“Jagiya” T.O.P said to me as he was looking down at me at my favorite drink shop “Must you go so soon?” I could see a hint of sadness in his eyes, I was to be going to Canada in 2 days
“Baby” I smiled at him, touching his cheek “I have to, I been waiting and working hard to go back home, I need to recover, you understand right?” It took me longer then it should have to say those simple words, but I was too distracted as I was touching this lovely mans face x.x
“Ye, I know… its just…” He paused and looked down at his coffee and back up at me under his lashes, so breath taking when he does that
“Tell me” I smiled back at him, our hands now laced together over the table
“I can’t stand to be away from you, I already was away from you and I died inside and your birthday is tomorrow I wanted to spoil you with my love and …” he admitted
“AW Choi” :$ “ Silly, Silly Oppa, We’ll be together till the evening before I have to go, and the time we were away was you on tour and I was in another city on my stuff and before that we were fighting, honey we are fine” I reassured him
“Saranghaeyo” he said looking at me as he brushed my cheek bone and kissed me light on my lips
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“Era, Era, its time for you to go, you have 20 mins to boarding baby” T.O.P said lightly as he pulled my headphone out of my ear, his strong warm hand touched my skin making heat flood thru me, it felt amazing while I laid my head on his chest.
“hmmm?” I was feeling dazed, I think I fell sleep
“Aha” He smiled a little “Silly ae gi, come get up and we’ll walk to Jay and Kim at your gates.”
“There she is” Jay said when we saw them, near Air Canada flight gates, he was waiting with Kim who seemed like a nervous wreak.
“Umm.. Kim? Are you alright?” I said extending my free hand to her; she made me worried with the look on her face. :/
“Yes, yes hun, I was just concerned that the fans would interrupt you and I wasn’t sure if there was enough security guards with you that’s all” She rushed out.
I looked around and I noticed now, huge crowds of fans standing around screaming and taking pictures while the airport security tried to hold them back and my body guards were suddenly to close to me and T.O.P
“When did this all happen?” I said confused and looked at T.O.P with so many questions, I felt so out of it.
“OHHH PLEASE!” I heard Jay yell out in laughter “Era, for the sake of us all, please tell Kim you will be safe, she’s a mess and you better come home at the end of the week, she crying already to have you leave us”
“HEY shut up you !” Kim said slapping his arm, the tears were flowing
“OH AWW KIMMY!” I said letting go of T.O.P and giving him my phone, I felt Kim’s sad vibe coming at me.
“Kim! Please pleaseee don’t cry! I will be home before you know it, ill be safe with the 3… dear lord 3 guards you are sending with me, ill msg, call and text you whenever I can and before you know it, you’ll be picking me up” I gushed while holding her and trying to comfort her .
“What will I do with out you?! im sorry, one year working together and you grew onto me, I can’t help but feel like my little girl is running off, so independent” She sniffled
“ASH KIM she’s a grown woman NOW she’s 20, Era , run while you have the chance you  have less then 10 mins before your leaving, be safe, msg us when you can and do what you need to do at home, we will be here if you need the extra help” Jay kissed my head and ripped Kim off of me
“YES what he said! Were here for you! Your outfits are set, I pack every make product and brush I normally used on you and more then enough shoes. I pack different boots cause im not sure if it is snowing, you know?..” Kim cried to me
“KIM HUSH SHE NEEDS TO GO” Jay said annoyed
“okay… AND YOU 3” Kim pointed at my guards, wiping her ruined mascara “you are paid to do your job, DO IT, IF ANYTHING HAPPENS A SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR GETS CHOPPED OFF ILL CHOP…”
“OKAYYYYYYYYYY TIME TO GO AE GI!” T.O.P said spinning me around
“Here you go, and let me help you put on your jacket, its really cold over there I hear” T.O.P chuckled as he handed me my phone, and helped me into my  thick winter jacket
“Im glad I chose this colour for you, blue is flattering with your pale complexion”
“Aha.. thanks I think” I flushed as he began zipping me up.
“Your so cute in your western style dressing” he smiled hugely at me
I looked down at my outfit, I pulled out my clothes that I first brought with me here 4 years ago, surprised it still fit… but then again I always dressed baggy. It was comfortable, comforting.
My favorite winter cheesy style oversized sweater, basic thick black pants and ankle boots.
“Gloves?” Kim questioned
“Check”
“Passport, and required papers?” Jay checked
“Mhmm, right here” I waved it out so Kim could see and not say anything -__-
“Phone, check and with msgs from the boys, and 2ne1”  I raised my eye brows at T.O.P “Sorry, Kim went on and on I had to do something, and your phone was going off” he said looking down at his feet
“ahaha its okay babe, well I guess that’s everything, I got my stuff and the guards are holding my bags, time for me to go”
I hugged everyone goodbye and waved bye to my fans for their sakes and went back to T.O.P who walked as far as he could with me
“I’ll be here when you get back Sunday night my love” T.O.P said holding my face
“Good. Cause I will be dying to see you, im sorry I couldn’t let you come, its time for me to do this, alone, I love you tho. And ill be missing and thinking about you the entire time, and the lovely birthday you gave me” I winked at him
“Aha, you do love to just lie around and cuddle while watching silly cartoon movies don’t you?” He said touching my hair and fixing my hood
“Yes, but more with you by my side the entire time makes me happier” I leaned to kiss him.
“I will always be by your very side as long as you want me” He simply replied as i starred into his beautiful eyes as  he leaned to kiss me one last time.