as the “girl on the YG posters” or my favorite “the next idol everygirl in Korea would want to be” Young Hyun Suk plans for me were really starting to pay off

I was in the recording studio today, working on my final song, until I was interrupted by my translator talking to someone, or some people
“sorry ladies, shes pretty busy come back later” I managed to pick up from Sara
“oh let us in, we can help her” I recognized Bom voice
OMG its 2ne1 what if Dara was with them? O__O I grabbed my papers and ran into the recording room to make me look as if I was about to sing.
Things with Dara hasn’t improved, in fact she avoids me, but when she was near me she glares really hard, or throws herself at TOP -_____-
“UNNIE! We are coming in!” I heard Minzy scream
“Dongsaeng? I hope we are not bothering but we miss you, and wanted to see you” CL said while looking for me.
I pulled off my headphone and turned to wave hello at the girls
“Come come!” Bom said excited as she pulled me out of the room, “We missed you soooo much! Dongsaeng it seems like we haven’t spent time with you in forever!” Bom squealed as she hugged me
“aha really guys, its been 3 days, and I been working hard so have you” I managed to say
“aye let her go, don’t break her bommie” CL said, making Bom release me and hugged me gently after
“Im going to GD studio to say hello to the guys” I suddenly heard, I didn’t realized Dara came too…
“oh come on unnie! Stay please!” minzy began
“enough, goodbye.” Dara said and left the room
                                                                                                              
-Sigh- “I don’t understand it… what did I do?” I said to myself
“dear little Era, don’t worry about her, she doesn’t like competion that’s all” Bom said hugging me and bring my to the couch in the room.
“She just see you as something that will take away her lover, you are so beautiful and GD loves you dearly” Bom continued
“But I don’t like GD… I like someone else, GD is my oppa, really” I mumbled in my knees
“We can see that” CL took over “But Dara has lost GD many times, and doesn’t want to have her heart broken again, anyone who is close to GD is an enemy even us…”
“I have to try to make her understand, I can’t deal with her hating me…” I began getting up
“stop, that’s our job, you have to much on your hands, unnie, relax we shall help you get through this” Minzy said blocking my way
“alright” I said, doubtfully
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At Era's apartment; Era and Minzy having a girls night
 

“NO, YOURE KIDDING RIGHT?!” Minzy said shocked as she flung the bright pink nailpolish around."Whoops"
“Nope its true, I been fan girling over him before I became a star, and that was our awkward meeting..” I told minzy as I drank my mango bubble tea. Minzy was easy to talk to and she was only about a year younger so it was nice to have someone to talk to as a girlfriend
“WOW I would have died, not that you have bad style, but I understand your point of view” She said as she contined to do my toe nails
“yeup.. and ever since that night at the restaurant, I can’t help falling for him” I confessed
“awwwww!” Minzy squealed, “that so cute! TOP oppa is the quiet romantic, I can’t believe he texts you though” o.O
“I know right” I flushed as I ate my tapioca