So many Questions, not enough Answers
My Journey to the TOP
After dinner we all said out goodbyes and I went home, once I got to the building I found my manager/makeup artist past out on the lobby’s couch.
“Umm.. hello? Kim…Kimmy, wake up, its me Era” I said softly shaking her.
“Huh? Wah? Oh! Era, back so soon?” Kim said while stretching and trying to focus
“Why are you sleeping down here, I thought I told you not to wait up for me” I said feeling bad for making her wait 4 hours in the lobby
“Nonsense, im your manager, I should be with you 24/7 but since I give you freedom I should at least make sure your home safe and sound” Kim began
“Enough, come, let me get you some tea to wake you up”
The elevator ride was silent except for Kim’s occasional yawns and the annoying elevator music, but as I was unlocking my door I spoke to Kim
“Does the boys ever mention anything about me?” I asked quietly not looking at her
“Hmm? BIGBANG? Umm yeah sometimes, they really adore you… and 2ne1 also” Kim said, trying to understand my expression.
“I see, do they say anything negative or positive about me?” I continued
“Well the boys adore you, especially GD, I can bet that’s why Dara’s so angry around your name aha” Kim said settling into my sofa
“Ohh…” I breathed.
“Eunbyeol Lee, did something happen that’s bothering you so much? you know you can always talk to me” Kim said now getting up and leaning forward towards me
“Kim its nothing, really.” I said as I was pouring water into her cup “It’s just im getting weird vibes from everyone.. and I have a feeling a few hate me” I said softly as I felt my face sink in
“Ahh, little Era, no need to worry, everyone loves you, this is why YG brought you here, your special and loveable” she said trying to reassure me
“Then why does Sandara and TOP hate me with passion!” I said almost too loudly while splashing the tea
“I knew there was more to it” She said as she helped me wipe up the mess. “Kid you gotta work on your expressions :P and well Sandara needs to relax, shes just afraid about people pulling GD’s attention from her, she gets jealous of the boys sometimes because of there little bromances ahaha” Kim said drinking her tea now
“But TOP he acting and being so…” I began
“Oh leave him, you worry like a mother, TOP takes some time but he’ll reveal himself to you” Kim said slyly
“I don’t understand you… so does he hate me or not?” I asked confused as I plot myself into the single seat.
“In time you’ll understand his mind, he’ll reveal himself to you, you just got to be patience to understand things” Kim said
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