Rage

It Can Never Be You
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[CONTENTID2]It Can Never Be You - Rage[/CONTENTID2]

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Joon woke to a smell. Something…tantalizing. Something…food like. Something from home. For a moment Joon allowed himself, behind his closed eyes, to wish for, imagine, that he had been rescued. He was back home, being cared for, the smell of kimchichigea as Mir brought him his favorite meal. Everything was alright.

But the feeling of the cold earth beneath his back told him even before he opened his eyes, that none of this fantasy was true. Then where was the smell coming from? He couldn’t be that desperate that he’d go so far as to dream it all up like a mirage, right? He slowly cracked open an eye, not yet wanting to truly greet the day, which was surly filled with nothing but his own regrets spiraling endlessly.

The smell still remained, enticing, begging him to devour it from the very air itself. How could he resist? Dragged up by his nose, twitching like a rabbit, he followed the scent to its source as only a starving man could. A white bowl. A pretty, delicate blue lace pattern traced the edges, in contrast to the red liquid it contained. Joon lunged forward, from asleep to awake in seconds. The bowl was just outside his bars, but Joon didn’t care about punishment further down the line, if the guard was stupid enough to leave it there, Joon was fully entitled. Finders were Keepers after all.

He heard a surprised yell from the other side of the room but he ignored it easily as he gulped down the contents of the bowl, sighing in relief at the finally full feeling in his belly. Weeks ago this wouldn’t have been nearly enough to fill him. Now, however, it was more than enough. He prayed to keep it all down, not wanting to waste the precious commodity unwisely left within his reach.

He allowed his gaze to wander upwards, tongue sliding over his lips to taste the remaining succulent flavor. It was that guard. The one who gave him the sushi...he was staring at him with a very odd look. His eyes were focused on his lips, perhaps he was disgusted by Joon's actions. Perhaps he wondered where all his food had gone in such a short period of time. 

"Do you need more?" The man asked so quietly it was almost impossible to hear, a whisper on a spring breeze.

"I thought you wouldn't be feeding me again?"

"I am one of those unfortunate few who possesses both a conscience and temper, both showing up at inopportune moments. I am sorry for what I said," he offered a shy smile which Joon did not return. This man was the enemy - he was most likely trying to get him to reveal state secrets, which Joon certainly didn't have.

"I don

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Karenkitty1092 #1
Chapter 10: Yay i`m happy that Thunder found someone that loves him.This was an awesome story.
GenerationX
#2
Chapter 10: yaaahoooooo!^^ I'm so releived you decided to make a happy ending!!! and this was really great: I loved how shocked Thunder was at Tao's manly and over confident behaviour! Tao's caring was really sweet.
what else to say that you don't already know? this story was great, very moving and incredibly well-written. you had me cry and hope and cry again. and though they've all had their happy ending, we know they aren't the persons they were in the first place. war and their own experience of it have changed them. I'm really looking forward to a sequel!^^
whitestallion
#3
Chapter 10: Ha. Ha. i love the ending!! xD and yes, its really good that thunder didn't die! and because Tao is my bias in exo, i'm happy to have more mention of him. him and thunder, though, seems a tad weird. xD HAHA. but i'd love a sequel ^^
GenerationX
#4
Chapter 9: their hopes seem too high to turn out right. I'm afraid Mir will find a stranger that is now going to be eaten alive by guilt and despair. they've both had traumatic experiences. please don't make them suffer anymore...
Joon is so brave. he has to heal for Thunder's sake so he won't be dead for nothing!!!
GenerationX
#5
Chapter 8: what are you doing to my poor heart!?0.0
this was painful... once again it happened and Joon lost his beloved in the most violent way. they were torn apart. and knowing Mir is alive won't subside the pain. I hope he'll be able to find Mir. but then, even if he did, he's changed and can he really love him again? there's always gonna be Thunder's ghost behind them...
you didn't habe to thank me, I should be the one thanking you for writing such a great story. please, update soon!^^
Karenkitty1092 #6
Chapter 8: Joon`s gonna go crazy once he finds out that Mir is alive.Thanks for the update.
GenerationX
#7
Chapter 7: Joon is gonna be such a wreck when he'll realise Mir was never gone... and at the same time, he needs Thunder and his tenderness to survive. and Thunder's determination to get him free is a precious tool too. I'm both angry and grateful at Thunder. His own selfishness is so understandable but it is still despicable. I'm afraid Joon will go insane.
GenerationX
#8
Chapter 6: and I did devoure these chapters! I love the plot and as I already mentionned, your style.
but I can't help but loathe Thundet to be so selfish! is it really love when you think about you first? he should tell Joon. of course he knows that once Joon will know Mir is alive, he'll never ever have a chance to be loved back. but Joon deserve this hope to survive. he needs it to keep on living peacefully instead of having to deal with the guilt he is feeling now.
but I'm glad Thunder is taking care of Joon at least he has now a chance to survive.
GenerationX
#9
Chapter 1: oh my! I just started to read the 1st chapter and this story is so gripping! I love your writing style! It is so moving and accurate! I'm sure I'll devoure the rest.
BlueChaos #10
Chapter 5: Thanks for the update! I like the little conversation about the differences between their countries, and looking forward to reading more. :D